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Hi ya!
About me - well, I'm probably a little older than you are (statistically there's a good chance for that ^^), and I live in Germany. English is not my first language, so I make a number of mistakes when writing it. I don't mind being told if I do.
The part I like best about Gaia is how may possibilities there are to dress your avatar, and I've become a bit of an Avatar Arena addict - mainly Originals, but I just started doing cosplays again, too.

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lR lE lD

Report | 12/23/2017 11:17 am

lR lE lD

yeah same for me, i think i'll start entering next year as well. my life is too busy atm for the arena and the game gta v online has taken over my life. i'm more on there than on here. best game ever imo xD. i thought people would be happy to be in the guild, enjoy the comedy between the mules i created and participate but it went the same exact way like my old guild.

and the other guild that i was talking about is league of extraordinary avatars or something like that. i think even one of my friends has disappeared from her account and created another account to get away from me for some reason. so some people in the arena i just don't trust. i swear being on here is like a constant investigation. i already suspect one person as being her because the style is similar.

i hope its not true that she would do all of that to get away from me or something. i sure miss the old days of gaia, back when the arena was more lively and more groups entered. i haven't checked the arena in a long time to see the avatars. i noticed people don't comment that much anymore and mostly riffraff has been winning along side people that deserve to win. i'll definitely let you know when i post the gallery.

it's gonna be sailor moon themed even though i haven't watched the show in eons xD, not even the new sailor crystal. but i thought the theme goes pretty well with how i have the avi's set up in posts. reason why i haven't posted it sooner is because my mouse went sort of dead on my laptop. i can't left click and drag anymore. idk y it's doing that.

hopefully next year i can post it up in avatar talk and start entering the arena again. gta v online has become so addicting lol.
lR lE lD

Report | 12/18/2017 12:07 pm

lR lE lD

i know some members weren't active on gaia, but the few that was active seemed to not care to enter the group entries. instead they saw them as really hard and went on to make side group entries leaving me out when my group entries are always open for them. if they didn't like my ideas they could have presented an idea that they wanted to do. and i was so nice that even if a person didn't want to set up their idea, they can tell me and i set the thread up for them and credit them. but it just seemed like there was no togetherness and that i'm on the outside of their groups.

so to me i felt avoided on purpose. there's another reason why i think i'm avoided, but it comes off in a braggish way. the reason i feel like i'm avoided is because i've been told that i am seen as some sort of perfectionist where my groups are organized, my avi's, poems that i make myself instead of searching for poems to match an entry, titles, entering for an idea twice on both accounts etc... >__< if those are the main reasons why people wouldn't want me in their group, then i think people should aspire to be greater. it took me a long time to get where i am in avi-making and poetical skills.

it didn't come over night. if they would challenge themselves like i did they would see themselves blossoming. but i notice people feel very comfortable by being in a box and not expanding. i even made group entries towards their style and for certain people to get them to participate but that went unnoticed xD. so i got to a point where i just gave up on the guild.

seems like guilds are dying anyway and when the other guild springs alive for a few days it dies right afterwards. i accepted the friend request and i would love to enter with you. you can definitely contact me any time you want with an idea. i had multiple ideas i wanted to do in the guild but looks like its dead forever unless i start advertising to the creative people that never seem to enter their avi's into the arena or just don't know of the arena at all since runway has taken over. atm the guild is being used to make an avi gallery.

i might post my gallery in avi talk but i feel like i would probably get hate from my enemies but oh well.
lR lE lD

Report | 12/17/2017 1:58 am

lR lE lD

i deleted a lot of arena people off my list, because i felt like no one really cared about the guild or just stopped getting on gaia. so its like all my work that i put into it was looked over. i saw people doing their side group entries on the side and when i questioned 2 of them they put it off on the other and basically said it wasn't an organized group entry and it was just a enter in the moment thing when i know darn well they have spoken to each other to get ready for a theme they have all planned and could have invited me in on, whenever the leader decided to enter. they don't even talk to me. they speak mostly with each other on here and on skype.

i added two of them in the past on skype, but they never said anything so that's another thing i was looking at. they did side group entries and i got no word of it on skype. so yep.... they left me out on purpose when they could have made it a theme in the guild as well. plus at the time of me deleting people i went through a heartbreaking situation irl, so i just felt like ending a whole lot of stuff starting with the guild.

i made the guild so that everyone could have fun making themes and entering the arena but it got to a point where i was the only one making themes and people stopped pitching ideas that they wanted to do. i tried to get people to do pharoah misa's idea but no one wanted to bother making anything from it. its like when people see a challenge they run from it. people overthink the themes. most are all actually rather easy.

i even told misa that no one would really enter for her idea but we still tried to advertise it to people, but it seemed like no one was interested. i am the only one that entered for her theme even though i didn't complete the story but i did make several avi's for her theme. every time i make a theme, all i keep getting from people is "it's too hard...etc etc" and in my head i'm like: but when the other guild opens people jump to glory to enter for that guild and are bold enough to leave my group entry that i put up before that guild even thought of making a group entry. there have been themes that i came up with where all a person had to do was wear green, make a fighter, wear a bustle etc...

but yet even those are seen as hard to people. so i'm like: people call this hard? when the other guild made a theme about an author where they had to have read his books to really get the theme, yet mine is seen as hard xD and i'm abandoned for another hard theme. then i had one friend that i thought i was close to but they only wanna talk to me when a certain person copies their idea and that's once in a blue moon when she pm's me. so i just feel left out on purpose.

none of them even cared to contact me after the deletion which shows how much people cared... they probably think i'm the bad guy but i've been watching their actions and how they do things for a long time and i just got tired of it.
Ophelia Fi

Report | 06/16/2016 7:28 am

Ophelia Fi

Oooh! I'll check that out as soon as I'm available.
Ophelia Fi

Report | 06/16/2016 7:05 am

Ophelia Fi

You can enter as groups? ;o
Ophelia Fi

Report | 06/16/2016 6:43 am

Ophelia Fi

Ahh man I haven't used guilds in forever. Felt like it died with zOMG.
Ophelia Fi

Report | 06/16/2016 6:31 am

Ophelia Fi

Ahh I don't feel entitled to do those anymore, I haven't really gotten any feedback on them. So I take it they're not too great ;o;
Ophelia Fi

Report | 06/16/2016 5:56 am

Ophelia Fi

Oh wow, happy belated birthday!

I just wanted to say that your avatar looks stunning right now. <3

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Sifen Yamishi

Report | 06/01/2016 7:29 pm

Sifen Yamishi

Sending some bday wishes to you~
Pharaoh Misa

Report | 05/02/2016 5:06 am

Pharaoh Misa

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      Oh wow. I had no idea. I'm sorta new to the whole guild. emotion_facepalm And maybe, but I ended up with a 3.26 which is pretty average for me in the arenas. Close to being placed, but never close enough lol User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.