All that I am. . .

I must accept myself. . .

For what I am. . .

And open my eyes. . .

Escape the pain and the lies that run through my mind. . .

Before it's too late. Before I go blind. . .

And find the light. . .

My light. . .

My Motivation. . .

"Freak."

"Loser."

"Reject."

"Ugly."

"Stupid."

"Animal."

"Screw-up."

"Weirdo."

"Outcast."

"Idiot."

"Failure."

"Scum."

"Dumbass."

"Nobody."

"Retard."

"Monster."

"Loner."

"Crazy."

"Dimwit."

"f*****t

"Thoughtless."

"Heartless."

What will I use to defend myself from their cruel lies?

"Worthless."

Art not done by me.

Insecurity almost took me alive. . .

My . . .color. . .

"Coward

"Fool."

"Fatty."

These harsh words. . .

They stabbed my heart... They stabbed our heart

They've torn us apart. . .

They've wrecked our soul

They left one big hole.

It's time to patch it up.

It's time for a change.

It's time for a different us. . .

"Punk."

My insecurity, holds these chains. . .

Their harsh words, adds to my growing pains. . .

I always try my hardest to be free. . .

But that's something you just can't see. . .

and nobody seems to understand. . .

I only ask just for a hand, your hand. . .

But, where are you?

It seems that I'm alone in this fight. . .

You deny I exist. This was was my biggest fright.

This profile was made for all of those who are very insecure, and are picked on for it. Who always feel lost on where they are going to do with their life. You are not alone.

"Just Deal with it."

"Why do I want to hear about it?"

That's just something I can't do.

It seems it's just always about you.

It's your story, your life.

To you, it's a place where I'm not allowed, where I don't belong.

I never knew you had a mind so horrid, so wrong.

I can't believe I called this a friend. . .

You throw me to the side left alone, so this is how it will end.

You just throw me away. . .

I'm glad now that I don't have to put up with a person like you everyday. . .

"I don't care."

"I don't want her to be with me though. . ."

"Hey, can you listen to what just happened to me yesterday?"

"I don't want to hear about your pathetic life."

"I need it more than you'll ever do!"

"I just love annoying you!"

"Ohh my god! You're such a freak!"

"I don't talk to her anymore because she's a loser!"

"There has to be color somewhere..."

I am who I am, and you cannot take that away from me. I'll fight for my own self.

Just because you think so highly of yourself doesn't mean you really are.

You can't change me. You can't tell me what to do. Go on, tough guy, make your big move.

Society may be cruel, but never try to be one of the crowd, never give up on your true self.

You'll never understand, yet were so alike.

You think you know who I am, are you so sure about that?

Don't just walk over me like I'm just your doormat.

I'm much more than what you assume of me. . .

But apparently you don't care. Why did I think it was worth trying?

It hurts to know that you reject the chance to know someone much more. Sadly, for you, I'm crying..

It's always my fault.

You think I'm someone who never matures.

You never even seem to understand...

When I'm hurt, you're never there to lend a hand..

Your love is my pain.

Your love is my shame

I can't stand one more minute of this..

Any minute from now, I'm going to break.

To you, my life seems to be just a game.

There's not much more of this that I can take.

How can you do this to your own..?

Now I know for sure that I'm fighting this battle alone.

To you, its all the same..

To you, my life seems to be just a game.

But I'll show you I'm not an animal that you can just tame..

You never seem to let go..

It's me, against most of the world.

They're all glaring at me now. There's no turning back now...

As they come closer, the light starts to fade from blood-red skies...

It's not a fight, it's not a war...

It makes no sense, but it's something much more...

I may be their target, but I won't give up until I'm free..

So you can keep trying to pull me down. But I have moved on, and it seems like you never will.

Like mindless zombies, they will follow...

Losing thought of what is right and what is wrong..

They show no mercy. They take their own.

They've lost their own self for the sake of others. Reality is gone..

It's only me now. They don't appreciate what I'm worth. How can they be so shallow?

This is not a game anymore. It's bloodshed.

Seems like you don't care about me at all...

and it seems your favorite game to play, is my heart.

But I assure you, you will lose. I'm not playing around, and I'm not here to play your silly game.

I actually cared about you, I'm not going to put up with this pain.

I'll share this hurt just for you.

You'll regret for ever taking me as the fool.

and you can spread your words of hatred, but what I know is, you can't do it alone to my face.

Take a look around, realize that I'm not just a tool.

You never understood what I was capable of, what I could do.

It looks like that this is game over for you.

You never listen, you never care...

and it's not like you were ever there.

How could you call yourself a part of me,

when my achievements are what your cold eyes can never see?

and it's when I do something bad, that's when you take notice.

It's always when I'm hurt, when I'm down...

You're always the one to kick me to the ground.

How can you call yourself a part of me..

when that special kind of bond that everyone has, is something that we will never be...

"Why can't you do anything right?"

"You never try."

"I feel sorry for you in the future..."

"You're an idiot."

You always take advantage of me.

Your own problems are part of my chains.

All I want to do is break free.

I'm tired of being tied up by these pains.

You always threaten you'd one day kill us all...

Don't worry, I'll be waiting for that day.

But you're the only one that will fall...

I'll take all the words you say. . .

I'll take it, and I'll throw it right to the ground...

You're just a pesky burden, and I won't let myself drown.

Do not ever give up.

It's just always about you..

Making others your slave..

But you can't touch me, I'll be the first one to stand up..

I'm not going down, without a fight.

I'm not going down, without my pride.

I'm not ever going to your side.

All you ever do, is avoid what's true.

You never really noticed what became of you.

I act who I am.

No one will ever change me.

There's more to me then what your eyes can ever see.

The mirror is broken. . .

I can't see my reflection anymore...

My image collapses and I'm nothing more...

What am I? If I can't see myself?

What am I? If I can't identify myself?

The mirror is broken. . .

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What do I do? If I lose sight of myself?

What do I do? If I'm someone else?

Where do I go if my reflection's gone?

Who do I talk to if perfection is gone?

The mirror is broken...

The mirror I once had...

They broke the mirror, things never got this bad...

Mirror, mirror on the wall. . .

Who's the most broken of them all. . .?

All they do is hurt me in the end.

Not here, this isn't ever the place to call somebody a friend.

They'll always be the one to chase after me.

They said that I was the one that dug myself into this hole.

But they're the one's after my soul.

They'll always be the one to blame this on me.

But I won't give in to them.

It's nothing but words, and these words are all lies.

They'll always tell stories about me. . .

But not one word was ever told by me.

This is a place where I'm not welcome.

But this is a place where I started from.

This is a place where I'm pointless and dumb.

When bloodshed is the only thing they want to see. . .

What's the point in trying?

Run for your lives. . .

Or fight for what you believe in. . .

and leave all behind.

and your all will gain value to others. . .

Lose your hope. . .

and all will fall with you. . .

Never give up. . .

and what you believe in will become true. . .

Just don't lose yourself.

As time passes by. . .

I've realized words were missing

How the flowers eventually wilted, but we never said goodbye. . .

How the pieces to our hearts flew so distant. . .

How many people I left behind helpless screaming. . .

I have let myself grow, but almost forgot about what was behind me.

With one last try to call, I'm devoting this to you all...

One last try. . .

Despite how far I am from all of you

Despite how some have always hated me.

All this time, this is to say I still care about you

You've ignored it no matter how many times I've tried..

One last try. . .

One last scream. . .

All this time, this is to say I still care about you

One last breath, and I move on

Just know it's hard to forget about the things we've planted

Ignore this all you want, but the words speak the truth.

This One's For You.

With feelings mutual, and held to the sky. . .

Yet tried to be hidden, without a word passed..

I look into your eyes again, and I get stuck there. . .

Our tongues the only barrier put between us. . .

If only you knew this all. . .

With feelings mutual, and held to the sky. . .

If only my words were clear to you. . .

Yet tried to be hidden, without a word passed..

All I want to say. . .

Our tongues the only barrier put between us. . .

I feel the love, I feel your smile, I want it forever..

They she's lost. . .
They say she's hated by all those around her. . .
They say she's losing herself more each day. . .
They say, she's too quiet to possess feelings, thoughts. . .
They say she's just their toy. . .

I say, there's still hope. . .
Even in the darkness, light can be found somewhere, somehow. . .
Please don't forget who you are.
Fight the monsters, don't let them eat you alive!
You aren't an animal, you're so much more!
So much more. . .

They say he's nothing. . .
They say he's hated by all those around him. . .
They say he's forgetting himself. . .
They say he's just a rug, to only be seen, stepped on. . .
They say he's just their puppet. . .

I say, there's still hope. . .
Even in the darkness, light can be found somewhere, somehow. . .
Please don't forget who you are.
Fight the monsters, don't let them eat you alive!
You aren't an animal, you're so much more!
So much more. . .

Words of truth don't exist in your mouth

Your trust with me is falling down south. . .

You've built this wall of denial between us

I've tried so hard to get your attention. . .

But you ignore it all

What we had, what I say, is just the ground to you

The ground that you step on

You possess the eyes of a liar

Words of truth don't exist in your mouth

Your trust with me is falling down south. . .

This is my last words for you. . .

You're hopeless, and I'm finished with you!

What's a friend, what's a foe?

They told me they always cared. . .
They told me that they were the ones to be there. . .

But where are they now?

Before, they claimed to be forever. . .
Now, they always deny to remember. . .


To be so close, yet now so far. . .


Behind my back, they planned to throw me down. . .
Nobody is as they're seen. . .

Here we go again...
Today is yesterday yet again..
But it's tomorrow for everyone else..
I'm still stuck in the same room I was in before.
There you are again, you're going everywhere..
I see this happening, in the same room I was yesterday.

If only I could make myself stand.
Pressure of making mistakes
My regrets..
chain me..
straight to the ground.
The ones that love me..
are the one's that chain me to the ground.

Oh, if only you could accept my own self..
If only..

Oh.. if only you could see!

If only I knew what I wanted..
If only I knew where to go..
If only I knew who I was..
If only I...

Oh..if only you could see!

I'm not asking for you to help
I'm not asking for you for a reply all the time.
I'm asking if you care.
Just once..
I'm asking for an answer..
Just once..
This is that test, and you've failed.

Here we go again,
With eyes that refuse to open..
This is the great wall of insecurity.
And it bounds me forever to yesterday.

Here we go again...
Everyone's so sure.
Today is yesterday yet again..
But it's tomorrow for everyone else..

If only yesterday ended..

Here we go again...
Today is yesterday yet again..
But it's tomorrow for everyone else..
I'm still stuck in the same room I was in before.
There you are again, you're going everywhere..
I see this happening, in the same room I was yesterday.

If only I could make myself stand.
Pressure of making mistakes
My regrets..
chain me..
straight to the ground.
The ones that love me..
are the one's that chain me to the ground.

Oh, if only you could accept my own self..
If only..

Oh.. if only you could see!

If only I knew what I wanted..
If only I knew where to go..
If only I knew who I was..
If only I...

Oh..if only you could see!

I'm not asking for you to help
I'm not asking for you for a reply all the time.
I'm asking if you care.
Just once..
I'm asking for an answer..
Just once..
This is that test, and you've failed.

Here we go again,
With eyes that refuse to open..
This is the great wall of insecurity.
And it bounds me forever to yesterday.

Here we go again...
Everyone's so sure.
Today is yesterday yet again..
But it's tomorrow for everyone else..

If only yesterday ended..