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my name is amber and i gotta say im one pimpin chick

I curse you and your lunar demon to hell! I forever banish you to the bowels below the earth, to burn and rot in the anguish exiled before you and your twisted fate, in which you have soughtly rendered upon the stakes of Satan's tridant, and relinquished your soul into my web of death! Surrender now, or forever feel my wrath, you pitiless carcass of nonexistant wretch!

You have no forever to waste thinking about the hell you are banished to or speak your worthless mind, for soon I will dig my horrible claws deep into your hated guts while you sleep a tortured nightmare, and pull out the disconsolate soul in which you have seethed my heart with pity. You shall be burned at the stake for your idleness, you filthy, mangled spirit.

My best friend wrote that i love her! shes gonna be a writer and she publishing her first book soon

Oh, and to answer your question...no, she's not insane. She's not sick, and she isnt twisted. She is simply creative in her own special way ^^


Sometimes I feel like dying
I am so sick of crying
But deep inside I'm trying
To stop thinking about you.

You obviously don't care
When I'm giving you the stare.
And I don't know what to wear,
'Cause I'm thinking about you.

When i see you in the hall,
I get the sudden urge to call
Your name...

When I'm sitting all alone,
And in my hand there sits the phone,
I'm trying not to cry or moan,
But in the end I do.

I cannot stop the pain,
It's drenching me like rain.
But I cannot refrain
From thinking about you.
~*~

She met him a week after you broke her heart, he's the best thing for her right now. She's slowly getting over you-and she knows that him and her can actually be something, instead of you and her...just instead of you and her...just in some kind of dream.

So I guess I miss you...everything about you. And the way I felt when I was with you. How nothing mattered. I wanted to be the someone--just for you.

So let me get this straight, you were leading me on, using me, keeping me, waiting for something that wasn't there, letting me get my hopes up for you acting like you cared and allowing me to start liking you more and more everyday because you didn't want to hurt me?!

...Do you remember when you were a little kid and you wanted a toy real bad, but no matter what you tried you couldn't seem to get your hands on it? Well that's how I feel about you.

You're gonna miss what you could've had...a girl who would've given up anything just to be your everything.

Even though I've stopped liking you, everytime someone mentions your name, my head turns right towards them. It's like everytime I hear it I think of all we could've had and all that could've happened that didn't. I mean, it's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does.

*he gave her twelve roses, eleven real and one fake and said, "I will love you till the last one dies."*

You know, I've tried to find someone I love as much as you, and I finally realize that's never gonna happen.

When you said you loved me, were your fingers crossed?

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hey everybody! I just started here, so if you all have any suggestions on how to do this, and stuff, please help me. thank you amber


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Pressed Starch

Report | 08/13/2006 6:35 pm

Pressed Starch

Yes Everyone is after my Virginity....my...comment...verginity....that is >.> <.< lol
Pressed Starch

Report | 08/10/2006 3:13 pm

Pressed Starch

Be afraid.......i have no pants........
Kendogjankins

Report | 07/23/2006 11:01 pm

Kendogjankins

we broke up not that long ago
PsychoMaster

Report | 06/25/2006 7:31 pm

PsychoMaster

S'ok
it was a sad thing, hope his family and gf are takeing it well..
Kendogjankins

Report | 04/30/2006 1:12 pm

Kendogjankins

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Kendogjankins

Report | 04/29/2006 4:30 pm

Kendogjankins

u were
lingling_kawa

Report | 04/28/2006 4:41 pm

lingling_kawa

yup yup! *nods head* HEYYY!! WHY DONT WE ADD EACH OTHERRR!!!
lingling_kawa

Report | 04/28/2006 2:21 pm

lingling_kawa

AHHHHHHHH! THANKS FOR COMMENTING! hehe ya I did comment your bf...he was my 100th commenter!!
zeldahotchick

Report | 04/27/2006 7:39 pm

zeldahotchick

i love the look of tinkerbell, have you seen peter pan! love the movie!
xDeathxByxSkittlesx

Report | 04/25/2006 1:16 pm

xDeathxByxSkittlesx

Thank you. ^__^

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dontations are needed thank you <3

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew


Death of Kyle Zammar
5/29/06