umm....

I am me... and thats all i can be
im sorry i cant be your perfect little barbie doll
or the girl of your dreams..
im sorry that im scary
and im sorry i am alive
i just want to live then die
either way it will feel the same
the same exact empty feeling if loneliness following you wherever you go..
I dont know much about ,myself anymore... so dont ask
im lame and stupid
i dont understand the world or the point of being alive
I have been heartbroken when i thought i was in love.. but does anyone even know what love is anymore?
honestly... its just a temporary feeling you feell for someone..
then bam they hate you...
just like that..