Comments

View All Comments

Syrus Alexander Noir Report | 06/06/2010 4:15 pm

It's not well written, I just like the meaning of it for myself. I have better ones imho. And yes I've been to a renfest. I always end up looking at the jewelry and finger armour there xP

I found it thought provoking. I never really considered the maidens role in that situation. I would love to say more but it's easy enough to spam one of my old works. But to actually come up with something creative takes a lot of work. I'm afraid I have to have my brain tuned right in order to say certain things, and right now all it's thinking is CoD = To me it seems like a set of lyrics, I have an addiction to certain things so my brain automatically registers that in an a/b a/b c/d c/d pattern. Which I think would be nice to read.

I intend to be gone for most of the day so I'll leave you with the last few favourites out of my many failings:

"...like a candle in the wind... "
...You make me feel as if I've never sinned...
So take me as your fire...
And you shall be my only desire...
For the warmth I give, in your heart you cherish...
Trust me in your hands, and I'll never perish...
Under this daunting wind that tests our way...
Protected by you I will not sway...
Because passion will light your way...
..."like a candle in the wind"...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Death Be A Verse
by ~LibraLuringLuna

You can prove to me you're right in every way,
with your words, faith, and scriptures;
then I will take your hand in mine
and lead us to the cemetery,
to show you—

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Speech Class
by ~LibraLuringLuna

Naked I stood, there, before God's judgment,
riddled with bullets fired from steel eyes;
my mouth was barren of words that escaped
while the butterfly war raged in my chest.

—And the room echoed with a screaming silence.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Human Zoo
by ~LibraLuringLuna

Here, the lion lies
"Fear the cage and not my eyes."
foolish passer-byes.

Syrus Alexander Noir Report | 06/06/2010 2:30 am

Oddly you're not the first person to tell me my POV is refreshing. I guess I've never considered it, but as the saying goes, if enough people call you a horse, buy a saddle. Not saying it's a bad thing, I take it as a compliment ^^ Just never considered it is all. lol





Things that cheer me up can be anything that makes me forget to think. I've realized the only reason I'm down usually is because I think about it. Sure I have bad luck but so does everyone else so dwelling on it won't really help. But TBH I like to sit and swim around in a pool of negativity; makes me feel alive and aware. It'll hurt after a while but it's not a bad thing to live back and forth in emotional extremes. As for things that cheer me up: friends, food, music, videogames, writing, texting, funny things, sleeping, walking, really anything depending on my mood. One day I'll refuse to see people, next I'll be raiding their house. Interestingly, if I'm mad/angry/upset/frustrated/etc I like to clean.





A perfect summer day would have me awake during all 24 hours, accomplishing everything and nothing. It all would be memorable from tastes to smells. Experimental and new, it would be a reference of good times had. There'd be people, myself, my loved one; all at once, at separate times. It would consist of everything and nothing. Idk it's hard to explain but it would be like a book. The feeling and how immersed you get into books is how that would feel. So awesome it was a work of fiction. 





Pretty much two reasons why I can't sleep and two things I tend to do about it. Reason one why I can't sleep) typical excitement, anxiety, anticipation, and the like. Second reason why I can't sleep is because I'm having such an awesome daydream that I just won't fall asleep, I want to follow the story and see how long/far it goes. For the latter it tends to lead to a wormhole in time where I feel like I'm moving at normal speeds but when I look up at the clock I'm zipping by hours at a time. It's like lots of mini naps and I'll end up waking up feeling pretty fine. As for the aforementioned I usually get up and do something. If I just can't sleep I have to do something progressive, rather than lying there for hours. I'll clean, sort, organize. We all have those projects we start then leave off, usually I do them during that time. Sometimes I've gone running, working out a bit, taking a shower, just something/anything to change the pace and my internal clock. I'll try sleeping again later and it tends to work.





Again responding at this hour dries up a bit of my wit so I'm dry on questions but not on ideas.


New idea, I'm going to post randomly and you can feel free to reply and respond to your discretion. 


You don't like Pandora? D: I love finding new and random music. I have maybe over 200 stations. I've discovered maybe 96% of it and put in 4% of my own. I'd listen to something awesome and it'd hint at a pretty good band after that so I'll change over to them and it's ever evolving. Soft music helps me sleep, and so last night I had Vienna Teng radio (stolen from your playlist of course). I'm a music thief. All of my favourite songs I never really find on my own. Someone shows me, and I'll show them off to others hoping to spread and trade interests. I actually had something else I was going to write but I forgot it in my own typing. So I'll post one of my own failings out of boredom. Feel free to critique ^^ (longestish one)





The Window (Monday, June 9, 2008 )


As I looked out my window I could tell it was going to be another boring day.


It had been raining forever with no sign of going away.


The raindrops must have been the size of baseballs because it was simply pouring.


It was like a haze, so I couldn’t see very far, thus leaving my imagination soaring.


I mean it must’ve been my imagination because I couldn’t believe what I was seeing.


There was a young male on the street; I wondered from what he would be fleeing.


I mean why else would anyone st

Syrus Alexander Noir Report | 06/05/2010 3:04 am

Hmm? I'm fine. If anything feeling a bit restless. It's summer and I committed to myself last winter I'd go out and make use of the outdoors and physical training. I've just gotten so lazy after my varsity tennis years it's hard to come back. The only friend I still have from that team refuses to play when his excuse is, "That's a lot of work." I blame the spring season in general (the mating season as some would call it). Out of the ten or so local friends I know, four of them refuse to do anything because of the relationship they're in, and if they do tag along all they do is make you feel like the spare wheel. The rest just want to go out, party, and get shitfaced. It's a little frustrating when all I can do to kill time is play games, but doing that every so often wears them out. The absolute boredom and my lack of sleep schedule make me want to tell them to ******** off and start running at 4am and concern life with myself. Everytime I get a decent sleep schedule down, one of them feels like coming over because I'm their last resort in killing time, and we end up staying up till 6am causing me to sleep all day. This procrastination and lack of exercise is making me unhappy with my figure and my daily lifestyle.

Now I only rant on it because you've asked. I've been dealing with some of these issues anywhere from months to years. It's nothing new to me, and it's nothing I find worth complaining about. I'll figure something out, I always do. Since I haven't been all that motivated to find a job, and school isn't until the fall. I'm thinking of joining a gym or just doing something that wears me down physically day in and day out. Gives my brain less time to think and less time to fall into a downward spiral.

Do you have anything you'd like to get off your chest? No one really likes setting a negative mood with whiny words, but sometimes it's worth getting things off your chest to complete strangers.
Anything I can do to help?
Any goals you have for yourself by the end of summer?
Goals for the end of the year?

Syrus Alexander Noir Report | 06/04/2010 4:40 pm

Mine would a socialist dictatorship. What I say goes, but most likely I'd let all my advisers do all the work until I saw then unfit. Everyone would get health care so long as they were employed. I'd give plenty of employment opportunities rather than shipping it overseas. I'd put a lot of funding into schools to make people want to come here to learn giving us all their money. I'd be like one of those European countries, untouched but not involved with war. I'll let someone else take care of that -couch America cough-

It would be a very fun loving and comfortable culture. With random events once a week to kill the mundaneness. Hat day, Tee day, Music day, Food day, Tvday, Dress up day, Renaissance day, Victorian day, Steampunk day, Rap day, Pop day, any culture and anything day. If people participate most likely they'll buy stuff and that will help fund advertisements for events and such.

The religion would be unbiased but limited. You can do whatever you want/wherever you want so long as it isn't imposing on someone else. If your church starts protesting something you're closed down. Being an a** to other people shouldn't be part of any religion. Tolerance and caring is what it would be based on. At the same time not pacifistic. You know how to stand your ground, gain respect, and respect others.

I've been a bit scatter brained lately so I honestly can't think of much.
Have you heard of Pandora.com? If not try it. Fantastic radio.

Syrus Alexander Noir Report | 06/03/2010 3:41 pm

You know those icecream drumsticks? It's like that but brownie flavored with brownie bits on top.

Presidents don't get to do anything but PSA's. I'd prolly pass a bunch of laws to legislature just to watch them all get declined. If anything I'd only get to Ye' or Ne' any laws that get passed up to me on that day. Oh yea I'd also do a Cameo in a movie, just cause presidents don't seem to do that anymore.

Erm, first I'd -explicit- then I'd -explicit- -explicit- followed by -explicit- then I'd out out in public and -explicit- and before the day ends I would -explicit- -explicit- -explicit-

If I were invisible I'd get on the news. I would prank, steal, and become a worldwide phenomenon before turning back to normal and having my name written down in history for a day.

Neither. I like to bask and soak. I suppose umbrella if it were to cold out but warm rain is my favourite.

I honestly have no idea. I tend to watch Pixar movies more and now that Steve Jobs owns more than half of Disney it's being slowly poisoned says my Disney obsessed friend. So I suppose I'd have to say the First Pirates of the Caribbean. Johnny Depp is awesome.

People stump me O.O never predictable, only assumable, they're a very random and mysterious creature. Hence why I have such an interest in them.

If you could create a government how would it be ruled?
If you could create a culture what would be the norms/abnorms?
If you could create a religion what would be the practices?

Syrus Alexander Noir Report | 06/02/2010 11:44 pm

Nuuuu that's cheating. >,>

1. What are you currently doing? Watching Hajime No Ippo while eating a brownie drumstick

2. What kind of phone and provider do you use? iPhone 3G and AT&T

3. If you could pick up a hobby what would it be? Boxing and playing the piano

4. What's your sign? Libra

5. Natural sunlight or artificial light? Natural light hurts my sensitive eyes. I'd rather close all the blinds and use indoor lights ^^

The questions are lame cause I'm bad at describing myself. I'm only good at answering questions lol

Why SavageDamsal?
Have you used any other alias' and if so what were they called?
If you could pick a new name what would it be?

Syrus Alexander Noir Report | 06/02/2010 7:06 pm

I suddenly have the urge to attain 500$ Reason being this: http://www.etsy.com/shop/aranwen
And I know this may be old but I just found out about it today. Did you know you can change your facebook language settings to Pirate o.O?

Avocados. They go on eevveerryytthhiinngg -drools-

Erm... Waffles?

When they sleep. Not being a creep but I've seen girls take naps during group outings and it's interesting to see them in that state. Women have a pedestal effect to them and to see them in a state of slumber which they typically only show to themselves or a few select people, I think it's adorable.

I really can't say much about my earliest memory. I distrust my mind because I believe it makes things up on me. I wanna' say elementary school, 5th gradeish. Mostly times where I got hurt or into fights, mainly because retelling them gets to be funny and that's the only reason why I remember them. Over ten years ago, I can't remember how old I was, I lived in an apartment in Fridley. I remember going down a hill on my bike too fast, and it was the kind of bike that you had to put the pedals backwards to stop. Seeing as how that was fail I went face first over the handlebars into gravel. Scar memories. lol

I don't make a whole lot, except baked goods. And I'd rather look up a recipe and do it from scratch but every now and then I'll be lazy and use the box xP

Online, I notice their typing/speaking habits. In person, it's their overall complexion, and how they hit the senses. Typically I see them first so I size them up and do the stereotyping process I mentioned earlier. Secondly, I hear their voice, some people have unbearable ones and some people are beyond amusing. From there generally you're close enough to see if they douse themselves in some chemical or have a more tender smell. Shaking hands you can tell a lot about a person, from their oil/skin ratio, product use, physical labour types with callus' etc. Lastly, erm, can't exactly describe how one tastes casually so that's irrelevant. lol

Baked goods or over the stove?
Microwaveable quickies or long tedious hours slaving away at food?
Finger food or silverware?
East coast or West coast?
L.A. or NYC?
Gambling or not at all?

Syrus Alexander Noir Report | 06/02/2010 3:08 pm

I saw Iron Man 2. I liked Iron Man 1 more as a movie. Two was great, don't get me wrong but it was too funny. I couldn't stop laughing the whole movie. War Machine with his nonstop one liners, heck the final boss fight was maybe a whole 5 min so it was a little anticlimactic but it was a good movie.

Reasons why I get up in the morning vary from texts I get from friends, things I look forward too later that day be it videogames or other sorts of play. I rarely think about anything I -have- to do. The idea of work bores me. It's probably because I'm very lazy but more because I'm easily motivated by a challenge. It's if mundane tasks that a monkey can do I hardly see why I bother. I get up expecting to talk to certain people, laugh, and do what I do best. Kill time. (Currently unemployed because this damn community refuses to hire people despite help wanted signs. Best excuse I saw is I went into a store with help wanted, they told me to apply online, and online it told me to apply in store. I have school in the fall so there's not much to do besides wait while I look for a job)

I have naturally soft and smooth hands, practically girly mind you, hence why I look good in Jewelry I think. I don't use any kind of product, as long as they're clean it's freakishly smooth. I claim I also have a woman's brain due to what I learned in Psychology. I have a heightened sense of taste touch and smell which is a feminine trait over males. That plus the soft hands means I tend to give a different kind of massage. It's not a deep tissue that most people do, but rather a skin and nerve massage that involve gingerly touching and taps into the other's relaxation and good sensation. I also have a freaky habit of laughing in situations I simply can't handle. Example: I had my blood drawn a while ago (I have a phobia of needles >.< wink So I was able to cringe through as she filled the first vial. I didn't know she was gonna do a second one, so as she put the second one on and continued, I started laughing hysterically. The nurse walking in the hall looked at me like I was insane.

I would never hit a woman. I don't see the point in it. There's never a good reason to hit anyone. But if someone was attacking me to the point where it was unnecessary, or I felt my life or the safety of another was in danger I'd fight back. But if there's something that can't be settled in words, it's not gonna' be settled with violence. It's just silly.

Art. I enjoy learning about the history outside of America. But since I've had American history shoved down my throat every year in public school I found it painstakingly and utterly boring. I'm not entranced by our history by any means. But learning about European and Asian history fascinates me. Too bad the only world history class I had was one trimester my senior year making me oblivious to cultures outside the US.

I was actually about to ask this question. However, I would have to say sandals. Again with the softness, I'm extremely sensitive and walking on just about anything hurts my feet. Not callus enough. And shoes I usually wear most of the time but when it's summer, and I'm lazy/not planning to run. I throw on these awesome sandals I got while I was in Alaska and chill.

I have neither, I don't dare have anything pierced. It's just something that my brain wouldn't allow. It's not like I hate it, some people look really cool, but it easily can be overdone. As for on myself, it's just the idea of needles and such; makes me shiver. There's been a tattoo or two I've been considering for a long time, but since I can't think of anywhere to put it, I just hold it off as a daydream for now.

I could probably ask a thousand questions on fashion so I'll sum it up.
Describe your typical fashion and the average attire you wear.
Cash or Credit?
How long would you say you're on FB daily?
Favourite Cereal?
Favourite Subway toppings?
Satire or F'er Realz"

Syrus Alexander Noir Report | 06/02/2010 5:01 am

I mentioned Coraline simply because I find myself doing the head tilt thing frequently, usually throwing in a one word quip. "Waffles? -headtilt-" Also you receive uber points for all those answers ^^





I'm gonna' be lazy and point out that most of my favourtite anime's and Manga's are on my profile page ^^ under TV shows and reads. 





I love driving through the country and walking through the city. Never driving in the city, I'd rather do horrible mutilating things to myself then bring a car to the city. It's all kinds of fail. The stars in the countryside are beautiful, but all the good foods are in the city. Seeing as how I live in Suburbia I'd have to lean a bit closer to city. Being able to get anything I want within 5-15min of my house vs. an hour or so is much worth it.





Princess Mononoke, Spirited Away, Howl's Moving Castle is all that I can remember that I've seen. I'm sure there's been more but I saw all of them in a huge marathon back on Cartoon Network when it was still the coolest station on TV. It's been a long time since so I can hardly remember, least pick a favourite. Might have to go with Princess Mononoke because that's the only one I really remember.





You'll never see me settle for one quote, so I'll spam you a few from the many that I collect:


 “The only difference between reality and fiction: is fiction needs to be credible” -don't remember


"I Became Insane with Long Intervals of Horrible Sanity" -E.A.P.


"If you can't make fun of it, it's probably not worth taking seriously." -StW


"The difference between the world in your mind and the world in this realm is the sum of your façade." - Unknown


"Lie until it becomes the truth." - Unknown


"Everybody lies." - House M.D.


"That wasn't any act of God. That was an act of pure human ********." - Stephen King


"People ask my why I do this, and I tell them that I have the heart of a small boy ... and I keep it in a jar on my desk. ... " - Stephen King


"Ambition is a poor excuse for not having enough sense to be lazy." - Steven Wright


"If I am not for myself, who will be for me? And if I am only for myself, what am I? - Rabbi Hillel


"There is nothing new under the sun." - King Solomon


"Too much to think about, and too much to do; too much time spent doing the former, and not enough time to do the latter." - PT





For as much as I sleep I hardly dream. And when I do dream it turns disastrous. My subconscious hates me, that I'm sure. Typically if I have something new that I obsess over, it'll litter my dreams until I have a crazy uncontrollable yearning for it, which ends up making me squeeze the life out of it, and ruining all that I potentially could've had. To me sleep is peace and dreams come to me while I meditate. 





I would say I'm your average Northern European mutt. Meaning I dunno what ethnicity I am. From my mothers side I'm 5% of every country in northern Europe: ranging from Ireland, UK, to Sweden, Norway, German, I think I'm maybe 8-10% Danish being the most. My father was adopted so that's unknown. I'm your average 6 foot even white male with dark brown eyes and hair to match unless I'm getting sunlight which will then brighten to a deep ruby red hair while my skin turns an olive. 





I would invent a HUD (Heads Up Display). Something that appears in the top corner of view and lets you know things varying from personal performance, time, people around you. You could look at someone familiar and it would bring up detailed information on them which can help recall why you know them. New position and you can't remember everyone's name, you look at them and see their name. You can attach notes to people reminding you about certain aspects. It lets you know if you're body isn't doing well or that you're sick before you get the worst of it. It's all in all your one in all tool that only you can see individual to everyone.





If you won a large sum of money where would it all go?


Do you typically wear your hair up or down?


Any allergies?

Syrus Alexander Noir Report | 06/01/2010 10:21 pm

Sorry I took so long >.> I had company.