oh that's a b***h. i'm still chilling at home because even with two jobs, i have no damn money for rent. too expensive.
you were at ETSU, right?
semesters off are a breath of fresh air since college is so overwhelming as it is and relationship/job/anything not school-related issues just become that much worse. don't blame you for taking some time off, and i wish i had.
Also Hell:
Summary starting from August 2017:
-picked up another job: at a pizza joint in west
-started at UTK, which is a nightmare within itself
-fell in love with one of my shift leads
-we dated and it was awesome and super fun and i loved it and then i cut it off bc baggage from my shitty previous relationship and i'm and IDIOT
-very briefly dated another shift lead, who was my dead friend's younger brother
-lmao that didn't work out; but it got worse bc when one of his friends caught feelings, he got mad at ME for it
-had to take him to court bc he showed up at my house and at work looking for me and i wasn't having that s**t
-realized i'm still in love with the first shift lead i dated, and his feelings are most likely gone. can't complain much tho bc we're still friends and we worked together pretty much every damn day since the breakup, and no issues.
-pretty convinced i've screwed my whole life up in my early twenties.
also UT counseling is a nightmare, so i'm back in counseling limbo until someone gets their s**t together
REMEMBER BACK IN LIKE FIFTH GRADE WHEN I INTRODUCED YOU TO THIS SITE AT SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS BEFORE THE FIREWALL BLOCKED IT AND WE LITERALLY SPENT ALL OF OUR SUMMERS ON THIS SITE FOR LIKE THREE YEARS STRAIGHT AND NOW WE'VE GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL OH MY GOD WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE WE'VE BEEN FRIENDS FOR LIKE TEN YEARS I AM HAVING A NOSTALGIC MELTDOWN AND IT KEEPS SENDING ME TEXT NOTIFICATIONS AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TURN THEM OFF ANYMORE WHAT
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you were at ETSU, right?
semesters off are a breath of fresh air since college is so overwhelming as it is and relationship/job/anything not school-related issues just become that much worse. don't blame you for taking some time off, and i wish i had.
Summary starting from August 2017:
-picked up another job: at a pizza joint in west
-started at UTK, which is a nightmare within itself
-fell in love with one of my shift leads
-we dated and it was awesome and super fun and i loved it and then i cut it off bc baggage from my shitty previous relationship and i'm and IDIOT
-very briefly dated another shift lead, who was my dead friend's younger brother
-lmao that didn't work out; but it got worse bc when one of his friends caught feelings, he got mad at ME for it
-had to take him to court bc he showed up at my house and at work looking for me and i wasn't having that s**t
-realized i'm still in love with the first shift lead i dated, and his feelings are most likely gone. can't complain much tho bc we're still friends and we worked together pretty much every damn day since the breakup, and no issues.
-pretty convinced i've screwed my whole life up in my early twenties.
also UT counseling is a nightmare, so i'm back in counseling limbo until someone gets their s**t together
welcome back to hell.
how've you been?