Think about it
Sometimes i wonder, if I die right now, nobody would realy know my truest, deepest feelings. So I'm going to lay it all out.
TO CATIE: sometimes you make me feel almost sick to my stomach. you scare the crap out of me and it's only because i love you so much. i wory about you every day although i have no reason to. crazyness. but i love you to pieces and i know im like the annoying mom you wish you never had but hey..what are freinds for right?
TO MY BRO: not that you'll ever read this. even though we fight like crazy sometimes, you know i love you more than anything. you make me so mad because you nag me all the time, just like a woman i swear. but i know you care about me whether you say it or not.
TO TYLER: ok, so pretty much things get awquard when me and you and catie are together, but it doesn't bother me because if you make her as happy as she tells me you do, on a freaking daily basis, then your cool to me. i just thought i would get that out in the open.
TO MOMMA: i love you more than anyting in this world and beyond it. you will never know how bad i hurt for you. your the most beautiful person i know and ever will know. NO ONE can replace you and even though you have every right to hate me, you love me anyways. i could'nt ask for a better role model or friend. I LOVE YOU
TO LINDSAY: we've always been close. and we are growing up together. it makes me so happy that i can be someone that will never let you down. you know you can always talk to me about anything. NEVER think that i won't be there.
TO KATELYN
sad my sister) i know your only 3 years old, but you will always and forever be my best friend. you know i love you more than i could ever put into words. i love alot of people but you will always be my number one, you make me laugh and smile more than anyone i know, just hearing your voice makes me happy, i hope you dont loose your kindness as you get older and i hope you'll always be my best friend.
TO DADDY: you make me laugh. sometimes you make me want to cry. but i could never be mad at you. im pretty lucky to have a dad like you. i just wish sometimes you wouldn't talk about mom like you do. i understand that ya'll don't get along but, i dont know, it would really make me happy. i love you daddy.
TO ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME: im sorry. i know im a pain in the butt and im annoying as anything. if you still love me through all that...then your stronger than anyone else i know. if you read this and think im full of it. well im not, my craziness is genuin,and i cant get rid of it, it just comes with being me, so if you hate me, then hate me. but if you love me, i'll love you 10 times more than that.
TO ANYONE I'VE EVER HURT: im sorry...truely...if i could take back all of the friends that i've pushed away, i would do it in a second.
My Friends in real life:
MachineGunCatie, kit24(my cuzin.) and xAlibasterx.
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