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xSEPTUSx Report | 07/07/2008 7:40 am

what the hell did that say? LOL j/p

Sullen Ollie Report | 07/06/2008 2:17 am

n.n thanks



your page isn't bad either



<3

-_Prince Ruki Monacelli_- Report | 07/04/2008 9:51 pm

-Takes a bow.- I am rather good at them. lol

sorry, maybe you'll win next time

xSEPTUSx Report | 07/04/2008 7:44 pm

YAY lol love being US hehehe!

He even complains that I get too clingy sometimes and then it just makes me feel bad I'm not very good at being patient. I want so bad some days to just ignore all of his calls like he does mine and make him feel the way I do, but I know like deep down that I WANT to talk to him so I answer the phone anyway. I suck at being mean LOL.

But I'm gonna hop off of here and maybe go watch some fire works...(my a** is hurting lol) So if you want u can message me on Yahoo (cuz I'm pretty bored here right now LOL) So I'll talk to u later/soon! LOL

xSEPTUSx Report | 07/04/2008 7:28 pm

I totally understand. See I dint have much of a choice LOL he said he was gonna get me something, but by the time I found out how much it cost, he'd already bought it and sent it to me so I had NO choice! And I know how the rejection fear goes. I was pretty reluctant to even get with him cuz I had just got out of a pretty f'd up relationship but he just seemed to know exactly how to make me feel good about myself, and I figured, well the only way to know will be to find out the hard way! LOL So the rest is history really. I'm kinda mad at him right now tho cuz I haven't heard from him since about 1 this afternoon and now he won't answer his phone Oh well... I just need to be strong. God I'm so weak when it comes to men LOL

xSEPTUSx Report | 07/04/2008 7:05 pm

Oh I TOTALLY know how that goes. I mean, Daniel sent me in the mail a purse that he bought for 130, a necklace from Tiffany's that was 145 and put in a 50 dollar bill too... and I feel SO bad, cuz ya know, I dint do anything like that for him. I mean, I put an extra line on my cell phone account and sent him that extra phone so we could talk more and I dont make him pay me, but I'd like to do something better for him. And I have NO idea when I'll be able to see him. Cuz like he's on probation right now for something that happened before I met him and he's got community service every weekend and I'm broke like a mutha fukka! But I dont want him to see me when I look like I do. Hell, it'll be 4 months next Saturday that we've been together and so I know once we DO see each other it won't be just a "hug, kiss, and see ya later" type thing... ya know? lol I second guess myself all the damn time tho. I just dunno what to do with him! lol

Arctic Komodo Report | 07/04/2008 6:54 pm

thanks, but is it that you like about it? the quote or the picture?

xSEPTUSx Report | 07/04/2008 6:43 pm

I totally agree!!! I have no one here to do anything with. (I might come September tho after my bro's gf has their baby cuz she's gained 30lbs already!!!) But no, I do the leg lifts too LOL see that's one thing, my calves are ONLY muscle. There's no fat on em at all, it's my thighs and my middle lol

I'm just ready to look better cuz then I'll FEEL better and not be so depressed all the time. I'm going thru BAD depression right now. I cry almost every night and get mad at Daniel and threaten to break up with him cuz he gets busy. I'm just being ridiculous, but I can't get over it. IDK what my deal is honestly LOL

xSEPTUSx Report | 07/04/2008 6:28 pm

I need to get one of those lol I hate the way I look right now and my bf doesn't "complain" about it but he's all the time mentioning that I should exercise or something like that. Doesn't mean to make me feel bad but I'm pretty sensitive about it. Ugh. Men. LOL

Someday it'll be easier on me!

xSEPTUSx Report | 07/04/2008 3:53 pm

I actually get a lot of ppl that say they like bigger girls, tho most of them I met online or they're black LOL (I guess maybe that's why I'm with my current bf, Daniel...cuz I met him on Myspace and he's half black LOL) There's a lot of guys out here tho that are into bigger...IDK I guess it comes with the "farm" LOL I hate Missouri!