Just for my poems and thoughts. They won't always make sense and are often sad and depressing. Just a warning to you. I write things that are graphic, either in blood and gore, or sex and things like oppressive feelings and what nots. All articles in
I look orgasmic.
You're a freak, Sissy.
I'll eat yo cabbage patch kids.
[Insert the following sound effect with this picture] meerw!
She took a picture of me talking! AND IT LOOKS GOOD! ^ ^ I love my photographer! Visit her profile for a few more of her pics, plus her faves of these!
This is from the choir trip to France and Spain. It was at the last dinner. From left to right: Mariah, Cassie (Senior who helped me get to prom), Sin(me), and Jenna. The first third(me), and fourth girls are all freshman ^ ^. Heehee!
Me on an "Average/Normal" day. (Not that any of them are normal...)
Me with my friend Tina. Yes, she's very childlike... Yes, as an after though, my hair is very long, XDDD... Though I'm getting it cut soon.. T T Like... Today or tomorrow. However, both make me very happy.. No one will ever pervert the Tina!
Obviously, this isn't mine... Because I can't draw. Apparently, I can't even draw stick figures (since supposedly they have to have clothes *Rolls eyes, smiling lightly.*). No, this picture belongs to Kuri-chan333, on of my artist friends ^ ^.
I've never fainted.. But sometimes I wanted.. Just for the hell of it. Most of the time, I'm ready to force myself to find out and pray that I don't wake up afterward. Maybe if I quit waking up, people would quit remembering. It's not as though half the people I've met remember who I am now anyway... Wouldn't be too hard, ya know?
It's the almost current me.. As opposed to the one up there. See, now I can wear tank tops, because (apparently) I've gained weight since the end of school.. I think I'm supposed to be happy about that... I'm not. Perhaps I like looking like I'm going to die if I work too hard. It's not possible for me to work hard enough anyway...
Nature is the only thing truly beautiful.. I'm nothing close, baka.
Even in death, the beauty is astounding.
These dark man > woman feelings... I didn't have them before. I mean before I got together. Both times. This is the kind of stuff having a "man" does......
Don't you wish this person really existed? Even you who know so much, cannot see past the facade. Is it because you just don't know?.. Or do you see only what you're want to? Because you don't want to see what lurks beneath the fragile surfaces. You don't want to know what's suffering under your care, what's breaking while you look away. You only want to see that which suits you, fix what doesn't. I'm just another experiment, placed on the back burner, you think is successful. Another experiment succeeding only in fooling the one that created.
I hate me for breathing without you. I don't want to feel anymore for you. Grieving for you. I'm not grieving for you. (You're) Nothing real love can't undo. - "Like You" - Evanescence
~ I will revoke you from me. I Will fix myself and learn to love myself again. I'll fix what you destroyed, whether you realized it or not.
Wrapped in my dark hatred, I am finally safe... Even from myself.. At least here, you can't touch me. You can't even see.
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