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Report | 11/09/2009 8:15 pm

D: Identical to my situation with Tony.
Entirely. Identical. I had a weird feeling
that you and I had more in common than
I thought. .-.

But yeah, he ALWAYS ignores my texts,
never answers my calls, never really wants
to talk online. He doesn't like hanging out
with me unless there's something really
fun to do or drugs to do together. It's like
I'm not meaningful to him any more, and
it really, really hurts. Without him I'm like
a sad little shell of a person.

Idk if you have texting, but if you do,
text me tomorrow. My number is 215 813
5909. I gotta go to bed, and I have school
and guard practice tomorrow, but I want
to talk more. Haha. So yeah, text me if
you can. I'll talk to you tomorrow. (:

Report | 11/09/2009 8:07 pm

meoww hiss purr

Did it happen to you or something...?
I'm curious to hear your story. (:

Report | 11/09/2009 8:03 pm

meoww hiss purr

Bleh idk. Tony's really close to a lot of
his online friends though, especially
lyndsey. Like, they text 24/7 and they
talk on the phone for HOURS on end
in the middle of the night, but he'll like...
refuse to go outside so he can call me.
Idk. I feel like he doesn't really care
about our relationship any more, but
I'm trying to do all I can to save it. I
love him and he's the only best friend
I have. He's like, my world, y'know?

I just gotta make it work. o:

Report | 11/09/2009 7:59 pm

meoww hiss purr

Meh I'm just so insecure about him.
I've got this weird complex with staying
at the top of the 'pecking order' of his
friends, but I'm not doing such a good
job of it lately. Slumdogs (Lyndsey) is
kind of slowly taking my place and I hate
it because Tony's my IRL best friend too.

D:

Oh well. What can I do, I suppose.

Report | 11/09/2009 7:56 pm

meoww hiss purr

Hehe it's whatever, you asked for
one so I figured I'd whip one out
real quick. I was being honest though.
i've always wanted to talk to you but
felt like you wouldn't like me for some
reason. redface

I think it's because you're Tony's friend
and I always feel inadequate to Tony's
other friends, even though he calls me
his best friend... idk.

Yeah, I'm just gonna wait until I turn 18
and go to a psychiatrist myself and get
properly diagnosed.

Report | 11/09/2009 7:51 pm

meoww hiss purr

She, a girl so strikingly similar to
myself, a girl with brown hair and
gentle eyes. All the while smiling,
and yet I know nothing of what lies
beneath. All these months:
I have seen her.
I've seen her spoken word on the
whitewashed walls where all words
are lost.
And yet she remains striking in my
memory, with her dark, dusty eyes
and her pretty brown hair.
Her name always there in my mind
and I'd always want to speak to her,
and then not.
"Don't make a fool of yourself."
"Don't look lame."
I just wanted to be friends.
Passionately in like, it seems that
I am. For her, dear sweet Caylie.
Friendship, it seems, holds all the
same awkward steps as the first
that are taken into even true love.
And with the first step taken, the
momentum begins.
---------------------------------------

LOL I WRITE YOU POEM. redface
Don't think I'm a nerd plz.
I didn't know you had borderline.
We're really, really similar you
know. I think I have borderline
too but my parents won't take me
to a psychiatrist because we can't
afford one, so idk for sure. I have
all of the symptoms to a T though.

Report | 11/09/2009 1:44 pm

Son Of A Bean

That'd make me feel far too much like a scene f**. They have to hug themselves all the time, the rest of the world wont. >=D

Report | 11/09/2009 1:38 pm

Son Of A Bean

Okay, they are back. How am I going to get the hugs now though? ):

Report | 11/09/2009 1:34 pm

Son Of A Bean

I'm sorry, shall I put them back? D:

Report | 11/09/2009 12:59 pm

Son Of A Bean

=D
I want a hug to sleep, I'm going to go steal someone to hug >=]

Report | 11/09/2009 12:54 pm

Son Of A Bean

I wake up at 9, and sleep at about 1/2am razz
Gotta love having too much energy!

Report | 11/09/2009 12:36 pm

Son Of A Bean

Hehe, I'm the opposite, I like to be up early to get things done (:
I'll come and wake you up, lazy :3

Report | 11/09/2009 2:27 am

Son Of A Bean

I swear, I had to be forced out of bed with a crowbar this morning. I was just so comfy, mmm

Report | 11/08/2009 7:23 pm

goodbye seattle

Hello. I would write you a poem, but I'm lacking creativity.

Report | 11/08/2009 3:40 pm

Son Of A Bean

:O
can we do it, with lots of superglue?
like a mini arts class (:
Ahem, sorry, I don't know what got over me then. Heh

Report | 11/08/2009 3:37 pm

Son Of A Bean

Sorry, want to share?
Yeah it was a novelty present, But no one thought to take the fact I like hot chocolate into account. More the pitty on them.

Report | 11/08/2009 3:30 pm

Son Of A Bean

Big cup, or small cup?
I have a cup the size of a soup bowl and its going to hold a lot of coffee, ho-yes

Report | 11/08/2009 3:24 pm

Son Of A Bean

I can make you a warm lemon and honey drink, clears snuffles :3
and I can have a nice big coffee. Mmmmm

Report | 11/08/2009 3:20 pm

Son Of A Bean

Anyway, we shall get away from my depressing topic razz
I don't want to bring you down. Are you finaly un-ill?

Report | 11/08/2009 3:17 pm

Son Of A Bean

Shame most of the girls I find think its more fun to just want sex then leave you in the ditch :3

I love England-land (:

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