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Love is a Beautiful Lie18 Report | 07/26/2009 6:15 pm

ok ^^

Love is a Beautiful Lie18 Report | 07/07/2009 8:43 pm

Nice lol >.< sounds like a interesting name lol

Love is a Beautiful Lie18 Report | 07/05/2009 3:12 pm

Awwwwww nuuuuuuuu sounded like ur goin away for good???? O_o

IIN-G-SDONII Report | 06/27/2009 12:45 pm

DO NOT SEND THIS BACK TO T HE PERSON THAT SENT YOU IT!!! [not a good idea]









































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here just do it

















most people aren't sure of what they really want in life.














I received





this letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and





within a week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact





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To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with 3 times!

















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Think of something you wanna accomplish within the next week and





say it to your self 6 times!!

















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If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to yourself 9 times!!!

















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Think of something that you want to happen between you and that





1special person and say it to your self 12 times!!!

















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Now make one last &amp; final wish about that one wish that you picked.






























































After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people, and





what you wished for will come true within in one week!















































u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your





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Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your last chance.














Now





pay very close attention this important message!























Sorry but once read, must be sent.














Yes, this is one of those kinda





chain letters that everyone hates.














This one

King Chase McCloud Report | 06/26/2009 3:01 pm

happy b day

Love is a Beautiful Lie18 Report | 06/25/2009 3:08 pm

ummm atm i have bn tlkin to this guy who has feelings for me an me him but i think he is aviodin tlki to me idk y D,: and i keep waitin for him to reply but everyone else is replyin except him D:

S2KoryS2 Report | 06/16/2009 1:32 am

omg that sucks XD me to same here sep i almost forgot my user name XD

taco70 Report | 06/13/2009 3:40 pm

hehe

Love is a Beautiful Lie18 Report | 06/13/2009 9:04 am

Ty ^^ anywhos how life bn in ur world?

Love is a Beautiful Lie18 Report | 06/12/2009 3:45 pm

Wow tsk tsk tsk gurl LOL but im failed geometry so i might go to summer school for it D: oh well lol an maybe english, idk we'll see if i do good on my final or not >.< i hope i do =/

About

I believe that I've resolved most of my feelings now. I just realized today how much of a waste of time and effort gaia was for me. I cried so much over nothing. I'm still just a kid and I don't need to take myself so seriously yet.
I'm not really mad at anyone anymore. More than anything I'm embarrassed and guilty. But you have to understand, I was twelve when I first signed up. I had no ******** clue what I was doing. I made a lot of stupid decisions because I was naive and wanted to experience what it was like to fall in love. The following messages are not because I actually expect anybody I used to know to still be here, but on the off chance that one of you do visit, I just wanted to give you a small update.

To Matt:
I still haven't a clue what all of that was. I was fairly certain that you weren't real from the beginning. I just wanted to pretend you were. I had fun I guess, and thanks for not turning out to be a crazy rapist. But seriously, you were really just Brit all along right? I kind of suspected it when I realized that the pictures I saw were not of the same person. Still, what was the point of all of that? Did you actually have fun messing with a twelve year old's head?
No hate though. It's all good.

To everyone that was in my family:
I honestly don't remember any of your names except for Jos's. Sorry I held on for so long. I just really wanted a group to call my own. I assume that you all did the same thing I did two years ago. You grew up and left this weird world. I get it now though. Real life is better.

To Brian and Christian:
Sorry dudes. I got a bit crazy there. Honestly, I did like Christian more. He was cooler. Sorry for not letting you go in peace. I respect your decision more now. I didn't mean to cling, I just didn't want to lose a friend. Ever since I'd moved, I was terrified of losing another friend. Especially one I would literally never know again.

A couple of other people I knew but cannot for the life of me remember:
I had fun. Thanks. Sorry for being clingy or whatever I was. I think I've graduated from this place now though.

Hmm... I thought that I was going to delete this account today but I just realized that that defeats the purpose of writing this all out. I tried deleting all of my friends as a way of finding a release, but in truth I just felt lonelier. I've grown up a bit in these past four years. I know now that I've been selfish and immature.
I am happy now. I think. I still have some problems, probably formed when I got on the internet. My self-confidence is fairly low, but I'm getting better at not giving a s**t so I'm balancing out. School is good too now. I have all A's smile I'm looking forward to college and boyfriends and sex and all that. I'm determined now to learn Japanese and to live in Japan for a couple years.
So today is August 7th, 2012. There is absolutely no guarantee that this will be the last time I log on, but I feel like I'm getting some closure like this. I still have that other account I guess, but all the memories and saved messages are still here.
In summation, I'm sorry and I forgive you. For anything and everything. It sucks that I wasted so much time here, but it's all part of me now. It'd be impossible to pick apart what I am now. I hardly know what I am anymore. But I think I'll be okay. It's been four years since I made this account.
May 25th, 2008 -- today (August 7th, 2012)

If anyone does visit, this is me now. No more hiding behind my bangs. My best friend is all I need. She's literally the greatest person I know and I would do anything for her. That's where I'm at right now, so I'm good.
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