Birthday: 06/16
hi, im gina
my body screams in pain, the agonizing guilt,
drives me insane, beatin broken torn apart,
starved of love, i no longer have a heart.
im 14 and even thou my life has just started i
feel like ive been put through alot
if your my friend ill be there for u and ill do
anything for u no matter what or how long ive
known u
i kno my life isnt bad compared to others, but
little things add up to big painful things
dont try and change my opinion of myslef u'll just
be wasting ur time
drugs are icky! so is alcohol!
no matter how many people i have i still feel
alone in the world
i think i've lost myself... i've been trying so
hard to make everyone else happy and make their
lives better that mine didnt seem to matter
anymore.. as long as their happy and they make it
through another day... my job is done, untill
another problem rises up... in some ways im still
holding on tight to the past and im to afraid to
let go
Im living by my new memo "theres always tomorrow"
everyday is gettin worse and worse it feels like..
so i keep thinking tomorrow will be different...
tomorrow.. ill be happy again...
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