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My name is Emilie. I'm 17 and a junior in high school.
I'm struggling with self harm as I have been since the 7th grade. Now it has been worse than ever, but my reason to stop is a lot more important. He's the most important person in the world to me... and he lives inside me for right now. My baby boy. I don't need snide comments or anything rude. Whats done is done. it's my life so don't worry. I'm taking care of things and so is my fiance. I just wanted to update this since the last time was well over a year ago. By the way I made this when I was 13 so I apologize for the name..
I'm struggling with self harm as I have been since the 7th grade. Now it has been worse than ever, but my reason to stop is a lot more important. He's the most important person in the world to me... and he lives inside me for right now. My baby boy. I don't need snide comments or anything rude. Whats done is done. it's my life so don't worry. I'm taking care of things and so is my fiance. I just wanted to update this since the last time was well over a year ago. By the way I made this when I was 13 so I apologize for the name..
More about me:
I don't party
I don't drink
I smoke rarely, but that's my belief
I don't sing (well)
Or dance (in front of anyone)
I'm not a bad kid, I just made bad choices
I haven't got many friends (try any at all)
My fiance is my life (because without him I am lost)
I'm stubborn and relentless
Most of the time I want my way ( I realize that's unrealistic)
I'm sensitive and I hate it
I cry for the smallest things (More at the fault of being pregnant)
I can't stand for more than 10 minutes..
And my back is freaking killing me.
All I think about are pickles and how much I hate being alone
Stress is always constant (I've realized I'm screwed up)
I'm super self conscious
I need makeup to be pretty
I miss all my friends..
I'm not allowed to have social site
My fiance would freak if he even saw this
No friends that are guys
I can't even wave at my old ones
But never the less I guess I'm okay
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