About
>.>Hmmm, about me? I don't really know o-o ask him! *points to self* Ok 'er we go!
I was born as a child among one other and given the name Chris. I didn't realize what I was or what I was doing as a child and I've made several ups and downs on the journey that we call life. I wanted this, and need that and my parents did everything they could to keep me alive and well for that my life was a hospital bed and no food for a majority of my life. Up until the age of 15 I couldn't seem to get over my medical issues which haunted me like a nightmare that wouldn't ever go a way. And it never has... I couldn't understand at first why I wasn't like other kids I couldn't go and do, constantly locked off from the outside other then school and home... 15 years of the inability to get away for the nightmare that loomed over me like a towering giant that seemed near impossible to defeat. I used to be sad all the time and I sometimes was violent but I turned all my negatives into positives when I discovered my musical backgrounds were decent. I stared learning everything I could about music and became closer and closer to finding the answers to my life... My purpose for me... My purpose for others became clear after the fog that surrounded my mind uplifted clearing a path. One that I could follow, understand and make worthwhile for myself and others. Ever since I turned 15, I wanted to help others and protect my friends and their beliefs, I didn't want them to feel down, left out, or lost in anyway. and not just my friends, but other people that I don't know as well. I could easily say that my goal is to help as much as I can and where I can.
I am not just a person that loves animals... but is willing to take the adopt the one that seems to have the most problems and help as much as I can. I'm very stubborn (in a good way) and I will do what ever it takes to help out. So if I can't help out, I would at least try until there is absolutely nothing that anyone anywhere can do and I leave it at that. I believe that's how people should feel but I feel defeated because I see so many wrongs in the world... that a right seems almost impossible to find. Until, I stopped my wondering thoughts in their tracks and thought about the morals and the importance of life.
"What's really more important? Being angry all the time? or living life to its fullest?" I asked myself, realizing right then and there that I had something great at hand. I had a thought, a simple question that led into a life long chase for the answer. And I'm not just talking about the answer to the question above... I'm talking about the answer to what you can do in life to make things better or worse for everyone.
The choices we make, the things we do, the people we call s**t heads... every little thing changes for either better or for worse and I've found out how to make some things change for the better, wither its self rewarding or not, until I realized that The self isn't the primary, did I learn about how help others changes for the best.
Life is considered to be short lived I'm told.
Then make having fun something that takes up time.
There are so many wrongs in the world I'm told.
Well, for ever wrong... there is a right.
That's my philosophy, and I live by the positively in things because that's just how I am.
I also believe that any orientation is ok.
I love people, plants and animals.
I can't live with out music.
I love coming up with new things.
I relationships, socialization etc
and I am a very laid back kind of person. (Unless I'm around my friends that I've known for a long time... then I can get a little hyper now and then but that's just because I know them, and they know me)
And that's pretty much all about me.
So, can I offer you a drink?
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Pretty good. Last year was horrible, but I'm pullin' through. ^^ It's nice to see you again
You're the first person I ever befriended on Gaia!! O_O How's it been?!