These are the confessions bleeding from my heart. my life is a mess, my worlds tworn apart. looking foward to nothing, looking back to hell, all the pain that fills my body, my mouth will never let me tell

I want him to come up behind me and wrap his arms around my waist, to catch me off guard and whisper... "I Love You."

I can see your sad, Even when you smile, even when you laugh , I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you wanna cry, Cause you're scared, I ain't there? Daddy's with you in your prayers No more cyrin', wipe them tears Daddy's here, no more nightmares

pain is pain is what i go through everyday pain is just being me pain hurts once its in you pain is painful

pain, sharp, cutting pain feeling unlike any others this pain comes with memories like daggers and knives and spears

I kneel on the floor, Tears falling from my eyes. I have learnt to hate you, Along with all your lies. Then why do I still love you? Why am i still here? When you have broken me, and still not shed a tear. People say it’s plain to see, People say its clear. That if i just run away, You would just disapear. But nothing was ever simple, There’s nothing clear to see. I could never run away, From what was once so dear to me. I love you but i hate you, Without you i’d be dead. But you’ll be the death of me, With all the things you’ve said. I know this won’t make any sense, You might misunderstand. Please just never leave me, I hope you’ll understand

I.Love.You Wonderful words, quick spoken Wonderful words, quick broken I.Hate.You Painful words, quick to be said Painful words, becoming sad Love and Hate, opposite of each other, Or is it? Both can be such a bother. When your not near, I feel sad I say I hate you, and feel bad. But when you are here, Im happy I say I love you, and you love me. I hate the strange feeling I hate the sleepless night I love when you call I love when you hold me tight So when you are not here, I hate the feeling called love I wont deny I absolutely do But those two words, Hate and Love Are said in the same sentence, I hate that I love you

What is life without fear? A life in ignorance or perhaps joy? For is life without fear a life without Love? For without fear of loss are you capable to treasure the fragile blossom that is love? And without love is life truly worth living? Because in the end all we have are Friends, Love, And the taunting tik-toc of the clock

Missing you, dad I guess you did what you thought was best, If only you knew the pain I possess, It’s hard sometimes to keep on living, Life it seems, is always unforgiving. The days are long, my pain intense You know all of this, makes no sense Why did you leave, in such a way? Causing me so much pain? I’ll never understand why you left me

playground school bell rings again rain clouds come to play again has no one told you she's not breathing? hello i'm your mind giving you someone to talk to hello if i smile and don't believe soon i know i'll wake from this dream don't try to fix me i'm not broken hello i'm the lie living for you so you can hide don't cry suddenly i know i'm not sleeping hello i'm still here all that's left of yesterday

im your mind giving you someone to talk to

I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

how can you see into my eyes like open doors leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become now that I know what I’m without you can't just leave me breathe into me and make me real bring me to life (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become Bring me to life (I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside) Bring me to life frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead all this time I can't believe I couldn't see kept in the dark but you were there in front of me I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems got to open my eyes to everything without a thought without a voice without a soul don't let me die here there must be something more bring me to life (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become (Bring me to life) I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside (Bring me to life)

I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase

oh small Tommy...how i loved you all those years..yes we were best friends but i always felt more..but soon the friendship ended..and my heart did not feel for you anymore. but now that i see you again, my heart start thumping and i think back to all those old times. So here i am, silly me..falling in love with you again. I keep telling myself that your gone, but while im writing about you my heart and mind are somewhere else, there thinking about you all the time. and to think your my neighbor, your right across the street from me, every moment u intake a breath, you sleep, you dream, and your probably in love with somebody else with someone else, how i wish he knew that i felt how i did..and i am within a few steps of you. i see you outside now, oh how my heart is thumping. if only you knew Tommy, if only you knew

I'm just so ********' depressed I just can seem to get out this slump If I could just get over this hump But I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumps Fell down and I got right back up But I need that spark to get psyched back up In order for me to pick that mic back up I don't know how I pry away And I ended up in this position I'm in I starting to feel distant again So I decided just to pick this pen Up and tried to make an attempt to vent But I just can't admit Or come to grips, with the fact that I may be done with rap I need a new outlet I know some shits so hard to swallow And I just can't sit back and wallow In my own sorrow But I know one fact I'll be one tough act to follow One tough act to follow Copy One tough act to follow Here today, gone tomorrow But you have to walk a thousand miles Chorus Walk my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me All be you, let's trade shoes Just to see what I'd be like to Feel your pain, you feel mine Go inside each other's mind Just to see what we find Look at s**t through each other's eyes But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo They can all get ********. Just stay true to you sOoOoo Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo They can all get ********. Just stay true to you I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor Everything is so tense and gloom I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room Just as soon as I walk in It's like all eyes on me So I try to avoid any eye contact Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation Like I want that... I'm not looking for extra attention I just want to be just like you Blend in with the rest of the room Maybe just point me to the closest restroom I don't need ******** man servin' Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my a** Laugh at every single joke I crack And half of them ain't even funny like that Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown So why don't you all sit down Listen to the tale I'm about to tell Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes And you don't have to walk no thousand miles Chorus Walk my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me All be you, let's trade shoes Just to see what I'd be like to Feel your pain, you feel mine Go inside each other's mind Just to see what we find Look at s**t through each other's eyes But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo They can all get ********. Just stay true to you sOoOoo Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo They can all get ********. Just stay true to you sOoOoo Nobody asked for life to deal us With these bullshit hands with doubt We have to take these cards ourselves And flip them, don't expect no help Now I could have either just Sat on my a** and pissed and moaned But take this situation in which I'm placed in And get up and get my own I was never the type of kid To wait but I know to unpack his bags Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed For a dad to show up who never did I just wanted to fit in Every single place Every school I went I dreamed of being that cool kid Even if it meant acting stupid Aunt Edna always told me Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that Meanwhile I'm just standing there Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this Till I stuck my tungue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more But I already told you my whole life story Not just based on my description Cause where you see it from where you're sitting Is probably 110% different I guess we would have to walk a mile In each other's shoes, at least What size you where? I wear tens Let's see if you can fit your feet Chorus Walk my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me All be you, let's trade shoes Just to see what I'd be like to Feel your pain, you feel mine Go inside each other's mind Just to see what we find Look at s**t through each other's eyes But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo They can all get ********. Just stay true to you sOoOoo Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo They can all get ********. Just stay true to you sOoOoo Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own Everyone has a private world Where they can be alone... sOoOoo Are you calling me, are you trying to get through OoOo Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you sOoOoo Oo Oo Yea... To my babies. Stay strong. Daddy will be soon And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes That fit you, so put em on and wear em And be yourself man, be proud of who you are Even if it sounds corny, Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful

Walk my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me All be you, let's trade shoes Just to see what I'd be like to Feel your pain, you feel mine Go inside each other's mind Just to see what we find Look at s**t through each other's eyes

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