when what you have always wanted has always been just out of reach it is the idea that things could be but never will. that is what will destroy me mind. i cant help but hope. it is pointless now to try and change what seems to be true. i wish it were different but this is not the fair tail i thought it was. it is life. stories have happy endings. not this empty feeling i cant shake. its almost to much to handle.

Ever gotten that text?