Hi~
My name is Matthew.
AKA: Unresolved, Mathalamew, Mattchew
I hail from the wondrously disunited states of America.
I'm a social deviant, disguised as a mild mannered citizen.
There's not too much I enjoy in this world, apart from picking it apart with my brain,
and finding what connects things. I'm a narcissistic a*****e, who takes great pride
in knowing how handsome and fit I am. I'll admit, sometimes I think about stalking
other humans like prey, and devouring them medium rare with a bit of Worcestershire sauce.
However, I probably shouldn't vocalize things like that to my potential meals, should I?
Hey, wanna come over and play vidjo games or watch netflix?
*bats lashes innocently*
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Iiiiii don't really need a guy.
I was perfectly happy without one, but right now I'm just along for the ride. To see where this goes.
It's a little more work than I intended. I feel kinda bad, though, cause I don't feel like I love him, but he's acting like I'm the greatest thing that's ever happened to him.
I feel apathetic towards him. I'm hoping that after a little while I'll learn to love him again.
"Old age", as you describe it, is a good thing. I think it has opened up new doors for you.
Admit it. Sure, you miss the old you, but now you're somewhat happier in a different way. You've loved and lost, but even someone as pestimistic and lonely as you will love again.
Look at Kam, that lucky b*****d has been given a third chance!
But I feel that that relationship is already strained. Last night he was all "oh, so-and-so wants to get back together with me, and so-and-so said she liked me". I was rolling my eyes, cause he's SAD about that. Like he's regretting crawling back to me. It's ironic that the girl he is with doesn't even really want to be with him, but is just in it for the ride while some other girls DO want to be with him, and he doesn't want them. Aha. Life is so complicated.
Sometimes the glass is half empty, but it depends on if it was full before it was empty, or empty before it got filled. Everything deserves further inspection.
Which I'm sure it will.
No, your goal is very obtainable. You just can't give up. You just think you're a bother to people, so you need to find someone who is... patient. XD And will always reassure you that you're okay. I used to think I'd never find anyone, but out of the bilions of people on earth, there's bound to be someone. Or a few!
DX
I just. I dunno. I'm giving him ONE more chance. Third time's the charm?
Yeah, dying alone isn't so bad. I was fine alone, but. Eh. Being with someone is nice too.
Alot of work, but nice.
Speaking of creatures attaching to me...
You're not going to like this news. XD
I'm dumb enough to get with Kam.
Watch her skip, watch him jump. He'd slip into an undercurrent if she looked the other way. But if she took a knife of her own, he'd panic.
Ignore the random babble. Just wanted to leave my mark somewhere.