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Since I was little I've had this feeling within me.This feeling inside me wasn't me but something else.
I know it wasn't me. It couldn't be me, could it?
When I became older and the feeling never went away.
I realized something. Something important. This feeling
was me. This feeling is the other me. The part of me that
isn't shown to others. While I was getting older this
"Thing" was growing as well, while I was innocent I was
protected from it. For I'd not known what it was, I was
unable to prepare myself for what was going on. I started
losing control It was eating through the cage. Then slowly
started eating upon my soul. When I was finally figured
out what it was. I was shocked, this was my rage, my
bloodlust. The more I bottle my feelings the more it eats
my soul, the more I wanted bloodlust. This "Thing" was
me, I've created it. This "Thing" is the me who lives
outside the rules. It lives with no consequences in mind,
And this is why I've had it trapped for so long. But now
that it's seeping though the gates, How long will I be
able to hold it? How long till I snap and destroy someone?
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~bmar
Just so you know, I dont play on anima anymore. I dont have a working file anyways, so I couldnt play even if I wanted to.
A few of my classmates come on Gaia, so you'll probably see me around here sometimes. Not always though. I still dont have internet at the dorm.
nice avi btw
I DO TOO !!
IM A ARCHER ON RAGNAROK
IM LVL 43
MY NAME is -Windy- on there
i go on the server Chaos
thats so cool !!