Excuse the rumors , the lies , and the bullshit you've been told about me . Put aside every bad and negative thought you have about me. & take a look through my eyes for a second .I'm a girl . who's grown up incredibly fast. you don't know how much i wish i was still the girl i use to be . Who use to be happy all the time , and your rarely saw frowning . And Yes I Honestly ; Can Say I Really , am not fond of my life . but i'm sure there is someone out there with a worse life .Sometimes I wish I Could Change Who I Am. But I Can't & I Won't . For I've Tried To hard To Find Ways To Express Myself ,& that is through who i am today. i have parts of myself , i like & part's i quite frankly hate . So I Apologize for everything and anything i've ever done to hurt you, or upset you. Or quite frankly anything that made you think of me in a negative way. I'm trying so hard to be myself . But it seems i can't even accomplish that. For I Have such Insecurites and Self Conciousness , & I Can't act myself around aot of people , because im simply just terrified , at being disliked / rejected . I'm Just this girl , in a teenagers body. Who is terrified of the road ahead, i must admit. When You Get To Know The Real Me , Who I Truely am I Gurantee You Won't Regret Getting To Know Me . I Feel I Have No One To Go To . That I Can Truely Share My Secrets With , & Thought's With. Someone Who , Doesnt Even have to Say Two Words And I Smile . At Even Just The Thought Or Smile Of Them. All There Is Really Left To Say Is . My Name Is Nicole, Im a Thirteen Year Old Girl , Looking For Someone To Hold My Hand Through Everything ,& I Dont Have To Worry about what they think of me. they love me for me They Don't Worry about my Past, They're Just Always There For Me . And To Behonest , thats all i want in the end , and thats all i need .But It Takes Time To Know Someone , so dont let the lies , the rumors , and the bullshit you hear about me, make you dislike & or hate me . Get To Know Who i am & What I'm About , Before You Decide you Don't Like Me , I Gurantee Your Not Going To Regret it .
For All The People , Who Have Stayed By My Side , I Thank You SO Much , Word's Can't Even Describe , Nor Explain it <3
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