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Report | 10/30/2013 12:11 am

Crystalogic

I feel as if you would hate me for the things I did. If you were still here, you'd be furious... probably find me in Texas just to beat me. If it made any difference, I'd take it and go on apologizing. I'd show you that I've changed, but that I deserve all of what was coming to me. Thinking about it all just leaves me shaking, like you're wanting to kill me as it is. It's been so long, I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. To the both of you. I don't even know why I'm saying this... There's nothing I have to gain, or wish to gain from anything here. I suppose getting it off my chest was the main thing. Progressing in life like this is what you would've wanted, for me to be in the positions I'm in now. To make me feel it forever. Nothing changes the fact that I can't take anything back, and that my mark was left in the worst way, but I don't want it to be like that. I suppose now would be the time to actually say "Goodbye," instead of "Later."

Report | 02/14/2012 12:11 pm

Sick Of Your Lies

I just can't seem to make it through February without feeling this way...
I love and miss you both more than you realize. I hope you'll visit me soon.
It has been five years, afterall...
Hope all is well in Heaven..

Report | 02/26/2010 1:15 pm

Sick Of Your Lies

Well,
I've lived through another year.
Justin's birthday was hard...but I got through it.
Our birthday's coming up soon...I have finals that day...
But Ray-Ray will be here...
He and I are still together. 32 months and counting...
I miss you...
I hope you're enjoying Heaven...
Tell Justin I miss him too, and I hope he got my birthday wishes.
I love you both...

Report | 02/13/2009 9:30 pm

Sick Of Your Lies

...it's Justin's birthday...

I went out and bought us some cupcakes...and filled three glasses with milkshakes...just like we always did...

...yours and Justin's are just sitting there...

I wish you would come and have some...

Both of you...

I miss you both so much...

...I'm sorry for crying...

I know I should be happy for you...

...I just wish we could be together again...

The three of us...

...just like all of those years before...

Report | 07/30/2008 12:08 pm

Crystalogic

The last things that pass through your head that you did before you die...

Your last full moon,

last sunset,

last walk,

last talk,

last time in a fight,

last late night,

last early day,

last argument,

last frown...

But the things that really matter?

Your last time with friends,

last time hugging someone,

last kiss,

last friendship,

last laugh,

last words,

and your last smile...

Those are the things that really matter.

The closest those things are to when the person died,

the more you know that they are happy and at peace....

Report | 06/30/2008 11:15 pm

Crystalogic

xD I am so pathetic.

Why would I post something like that...

When the reason I did it... was because of what happened ten years ago?!

Man I need therapy.

Report | 05/24/2008 6:55 am

Crystalogic

Don't you hate when you FINALLY get life set right, then it falls apart in an instant?

-sigh-... At least no one watches this profile much.....

I hate when people die....especially friends....I don't know what to do to recover.

It's like..."Why hope for the best when the best is no hope worth having?"

I wish you were here. I need guidance...

I feel like my friend was the only person left I could talk to...Then....this happened.

Then everyone pulls this "God will show the way..." crap, and I tell them I've been waiting for that ******** way since I was five.

I don't know what to do anymore....maybe God has been showing me the way....but no one wants me to take it.

I hate life. I want to leave it, unnoticed.

Well... I don't know yet, but maybe...

I'll see you soon.

Later Willow....

Report | 01/29/2008 9:35 pm

Crystalogic

Well... It almost seems like yesterday. I was meeting you all at Summer's, and we had our first skittle war. You said something about trying to use spidey powers. Hahaha.... I wish some powers would bring you back. I miss you. I don't know what I'm going to do. I'll see you later.

Report | 01/02/2008 12:42 pm

Sick Of Your Lies

v_v;

I miss you so much, Willow...

I really wish you were here...I need you...

...I really need you....