Trueness

im ambuh. thee one and only.
there's no one else lyke me.
im not like other girls.i don't need a million things to show you love me. i just need 3 little words. i mean seriously, i could conquer the world with one hand as long as someone is holding the other.
but in my opinion, loves wierd.
we're all a little wierd, and lifes a little wierd.
&& when we find someone who's wierdness is compatable with ours
&& we join up && fall into mutually satisfying wierdness,
we call that love;true love. and thats something i crave.
im only 15, and i've been through more than a lot of people you'll ever meet.
im open about my sexuality. but my sex life is not any of your buisness.
got a some of homies. got a lot of haters.
im a pretty complex person. im complicated and unusual.
im emotionally weak, but every day i grow stronger.
im random and spontanious.
and i want you want me.

i have this philosophy on life.
&& it goes something lyke this:
You always want what you can't have. Once you have it, you don't want it. and once you lose it, you'd give anything to have it back.
its amazing how you realize when you lose someone,
you get mad at yourself for not saying all the things you could've said a million times. you take for granted the days you spend doing nothing when you could've been with them. anyone can be taken at any time in our lives, but we always wait until they're gone to say the things we didn't have the courage to say before.
you cant live your life for other people. you have to do what you think is right for you,
even if it hurts someone else in the long run.
because you sometimes you have to get ******** up just to feel sober,
cry to see clearer,
&& fall 100 times just to learn to pick yourself up<3.