[The animal that left me. ] (dream.)
By... Max Lozano
I thought I could run away from the nothingness' inside of me.
I try to understand why that part of me was still there.
But as I try to look at the mirror... I see noting but an animal.
As I sleep day in and day out, I see you all the time.
- I see myself walking towards me... Trying to find a way out in to the world.
As hard as I try to hold back the madness in me, a little part of YOU comes out to reap the fun.
NO matter how many times I try to hold back, you encourage me to let you out.
When I do... All the comes back is pain,
I see you... trying to reap my habit of my life. Yet I'm on the inside locked up in a cage.
I wish I could cast you out with only my spirit to fight you off.
But I loss every time when I face you often that I forget who I really am.
As my mother slaps me back to reality, you keep me locked up inside.
I try to break free, but every time I do, the shattered glass comes back in place to lock me up once more.
But then you let me go; with only sadness in your face.
Then I wake up in a confused and yet satisfied relief.
And for a while I never saw you again..........
I lost my will to fight for my-self.
It has been well over a month since the day you let me go out to the real world.
I try to find you in myself but I forget were you are.
When I get mad, you always come out to guild me what to do.
But since your not there anymore. Then I guess I have nothing to fight with me at all.
I sleep alone... my Dreams become to be something I never wanted to see.
But in the end I don't see you at all.
I wonder like a wimp, just looking for a way out.
But so far the animal inside me was gone, And I lost you...
Name: [ T.S.I.M ]
Age: 15 Going 16 on Aug 20
Gender: Male.Me Back then.Me now.Me today.Me when they cut all my hair! >.<;
Hey everyone, my name is max Lozano (although I think you already know that,) welcome to my Page. I hope you can be my friend as well.
I like to do a lot of stuff, but mostly I like to draw write poems or anything of the sort.
What I like to eat is sushi, sushi, and sushi! And lot's of coke too. But not so much... If I don't eat sushi I just get my gold fish for lunch. 3nodding
What I do in my spare time is play my guitar, but so far I'm not all that good in it. I would give you a video blog, but I don't know how to do it so well. But if I do... then I can make more. mrgreen