Sadness on this dark day...

Today, i am extremely sad.
Depressed.
Heartbroken,
Why?
I don't know..
But..
I just want to break down and cry for some reason...
And...
Thats not me.
Thats not what im like..
I don't know whats coming over me..
Ugh.
Life sucks...

You might as well love yourself, being as you can't change yourself.

XxToxicxEmoxX's avatar

Birthday: 04/03

~~~I feel a burning urge to express what's in my life and heart~~~<3

Hello.
My name is XxToxicXEmoxX


My real name is only to be assured by my IRL friends,
And of course my 4 best friends ever in this game. smile
But if you like,
You make call me Toxic.
Or so on and so fourth.
My Main character is "Elavira-Kun"
You may call her Ela~Kun, Elavira, or Vira~Kun, Or just Vira.
But Ela~Elli~Kun is strictly forbidden to strangers,
It has been taken by one of my close friends. ^_^

So heres some stuff about me, i guess.

~~~What I Support~~~


Free hugs Campaign.
Goths.
Emo's.
Random peoples...
Fangirls as long as there not stupid, desperate or something like that...
And love! ^_^ <333




~~~~Who I am, My personality~~~~


-I'm friendly,
-Random at times,
-Can be kinda depressing o.o
-Social ^_^
-I don't know if im good at em at all, but i love being silly smile
-I love helping people out..(And no don't start begging for money for yer dream avatar -.-)
-'m not a vegetarian smile
-I'm female (Don't chu worry o.o___)
-I can have a littile bit of an attitude, But thats pretty rare, i usually dislike being rude sad but if you're rude to me, i'll be rude back. ; Sorries.
-I am very kind and forgiving towards my friends, but sometimes i can be stubborn and brat-like to aquaintences that i barely know. But only if you're mean.
-I'm not afraid to admit if i did something wrong to hurt someone, I'll be responsable and take it fully. ;
-But if someone's going to be a brat and blame it on me, I'm not going to be immature about it, I'll just screw them up in an unknown way.
Simple as that...~~~But don't worry. I don't do that often. ^_^
-I easily get irritated, well, not really, just when theres someone trying to act like they can get it all in life, trying to be "cool" = when they know there not.



~~~What i'm good at~~~~
-Well, i'm not great, but im pretty good at art, im progressing.
-If you wanted to see my art, go to my dA (DeviantArt page)My username is "Ela-Ela-Kun" smile You don't have to like it XD.
-I'm really good at the trumpet, piano, and singing, well, i'm best at drums! ^_^
-Being loud .-.
-Not saying no...its hard sometimes for me > <
-Swimming! biggrin
-Baseball
-Football
-Basketball
-Fidgeting my fingers for hours .-.
-Finding a way to entertain myself with a stick...(Thats just a example pplz o.o)


~~~Only In my dreams and soul...~~~~

-I want to be a artist, (Of course, not a PAINTER o.o)
-And maybe a drummer, I'm very good at it, its so dang fun it's addicting! >_<
But when i was younger, i had a beginner drum, i was really good at it, but i guess it really wasn't very stable, but one of the notes i had to play on it was sort of loud, i did it, the drum stick went right through the drum, it broke.
crying
That drum sucked more than i thought.


~~~Subjects that i'm good at, and like...~~~

Math...*Dork -.-*
Music Class!<3
Art Class!<3
English biggrin
Last but not least, my littile foreign language class.
I'm taking spanish ^_^...Its hard, but im progressing .0.




~~~Won't they leave me alone? Don't they know i hate them....?~~~
-Kyaaa! Social studies > <
-Clowns, (They don't scare me, everytime i see them i just think of Barney...>_>)
-Barney
-SBSB (Spongebob SquarePants)
-Drama queens -.-
-School, because of the drama o.o
-Commercials
-Squash
-Lemons
-Limes
-Tangy foods pretty much...
-Candy, after i eat it it kinda makes me want to gag sad
-Smelly socks .-.
-Overly Dark Rooms
-Overly Lit up Rooms (Too much of one thing is bad too me sad )
-Planes




~~~Likes~~~~
-I also enjoy random bunnies...o.o
-MCR
-Caramelldansen
-Greenday
-Linkin Park
-Utada Hikaru
-19Sai
-Much much more musics, just check out my playlist on playlists.com Look up "XxExpress me PleasexX" and check out my moosic, i have a few other playlists too! biggrin <3
-Macaroni~ ^_^
-Mah friends
-Anime! <3
-Manga!<3
-Specifically in order:
-XXXHOLIC!
-Characters from XXXHOLIC in order:
Kimihiro! <3
Yuko
Domeki
Himawari-chan
-Deathnote
-Characters from deathnote in order:
L(Ryuzaki)
Raito
Ryuk
-Elfen Lied
-Characters from elfen lied in order:
Lucy
-Hetalia
-Characters from hetalia in order:
America
England
Italy
Japan
China
-Starbucks! ^_^
-Smoothies!
-Playing with mah hair for no reason...
-dA.
-Formerly World of warcraft...stupid disease.
(I am against warcraft, its so cool, but its an addiction D<)
-Random things ;3
-Uhm, lots of foodsies...
-Being hyper...
And...
Yeah. :3
-Oh, and rain, its so calming! <3


Welp, I don't feel like typing anymore.
So here are my best IG friends ever, i've known them for like, ever !
And i wish they were my sisters . smile

Darkangel787 (Ariel) ^_^<---I've known her for 4 years! >___< "huggles her"
Marooie (Marissa) ^_^<---I've known her for 3 years! razz
Lindele<----I've known her for 4 years too! "glomps" >_<
Leafie12<---I've also known her for 4 years ~~~"huggles" biggrin


Okies bai! Feel free to comment, thats how new friendships start. smile
I love making new friends, so don't be shy! ^_^


~~~Listen to the voices in your heart~~~<3

~~~Listen to the voices in your heart~~~<3

~~~Listen to the voices in your heart~~~<3

 

~~~Listen To the voices in your heart~~~<3

~~~Listen to the voices in your heart~~~<3

 
 
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Lia_Andrea
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;-;
If only dreams would come true...~~~

You know...
How they say Best friends Don't
last forever?
Well.
My best friends and i last until the day we DIE.

You
LAUGH because I'm
DIFFERENT
I
LAUGH because you are the same.

Without friends, who could i express myself towards?
Without friends, who can i be an idiot around, and still be loved?
Without friends, whats the point of listening to music,
If you have no one to share it with~~

That is how i feel today....let me cry, will you?

I'm sick today~~
Hmmm....
Why DID i get sick?
"Sigh, sigh...gloom gloom"