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THE FLIP OF A COINBY: PRINCE BLAZE
LOVE IS SUCH A TWO SIDED EMOTION. IT’S LIKE THE RESULTS OF A COIN TOSS. HEADS, YOU WIN. TAILS, YOU LOSE. HEADS YOU WIN. TAILS… YOUR ME. LIFE WITH LOVE IS A BEAUTIFUL EXPIERIENCE WITH MORE JOYS THAN ONE CAN TELL. BUT FOR THE UNLUCKY THAT DO NOT HAVE LOVE, IT IS THE UNDYING EMPTYNESS INSIDE. YOU FEEL LIKE A BOOK WITH NO PAGES. ONE ONCE SAID THAT IT IS BETTER TO HAVE LOVED AND LOST THEN TO HAVE NEVER LOVED AT ALL. ONE WAS A FOOL. IF ONE WAS TO FLIP A COIN WHICH DETERMINES THE HAPPINESS OF THEIR LIVES AND IF POSSIBLE IT LANDS ON ITS SIDE, THEN IT WOULD BE NEITHER HEADS NOR TAILS. INSTEAD IT IS LOVE, BUT LOVE WITHOUT AN ETERNAL EXISTANCE. BUT ISNT ONE OF LOVE’S MEANINGS TO HAVE A BOND WITH SOMEONE ETERNALY? FOR THOSE WHO HAVE HAD THEIR LIFES COIN TOSSED ON THE SIDE, THEY HAVE HAD LOVE, SOME ENVY YOU. THEN THEY LOST…….MOST PITTY YOU. TO HAVE LOVE, AN ETERNAL BOND THEN TO HAVE “ETERNAL” TURN TO THE PAINFUL PAST. TO BE CHEATED OUT OF HAPPINESSAND FEEL NOT ONLY THE EMPYNESS OF NO LOVE, BUT THE PAIN OF THE DEATH OF YOUR SO CALLED ‘ETERNAL BOND”. WHILE ENDURING THE EMPTY PAIN INSIDE, YOUR LIFE BEGINS TO FEEL LIKE A RAINDROP FROM THE BEAUTIFUL SKY. HAVING TO BE SO HIGH UP THAT THE HEAVENS SEEM JUST OUTSIDE OF YOUR REACH. THEN A STORM COMES……….YOUR CASTED FROM THE YOUR HAPPINESS AND YOU FALL………………………...
YOU FALL…………………..
FALLING AND STARING AT THE GROUND, KNOWING THAT PAIN WAS SOON TO COME……..IF ONLY THEY KNEW THAT THE PAIN THAT WAS COMING WAS ENOUGH TO DRIVE A MAN CRAZY. YOU DIE IN THE INSIDE BUT LIFE WON’T LET YOU DIE ON THE OUT. YOUR LIFE OF LOVE IS REDUCED TO A SHADOW CONTAING PAINFUL MEMORIES THAT FOLLOWS YOU EVERYWHERE YOU GO. THE PAIN BECOMES MORE INTENSE WITH TIME. LISTENING TO LOVE SONGS ON THE RAIDIO THAT YOU USED TO LOVE BECOMES PAINFUL. WATCHING THE LUCKY BASTARDS IN LOVE DO THE THINGS THAT WAS YOU LONG AGO BECOMES ENOUGH TO MAKE YOU WISH FOR DEATH AND SAY GOODBYE TO THE ENDLESS PAIN INSIDE. BUT SADLY, AS WE ALL MUST KNOW, WISHES DO NOT COME TRUE. FOR IF THEY DID, WE WOULD BE ONE OF THE LUCKY BASTARDS THAT WE ENVY SO MUCH. LOSING LOVE IS SO HARMFUL TO THE HEART THAT IF YOU EXPIERIENCE IT YOUR HEART WILL DEVELOP A CONCIENCE AND YOU WILL SUDDENLY WANT TO TRY TO FIND LOVE AGAIN TO REPLACE THE EMPTYNESS INSIDE. TO DATE AND TO HOPE TO FIND WHAT YOU ONCE HAD. EXCEPT NOW YOUR HEART HAS A CONCIENCE JUST AS YOUR MIND HAS. YOU TRY TO FIND LOVE AGAIN BUT YOUR HEART REMINDS YOU OF THE SCARS AND PAIN THAT YOU STILL HAVNT GOTTEN OVER. YOU’RE HEART STRIKES FEAR INTO YOU. FEAR INTURN CAUSES YOU NOT TO TRY AND DATING BECOMES TOO FEARFUL AND RISKY. THIS CAUSES MORE PAINFUL EMPTYNESS BECAUSE NOW YOU REALIZE THAT YOU WILL BE WITH OUT LOVE FOR A LONGER TIME AND YOU BEGIN TO QUESTION IF YOU WILL EVER FIND LOVE AGAIN. SOME IN THIS WORLD ARE MAYBE STRONG ENOUGH OR MAYBE FOOLISH ENOUGH TO TRY AND LOVE AGAIN. THEY IGNORE THEIR HEARTS TELLING THEM TO FORGET THE EMOTION THAT THEY SEEK. THEY FLIP THE COIN OF LOVE AGIAIN. MAYBE THIS TIME THE RESULTS WILL BE DIFFERENT.
FOR ME I KNOW ALL TO WELL HOW IT FEELS TO BE UTTERLY CHEATED OUT OF AN IMMORTAL EMOTION. SO FOR THOSE WHO SAY THAT IT IS BETTER TO HAVE LOVED AND LOST THAN TO HAVE NEVER HAVED LOVED AT ALL…….I SAY BULLSHIT. AND FOR THOSE WHO SAY THAT A PAPERCUT IS THE WORST TYPE OF PAIN…….I SAYS THAT THEY HAVE NEVER LOVED AND LOST…..
~~~PRINCE BLAZE
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and i hope u dont lagh at me or anything