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Birthday: 04/12/1995


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people say I'm the 'Dark Goddess' ,'Queen of Darkness', etc. etc. ,but i prefer to be called Hollow Doll


Hello my name i do not say, i try to get ppl to call me Hollow Doll.... T.V. Shows: Naruto,Death note,full metal alchemists, inyuyasha, moribito, robot chicken etc.
Movies: Gothika, the pumpkin karver, goblin,phantom of the opera, Harry Potter series, Boogeyman, the omen,every Tim Burton movie
Bands: Breaking Benjamin,Black Veil Brides, Tokio Hotel, Skillet, Linkin Park, Hawethorne Heights, Korn, evanescence, Kerli,paramore,greenday,Flyleaf, etc..
Instruments: Drums,piano,guitar,and i sing...
*About*Me*If you meet me in real life i hardly ever smile unless i'm on sugar and i'm poping jokes out of my sleeves, i'm a punker-goth or emo as people say it is...i read...alot...and i'm 14...sadly thats a really young age in my head but ppl say i'm really mature to be at a young age that they can't tell anymore *yay stare *and if you just look at me you might say i'm......11...my friends say i'm someone who helps them get through things and even though i don't say anything FOR EXAMPLE: i don't try to beg them not to kill themselves-unless they ask me to, they understand where i come from and i see there point of view in there life and i try to put myself in their shoes so i can help them find a place where they can be alone-where they can meditate and think things through,they say i'm their 'dark angel' but i say i'm their friend...i wear a lot of black i love Johnny Depp when i get older i'm gonna have every movie he's been in no matter how stupid and i'm going to have every Tm Burton movie too especially Nightmare Before Christmas...... and i don't talk much either if you have problems i'm usually here to listen and give you feedback or advice if you want it...i'm not an attention whore,i am me,a freak of nature who plays with spiderwebs,loves possessed dolls,and plans on getting snakebites and an Angelic and Demonic Wings tatoo on my back...
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~at first it was all swordplay. my jelousy drove me to wanting you never to say you loved an other person on this earth.i fought with a person, over you while u were asleep at 4AM. not a clue of my actions, you walked away on me all safe, yet i was the one with the blades behind my fingers.

but i woke up the next day, and said to my self.."WHAT THE ******** AM I DOING"

..at that moment, shifting memories of what ive done over you washed over my mind. i fought for you. protected you. claimed you to be mine. yet this was all because of fear of loseing you. sorry but its time to get over you...

that night i came up to you when you wanted me in bed with you the most. and wispered in your ears.. " i know this mite hurt. its gonna hurt me to...but baby its gonna feel sooo good..but..im sorry.. im SO OVER YOU"

..while u thought one thing...i was meaning another.

Hey look its that one kid
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Put this on your site if you support Emos .♥.♥.♥. emo doesn't mean u cut. emo doesn't mean ur gay. emo doesn't mean ur suicidal. emo is real. emo is people. emo is everything. emo is a label. emo is being free. free to be you. free to express. free to tell everyone to f*** off!! emo is just a word.-EMOS- *Are not cry babies *Do not always wear black *Can be very nice people *Don't always cut themselves *Are not always depressed *Can be happy too *Are normal people just like you

Girl: ​ Hey babe,​ I'll be right​ back.​ I need to take this call. Boy: Yeah okay. Sure. She walks into the next room. Girl: Hey! Guy: [on his cell phone]​ Hey hun, do you think​ we could​ go do somet​hing later​ tonight?​ Girl: Yeah, sounds great!​ Guy :[on his cell phone]​ Okay.​ I'm right​ by your ... house​,​ I'll come to get you now. Girl:​ That ...'​s not... such a good idea. Guy: [on his cell phone ... ...] Why not ...? Girl: I'm busy right now. sorry. Guy [on his cell phone]​ With what?​ It's our anniv​ersar​y!​ You didn'​t make any other plans did you. In her head she yells​,​ CRAP!​ Throw​s clothes back on quickly. Girl:​ No No. I was just eating.​ with the family. Guy [on his cell phone]​ But I thought you said your famil​y was away this weekend​ up at your resort?​ The guy walks​ into her house​,​ turns​ the corner into the hallway goes downs​tairs​,​and finds​ his best frien​d on her couch, half un-dress​ed,​​ tryin​g to pull his pants​ back on and his girlf​riend​ pulling her shirt over her head. Guy: What the hell is going on?! Girl:​​​ I can expla​in!​​​ Pleas​e listen to me! Guy: Benny​?​​​How could​ you do this to me! Rachel!​​​ I thoug​ht you loved​ me! And yet, your sleep​ing with MY BEST FRIEND!!!!​​​ Girl: John.​​​.​​​. John with tears​ in his eyes,​​​he rushes out of room, and slams the door. Benny​ climb​s out of the windo​w,​​​ start​s his car, and drive​s off down the street. Girl runs after​ her boyfr​iend.​​​ Yelling.​​​.​​​.​​​. Girl:​​​ NOOOO​!​​​ Pleas​e!​​​!​​​Come back John!​​​!​​​ Pleeeeeassse????​​ She falls down and cries​. John turns ​around,​​​ looks​ strai​ght at his girlfriend in tears​. John:​​​ Why? Rache​l,​​​ why? I loved​ you! Oh my God, I'm in love with a whore​. Does this mean I have to pay you now?!​​​ Here take this as the cash.​​​ He drops a ring box on her lap. She opens​ the ring box. Her jaw drops​.​​​.​​.Before her eyes is a diamo​nd weddi​ng ring. Girl:​​​ You were going​ to propo​se? ​​Guy: Yeah.​​​.​​​. Girl: How dumb was I? And as he slowly walke​d back to his car, his headlights faded​ ... And she was in despair. Later​ that night​, the girl got a phone​ call from the polic​e sayin​g he had died of an overd​ose of drugs​ and when they found​ him he had a pictu​re of her and him in his hands​ If you love/​like someo​ne,​ and you want them in your life forever,​​​ repos​t in 380 secon​ds as "​cheat​ing hurts​.Or your true love will walk away from you. Did you know that every​ night​ b4 u go to sleep​ there​ is 1 perso​n of the opposite sex thinking of you. they want to kiss you, they want to be with you, they are always think​ing about​ you, this is all true. if u repos​t this in 5 min the perso​n that is longi​ng to be with you will approach you within 1 month​ and eithe​r ask you out or grab you and kiss you. Guys cheating hurts. Never do this to someone, and never put yourself, or others through it. Cheating hurts and has drastic results. He was going to propose, he overdosed on drugs, he killed himself for the girl he loved

MONTH ONE: Mommy, I am only 4 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. MONTH TWO: Mommy, Today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home, though. It is so nice and warm in here. MONTH THREE: You know what, Mommy? I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad, too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. MONTH FOUR: Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it, too. MONTH FIVE: You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby, Mommy... your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion? MONTH SIX: I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless. Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it? It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy! HELP me! MONTH SEVEN: Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus' arms. He is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn't you want me, Mommy? EVERY ABORTION IS JUST... One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak. If you're against abortion, put this in your profile

~The true meaning of love~ A girl and a guy were speeding over 100mph on a motorcycle. Girl:slow down im scared. Guy:no this is fun. Girl:no its not, please, its so scary. Guy:Then tell me you love me. Girl:I love you, slow down. Guy:Now give me a big hug. *She gave him a big hug* Guy:Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? Its really bothering me. Girl:Ok *Takes helmet off and puts helmet on herself* The next day in the newspaper, a motorcycle crashed into a building due to brake failure. Two people were in the crash, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that the brakes weren't working, but he didn't want the girl to know. Instead he had her hug him and tell him she loves him one last time. Then he had her put his helmet on so that she would live, even if it meant that he would die. If you would do the same for the person you love, copy this in your profile

Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind Boy: No Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No Girl: Choose--me or ur life Boy: my life. The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says... The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life

If you ever felt... ALONE If you ever felt... REJECTED If you ever felt... CONFUSED If you ever felt... LOST If you ever felt... DEPRESSED If you ever felt... ANGRY If you ever felt... ASHAMED If you ever felt... CURIOUS If you ever felt... USED ... then put this on ur page ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

A white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK " "When I grew up I was BLACK, " "When I'm sick I'm BLACK, " "When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, " "When I'm cold I'm BLACK, " "When I die I'll be BLACK." "But you sir." "When you are born you're PINK". "When you grow up you're WHITE, " "When you're sick, you're GREEN, " "When you go in the sun you turn RED, " "When you're cold you turn BLUE, " "And when you die you turn PURPLE. "And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away..if u hate rasism put this on ur pro

a new kid moves into town. (girl) she gets to know some people and meets him... (boy of her dreams) although he was oblivious to the fact... he also loved her back.... even though he didn't show it. girl: hi i'm new here... boy: heh i can tell. girl: nice to meet you though. boy:nice to meet you too. later the boy goes to the store and runs into the girl. girl: OH! hello again. boy: (half smiling) hello again. suddenly there is a commotion and a robber grabs the girl. man: HOLD STILL OR I'LL SHOOT!!! then all the sudden the boy runs at the man and knocks him down. POP! the gun goes off... the girl gets shot in the back. later shes taken to the hospital. the boy comes to check on her. girl's friend:come to check on her? boy:yeah... is she okay? girl's friend: docter says she'll make a full recovery but wont be able to open her eyes for a bit... boy goes home and gets in bed... he dreams of the shooting and if she might have been ok if he would've just stayed still like the robber said... the dream turns into a nightmare... he wakes up and goes to school. at the end of school he ditches his buddy's to go talk to the girl. boy: you okay? girl: yes.... but may i ask who is here? boy: its me.... girl:good i was hoping to see you before i died... boy:WHAT YOU CANT DIE!!! the doctor said you'd be okay...( boy wipes a tear from his eye) girl: i just wanted to say this before i go.... boy: what? you can tell me anything... girl: i love you... (beeper goes off) boy:NO!!! (bust into tears) later the boy is found dead with a 9 mm in his hand and a bullet in his brain. the mom tells the cops that she heard him say "i'm coming" before she heard a loud pop. if you would take your life for the one you love then put this in you profile

Everyone has someone in their life that keeps them looking forward to another day(: It's my life and it's now or never, I'm not going to live forever. A broken heart is like a broken mirror...it's better to leave it broken than hurting yourself trying to fix it. Don't ever make someone your everything. Because if you lose them, you'll have nothing 3 choices in life: give up, give in, or give it your all. "The hardest thing n the universe is to hear the girl u love talk about the boy u wish u were" Don't fall in love, fall off a bridge...it hurts less "I think the worst feeling is being forgotten about by someone you will never forget". "If I had a snowflake for everytime I thought about you, we'd never have school again". "His tongue has so many bite marks from all the things he never said." "I didn't realize God was all I needed, until he was all I had". "Life doesn't hurt until you think about how much things have changed, who you've lost along the way, & how much of it was your fault." "He says He is fine, but He's going insane. He says He feels good, but He's in a lot of pain. He says it's nothing, but it's really a lot. He says He's okay but really, He's not." "Without you [tomorrow] wouldn't be worth the wait, and [yesterday] wouldn't be worth remembering." "Maybe it's true, maybe we don't know what we have until we have lost it. But maybe it's also true that we don't know what we're missing until we find it." "True strength is keeping yourself together, when everyone expects you to fall apart...♥

When she walks away from you mad: [ Follow her ] When she stares at your mouth: [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you: [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you: [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet: [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you: [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away: [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst: [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying: [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking: [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared: [ Protect her ] When she lays her head on your shoulder: [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steals your favorite hat: [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you: [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time: [ Reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt: [ Back yourself up ] When she says that she loves you: [ She really does more than you could even understand. ] When she grabs at your hands: [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ] When she bump's into you: [ Bump into her back and make her laugh ] When she tells you a secret: [ Keep it safe and untold ] When she looks at you in your eyes: [ Don't look away until she does ] When she misses you: [ She's hurting inside ] When you break her heart: [ The pain never really goes away ] When she says its over: [ She still wants you to be hers ] When she reposts this on her page its cuz: [ She wants YOU to read it ] When she tells you she loves you, [ Tell her you love her back]!

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Girl- ..............How much do u care about me? Boy- I would give you the world in a heartbeat if I could. Girl- You would? Boy- Yeah.........of course I would >sounding worried< is there something wrong? Girl- No, everything is fine...... Boy- Are you sure? Girl- Yeah. Boy- Ok.......I hope so. Girl- ..............Would you die for me? Boy- I would take a bullet for you anyday, hunny. Girl- Really? Boy- Anyday. Now seriously, is there something wrong? Girl- No, I'm fine, your fine, we're fine, everyones fine. Boy- ............Ok. If your sure. Girl-......................Well, I have to go. I'll see you tomorrow at school. Boy- Alright, bye. I LOVE YOU. Girl- Yeah, I love you to, bye. THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL: Boy- Hey, have you seen my girlfriend today? Friend- No Boy- Oh. Ok. Friend- She wasn't here yesterday either. Boy- I know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last night. Friend- Well dude, you know how girls are sometimes. Boy- Yeah........but not her. Friend- I don't know what else to say, man. Boy- Ok, well I gotta get to english, I'll see you after school. Friend- Yeah, I gotta get to science, talk to you later. THAT NIGHT: -ring- -ring- -ring- -ring- Girl- Hello? Boy- Hey. Girl- Oh, hi. Boy- Why weren't you at school today? Girl- Uh.......I had another doctor appointment. Boy- Are you sick? Girl- ..................Um I have to go, my mom's calling on my other line. Boy- I'll wait. Girl- It may take a while, I'll call you later. Boy-........Alright, I love you hunny. very long pause< Girl- (with tear in her eye) Look, I think we should break up. Boy- What? Girl- Its the best thing for us right now. Boy- Why? Girl- I love you. click< THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE. Boy- Hey dude. Friend- Hey. Boy- Whats up? Friend- Nothing much. Hey have you talked to your ex lately? Boy- No. Friend- So you didn't hear? Boy- Hear what? Friend- Um, well, I don't know if I should be the one to tell you...... Boy- Dude, tell me! Friend- Uh....call this number....433-555-3468 Boy- Ok............ BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL -ring- -ring- -ring- Voice- Hello, Suppam County Hospital, this is nurse Beckam. Boy- Uh.......I must have the wrong number, I'm looking for my friend. Voice- What is her name, sir? (boy gives info) Voice- Yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here. Boy- really? Why? What happened? How is she? Voice- Her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3. Boy- WHAT HAPPENED?! Voice- Please come by sir and you can see her, goodbye. Boy- WAIT! NO! *dial tone* BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED. Boy- Oh my God! Are you ok? Girl- .................. Boy- Sweetie! Talk to me! Girl- I.......... Boy- You what? YOU WHAT? Girl- I have cancer and I'm on life support. Boy- ..................... >breaks into tears< ...................... Girl- They're taking me off tonight. Boy- Why? Girl- I wanted to tell you but I couldn't. Boy- Why not? Girl- I didn't want to hurt you. Boy- You could never hurt me sweetheart. Girl- I just wanted to see if you felt about me as the same I felt about you. Boy- ? Girl- I love you more than anything, I would give you the world in a heartbeat. I would die for you and take a bullet for you. Boy- ........... Girl- Don't be sad, I love you, and I'll always be here with you. Boy- Then why'd you break up with me? Nurse- Young man, visiting hours are over. BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES. But what the boy didn't know is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up with him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died. NEXT DAY The boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other... THE NOTE SAID:I told her I would take a bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me... _______ Copy and paste this if you cryed at this story...or not...