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Seaking177 Report | 09/22/2021 4:53 pm

i dont know if gabby ever checks here, i hope shes doing well, but if you do gabby - 970 361 2844

Seaking177 Report | 07/25/2019 8:19 pm

hey nixie...its been a while

stuff lately...has felt extremely stressful and...to be honest it feels like im not even alive with where i am at in life.

it feels.. empty, the same thing each day, i....keep thinking about breaking the promise, but i cant..

i still hope to, one day, visit your grave and give you the clay bird house and clay pot i made, i still have them and i make sure they dont get damaged at all, these are some of the most important things i have

and ive been thinking lately, the internet has completely ruined my life. if we didnt have a computer growing up i dont think i would as a failure as i am now, i havent been able to get a job because of the chest and back pain from poor posture from sitting at the computer every day, i have been trying my best to try to make any kind of money from youtube or twitch (twitch is a platform you can live stream games, people can subscribe to you and donate to you, and thats how you get paid) and... i dont know if its even worth it to keep trying. i want to give up so badly, but i know i cant break the promise...

i love you, i dont know the next time ill update you on my life :c

Seaking177 Report | 12/27/2013 4:48 pm

Http://s90.photobucket.com/user/seanking177/media-full//scan00152.jpg.html
Rinaxox. OK, let's look into that.


http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/chatterbox/girls-come-find-a-boy-to-cuddle-with/t.36268173_27503/#27503
Oh, look, same name.

Whatever your name is, I'm not mad, just disappointed. Because of you I have wanted to kill myself for years because I thought I killed you. Whatever your name is, you are a horrible person.

Seaking177 Report | 11/16/2011 7:21 pm

i have finally come to terms in the past week you are truly gone...the short time we had together was the best time i can remember.
i wish when you sent that letter that i gave the right address...i think the only thing wrong was the zip code, i should have asked my mom what it was instead of trying to remember it. the clay birdhouse and clay pot i still have, i will find your grave and put them there, i promise.

i love you Nixie. rest in peace.

Seaking177 Report | 08/18/2011 10:16 pm

OH! and i forgot to add, the metal bar is out biggrin ! my chest is all better now. i was able to keep the bar after they took it out too

Seaking177 Report | 08/18/2011 10:14 pm

hey nixie :3 its been a long time. i hope you are resting well <3.
i found a song that you might laugh at me for liking, but it wont get out of my mind sad but i think you would have liked it <3.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9WM4v8m2zUQ
Ok Go - Needing-Getting
miss you lots. Love
Sean

Seaking177 Report | 07/31/2010 9:23 am

my last account got hacked as you might guess...i was wondering how you have been resting smile .

i just wanted to let you know how i have been doing.
im not sure where to start...i guess i will start after i heard what happened to you...

remember me telling you about scott's girlfriend that came to live with us, "Samantha"? me, my mom, scott, and her all moved to PA. Rick kept threatening us and the last time anyone saw him, he was standing outside the kitchen with a gun.
so, we moved to PA. me and my mom were living in a woman shelter in Washington, >_> they were assholes to me...we stayed there for about...im not even sure D:, but it was a few months, my mom got a job as a janitor somewhere, saved up some money and we moved into an apartment place on the other side of town lol,. i was going to school the whole time, it was...ALOT different, most of the people were assholes. oh, Samantha's best friend "Brie" asked me out, and we were going out for about 7 months, it didnt really seemed like she liked me alot though...
oh, at school. i was taking an extra class for Computer programing and it would seem like every time i complete the thing the teacher wanted me to do, everyone would look at it and be like "...WTF how did you do that?" cause i guess i mixed everything up wrong, but it still worked like all the other ones smile
when i made one "friend" there he asked me if i could get him some music CDs, after telling him about a thing better then limewire smile , "BitTorrent". i downloaded and burned the music he wanted to a few CDs, like 3 or 4 i think, and i asked him for something like 3$ for all of it. i waited about 3 weeks for him to pay for it and then during lunch i asked him about it, he told me he wasnt gonna pay and to ******** off. the day i asked him i was already mad about other stuff, so i told him to move to another table or i will hit him, so he wouldnt shut up and kept running his mouth...i had one of those backpacks that have the handle at the top that can extend and wheels on it...pulled up the handle as high as it would go, stood up and with the handle in both hands, picked the backpack up and hit his face as hard as i could with one of the wheels, then left the backpack there and walked off to the office. it was kinda funny though, it sounded like EVERYONE in the lunch room was talking like "Holy s**t, did you see what that kid just did?"
after that i was "transferred" to an after-school thing, i liked it alot better cause the people in that one (besides one teacher that i made really mad and almost hit me) were alot nicer and cooler.
that was the first year i was in school, the 2nd year i stopped going to school sad , it just...felt strange.
i think i told you about John, my oldest brother. he moved in with me and my mom in PA and he hasnt done a thing D:, hes just a leech x.x
scott was living with Samantha after we got to PA, then he broke up with her and went to live with Brie.
OH! i did get that surgery to fix my chest smile , but it sucks D:, they put a metal bar into my chest and alot of the time i am short of breath or in pain sad , it should come out sometime this year or in the next 2 years, i have had it in for 2 years so far, the doctor said said it will stay in "2 - 4" years, and that sucks D:.
oh, my mom didnt like PA all that much so about...a year ago i think well...yeah a little over a year ago we moved back to CO, but we are living in Pueblo now. me, my mom and john all moved back to CO, but john isnt living with us now. hes living somewhere in pueblo though, him and his GF are living in her car. they are both lazy and assholes.
i havnt been going to school, i have been mostly learning stuff on my own now.

im not sure what else to put...i still love you, i hope you are resting well.

Sir Prince Of Death Report | 12/09/2007 8:05 pm

hey nick..i know this is to late...but i love you and miss you deeply...i wish i was not suck a ******** up...its all my fault...i know you will say its not, but i think it is my fault...

Sir Prince Of Death Report | 10/19/2007 5:52 pm

my account Seanking177 got banned....not sure if you care tho, just letting you know

Seanking177 Report | 07/14/2007 9:53 am

i sold the old ring...to get a new one =D

the old one was getting rusty...