"I am dying from overdose of drugs... I can't help it but want to commit suicide. So i am... I love MIsu and hope she finds someone better then me... Hopefully she finds someone she will love and hopefully cause her to forget about me. I have a friend on gaia . He isn't on my friends list. But he talks to me in PMs. He didn't want to be known. So i won't say who it is. Find out for yourself. For he shall tell you why i did what i did.
Kid. That person is right. I know you told me about her and your friend Misu. But the reason you overdosed is not the real reason yourwanting to die faster. Your wanting to die because you feel left out. Don't worry to much about what others think. I felt the same way about myself. Listen bud. Don't do this to the people who care about you. I swear if you kill yourself. I will go to Italy myself and kick your dam a** back to life. ^-^ Don't pla yaround with the person who hates god the most. I told you in a PM i will kill myself before you ever do. But my job in life isn't finished. Is till have to change this world for the best. So if you get yourself killed. I will bring you back andk ill you all over again. To not die from the drugs. All you have to do. Is get someone to beat the s**t outo f your gut until you throw them all up. DOI T NOW
............I don't need to shut up, cause I'M WORSE THAN YOU!!!!! YOU GREW UP IN A HOSPITAL, BIG ******** DEAL! YOUA RE SELFISH TAKING YOU DAMN LIFE IN ORDER TO GET DAMN SYMPATHY FROM ME AND MISU, AND WE HAVE CARED FOR YOU SINCE THE DAMN BEGINNING, WHEN NO ONE ELSE!
........You never even let me get to you....how would you know Arron? How ouwld you know hardships, dealing wiht a psycoalogic disease that deteriorates your mind within a few days, and your slowly losing your mind and you could snap and kill an intire building of people without blowing one person up? What about how your person is so far, and you cna't be with them cause of color conditions, or if they won't be accepted all because of the socail standings? How about a perosn of not wanting to be born, and you were a pure mistake,a nd you only live for the other epople who enjoy your company, constantly reminded that you were a mistake, and not being liek the others you are with?
Hmm? don't you dare say s**t to me abotu givng up on life when I almost had attempted suicide all cause of my mental condition, and the fact of takign drugs is out of the question cc ause it could cause me to get worse, and end up taking my entire community with me in the process.
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