"I am dying from overdose of drugs... I can't help it but want to commit suicide. So i am... I love MIsu and hope she finds someone better then me... Hopefully she finds someone she will love and hopefully cause her to forget about me. I have a friend on gaia . He isn't on my friends list. But he talks to me in PMs. He didn't want to be known. So i won't say who it is. Find out for yourself. For he shall tell you why i did what i did.