Veados

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Birthday: 04/06

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me, myself, and I

My name is veados...pronounce however u want, i made that word up.
I like to destroy things, gore and explosions are awesome.
Music is fun to, i like it when it is reallly werid
My role models are whomever i want them to be, and it changes all the time. Somethings i think all philisophically but it nevers makes sence and i forget in 5 min anyway. my colors are:
white: blindness, green: rot
gray: sloth, orange: herecy
brown: filth, thorns, blue: pure, water, clean
pale yellow: drain, pale blue: ice, cold, solitude
yellow: energy, tearing, slicing, purple: poison, venom
red: blood, violence, fire
black: everything
i am afraid of: dolls, sleep, slime, betrayal, of showing my emotions, being forced to use violence, loss of self control, of failure, of anger, of disdain
i do marching band, but that sucks. i actually like to outdoor stuff, at the lake skiing and tubing are fun, but i ocationally go up to the mountains to snow skii (i would rather learn to snow board), and out to islands and mexico to scuba dive.
i am married on gaia to the one that i love, shes my girlfreind in rl.
if you even think about hurting her, i will tear open your stomach, reach into it, tear out your heart, cram it down your throat, eat out your eyes, and puke them back into your dead skull. just a fair warning.

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xRikai Nightmarex Report | 02/26/2011 2:09 pm
xRikai Nightmarex
xXAngelofDarkness85xX
xRikai Nightmarex Report | 01/22/2011 7:20 pm
xRikai Nightmarex
http://www.gaiaonline.com/launch/towns?server=208.85.93.172&room_id=9906&room_name=21123809S29056813&username=Lau-lu
xRikai Nightmarex Report | 01/21/2011 7:53 pm
xRikai Nightmarex
goodnight my love *kisses ur cheek*
it's ok..I will live I guess
I love you
don't blame urself it's time ur fault.I will text u in the morning or calling u whatever/
xRikai Nightmarex Report | 01/21/2011 7:38 pm
xRikai Nightmarex
http://www.gaiaonline.com/launch/rally/?room_id=66&server=208.85.93.78&room_name=xBite Me Bitchesx's;rally-map_3&xpos=337&ypos=409
gothgirl200 Report | 01/09/2011 6:53 pm
gothgirl200
Ok thanks
gothgirl200 Report | 01/09/2011 1:34 am
gothgirl200
If u breake up with Suzie she's planing on killing her self so I ask you please don't do it
xRikai Nightmarex Report | 01/04/2011 4:45 pm
xRikai Nightmarex
lol I miss you so much!
I love you so much always will.
I do know it but I like it when you say it again
xRikai Nightmarex Report | 12/31/2010 6:50 am
xRikai Nightmarex
Happy Early New Years Love!
I hope your having a great time over there.
I really do miss you...everyday, everynight, every morning when I wake up I felt like it's not easy to not see you
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xRikai Nightmarex Report | 12/29/2010 10:43 pm
xRikai Nightmarex
4 more days...until ur coming back
*looks down*
I can't take it...it's too long for me to wait for u to come out.
xRikai Nightmarex Report | 12/28/2010 9:35 pm
xRikai Nightmarex
I miss u Jared
5 more days and ur here.
*sits at the window looking up at the sky*
I will be waiting for you my love.
 

 

that which is not dead may eternal lie.
and in strange eons even death may die.

When a man lies, he burns some part of the world.
these are the pale deaths by which men recall their lives
all this i cannot bear to witness any longer
cannot the kingdom of salvation take me home?
if to live is to die....
then save me from myself

you would not feel saddness if you never tasted joy.
thats the curse of humans, born in passion you destroy

when you play with fire, you must anticipate some burns. casing your desires just another way to learn

Pounding out agression
turns into obsession
cannot kill the battery

Lashing out the action
returning the reaction
weak are ripped and torn away

Hypnotizing power
crushing all that cower
battery is here to stay

Smashing through the boundries
lunacy has found me
cannot kill the battery

Hungry violence seeker
feeding off the weaker
breeding on insanity

cannot kill the family battery has found in me

Circle of desruction
hammar comes acrushin
powerhouse of energy

Whiping up a fury
Dominating flurry
we create the battery

the only thing i will ever ask of you is to never stop when i say when. nothing will be this real again.

do you talk to a concer tumer? when you are ensnared by the chains of lies, do you polish them and suggle with them? no! you cut out cancer and smash lies. the problem is some are afraid to, but im not afraid that i can smash the chains of lies and promices.

what does winter bring...if not yet another spirng?

My color wheel of power!:
white: blindness green: rot
gray: sloth orange: herecy
brown: filth, thorns blue: pure, water, clean
pale yellow: drain pale blue: ice, cold, solitude
yellow: energy, tearing, slicing purple: poison, venom
my favorites:
red: blood, violence, fire
black: everything

he who makes a beast out of himself, gets rid of all the pain of being a man!
ill make a beast out of myself, gets rid of all the pain of being a man...

i dont care to take it slowly, cause time may pass me by