la folie raisonnante

I figured it's about time to put something about myself here.

To begin with one of the defining factors of my life: yes, I am a psychopath (sociopath). I don't experience the emotion called love. I have friends, certainly, but they are merely there because I require the services they offer. If they all died tomorrow, I would only be sad to lose their benefits. I think it's important you know this.. So you don't get the wrong idea.

If I could change myself, I would. I don't have any wild dreams or secret plots, nor harbor any hate towards anything. I have no goal asides from being happy. This.. "condition" makes me miserable most of the time. All I'm capable of caring about is myself, and if I'm to believe the things I've read about what it's like to care for someone else.. I feel like I'm missing out. Though I realise that this is just the way things are. Psychopathy is regarded as incurable but also untreatable.

And onto other things: I work in a bank, as a project leader. I'm (hopefully) going to be studying art next year, which is why I don't mind drawing avatar art. I'm a pansexual. I really like music, video games, hiking and cats. My mind is stuck somewhere inbetween boy and girl, which is why my avatar's gender changes often. If you have any questions, please feel free to ask them.