I'm male. I'm gay. I have OCD. [Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.]
I call myself emo. iknow its a ******** genre of music, IDFC. I'm a pain addict. I hate my ******** life. If You don't care that I want to ******** die, if you say, "Go ******** kill yourself already you ******** emo cry baby." Then ******** you. I'll do that when I'm ready.
Don't expect me to care. If you're a ******** HATEr then just ******** off because I don't want to hear what you've got to say.
"Scarred up and bruised. Left alone to hate. This blood is sour. Genocide is the deadliest power. You're a piece of s**t... Your nothing. You make me sick. Human waste-rotting away. ******** you-I don't care. Breathing statues left to burn. ******** you-I don't care."
There are a few people I care about, and they are all that is keeping me alive. I know I do not deserve to live in this world of perfection. And I'm sorry to thoes who agree with me on that. But for that one person who I truly and deeply care for, That of who I would give my life for, I must stay, for, I love him. Even after he cheated, broke all of his promises, lied to me, then left me here to bleed. I could never stop loving him. He was the one who brought me to the light, The happiest times of my life. Then brought me back To the dakness and pain. Back to where I belong. I could never love anyone else for as long as I live and that's a promise. He was, and still is, everything to me. Even now that he has someone new. Even now knowing he doesn't need me... I will always, always be there for him.
"Emptiness has darkened my eyes as I hoplessly beg for my life to end... Tell me whyy..."
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I hate remembering the times I had someone to hold because now I have nothing. So peirce my eyes and let them bleed so I wont have to see them together. The blood and pain is all I need to be able to forget these times.
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