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I'll sing it one last time for you Then we really have to go You've been the only thing that's right In all I've done And I can barely look at you But every single time I do I know we'll make it anywhere Away from here Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear Louder louder And we'll run for our lives I can hardly speak I understand Why you can't raise your voice to say To think I might not see those eyes Makes it so hard not to cry And as we say our long goodbye I nearly do Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear Louder louder And we'll run for our lives I can hardly speak I understand Why you can't raise your voice to say Slower slower We don't have time for that All I want is to find an easier way To get out of our little heads Have heart my dear We're bound to be afraid Even if it's just for a few days Making up for all this mess Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear

Just A Rant

" Looks different . . . from far, far away. If you look at things from far away who’s to say you won’t see things differently? Up close you see the imperfections, the hate, not the real thing. From far away you see the grace and the beauty, but it is only by seeing both perspectives, the bad and the good that we can finally see things for what they are worth. Only by knowing imperfections, flaws, splendour, and elegance can we know the truth. And sometimes, oh, sometimes. Sometimes we can’t even see the beauty in everything. Too many imperfections, too many flaws, not enough splendour and elegance. It scares us so we can’t see beyond looks to personality, to character and qualities that should demand our attention. Prettiness is not more important than who we are. Looks are not us. We are not who we think we are, because we try to be who we think we’re not, when we’ve always been what we think we are missing. We cover up things like crying and fearing, but try to be more sensitive to the world. But can you be sensitive to the world without that same crying and fearing? We cover up our love, and hide it. Then we try to get others to love us. The world is full of cover-ups, lies, and scandals, every world is. We say: ‘Look here in my eyes, they are beautiful, nothing else.’ But we betray ourselves, truly, we do. Beauty is not in magazines and pictures but how we feel and how we act. Smiling is better than make-up, laughter is better than braving, but how often do we say that? Never. Never, never, never. We are too scared to let ourselves know that we could be perfect if not everyone was striving to be that unattainable perfect. If imperfections were perfect, we would all be perfect. So none of us are. Because we want to be perfect no one is perfect."

The Five Ws (Some poetry by me)
The People You Meet (An original story by me)

Almost there . . . ok, not quite!

All I need is my Kiki Kitty! I will name her De Hoer, which is Dutch for hooker and whore! How hot is that?

Donations appreciated! Also, I love to have Partners In Crime for role-plays! PM me if interested! And, no, I am not talking a private role-play or PM role-play, ok!

Thanks to Miss Lawabee. for the 2k donation that resulted in me getting my skirt!

Thanks to souless_suicidal for the 1k donation that helped me get my shirt!

Thanks to babyboocurry for the 200g donation that helped me get my legwarmers!

Thanks to Cexa for my blue cat ear band!

You all rock!

I suppose you could call me a writer, after all, it only means I write, and I do. Am I any good, I don't know. Maybe I suck. But you know what, I feel alive when I write, and it's the only time I can escape the world. I don't have a horrible life, I just find that I like my life better when I'm doing what I love, and I love to



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In my POTC whorish moments...I am Captain Cecelia Dansworth. I died while in the cargo hold of a sinking ship. My brother Mason and I have been in the Netherworld for five years now. I am in the process of leaving the Netherworld to find Nelson's, the guy who runs the Netherworld, treasure from when he was a pirate, so i can bargain my way to immortality along with my brother. Loves rum. Hates gum. Deal. Once I get De Hoer, I'm creating a seperate account for Cecelia, complete with her backstory and episodes of her life!

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rahrahrahh

Report | 09/11/2006 1:17 pm

rahrahrahh


i want to call you right noww.
my dad's home it's retarded
so i can't talk about anything
hopefully we'll have time to talk tommorow.
i ******** hate our gym class right now.
not the gym part
the CLASS part.
because they are ******** bitches.
rahrahrahh

Report | 09/09/2006 9:07 am

rahrahrahh


Yeahh I think gym is pretty cool.
Mr Jackoff always fkn ruined gym for me.
Mr hull is pretty cool.
Though he kind of looks like a petifile
lol. But don't worry about the tennis thing.
Theres like a lot of people i know who's in gym who's having the same problems. So don't worry bout it.
plus it's just a game so getting mad about it is kind of silly.

Right?! Right!


oh have you and mitch talked about the movies lately? i know you aren't going this weekend but next or whatever
Marla Singer v2

Report | 09/08/2006 2:36 pm

Marla Singer v2

Yeah, um. This comment is kinda latee. :B
BUT YUS WE SHOULD SEE EACHOTHER lmfao.
rahrahrahh

Report | 09/04/2006 8:15 am

rahrahrahh



I luffie yuh.
So come back online luff.
:]

zomg. Highschool is tommorow.
See ya in gym. :]
speedcolt32

Report | 08/26/2006 11:42 pm

speedcolt32

I don't know why you haven't been on, but I'm willing to wait for you. ^^; heart
ItsTimeToLeave

Report | 08/18/2006 8:05 am

ItsTimeToLeave

I wasss jussst browsssing the forumsss, and I sssaw your avatar!!! I have to sssay, it'sss one of the bessst and mossst ssstylish I've sssseen (besssidesss mine of coursssse)!! heart
speedcolt32

Report | 08/14/2006 3:49 pm

speedcolt32

Why, hallo thar, darlin'.
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Report | 08/14/2006 1:46 pm

[~! Homicidal Angel !~]

Hello.
^^.
speedcolt32

Report | 07/27/2006 7:59 am

speedcolt32

I lurve commenting your profile >.<

Bye, bye, beautiful. wink
speedcolt32

Report | 07/23/2006 4:04 pm

speedcolt32

HA! Yes, I am the rockage.

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