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In the shadows pf my dreams is my prince, his arms outstreched, awaiting me. But I can not find him. I search desperatly for his warm voice, his sweet scent, but all I find are more shadows. In the distance, I can hear him call out to me, but his words are lost to the sound of my tears, flowing endlessly from my tired eyes, and with each drop that strikes the ground, a bit of my shadows are washed away, the cold atmosphere replaced with calm waters,
reflecting my ambitions.
Feathers of white down drift in the warm air, but alone I still sound, the shadows growing within my mind.
I can see him, his hand placed lovingly on my shoulder as he smiles at my temper. Only he can calm me like this, but still, his voice is silenced as my shadows lash out at me.
Demons of my own creation, fighting to destroy me. The serene world around me crumbles away and is replaced by the endless void once more.
He is gone, shrouded in the swirling clouds of false judgement as I struggle against myself. Let me disappear, I beg you, but spare him from this agonising existance. Shield him from my pain, my anger and the endless madness that threatens to swallow me up like a boat in a tsunami.
Once again, my mind lashes out, demons of all shapes and sizes clawing at me as I struggle for escape, and then... he comes. His strength shielding me from myself as he smiles. Such innocence there is in that simple gesture, and just like that, he holds me close and everything fades away. The darkness in my mind falls away, replaced by a new emotion. A new sensation new to me, something warm and wholesome. Could it be love?
Whatever it is... don't let it end.
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I bet you're wondering about me huh? Probobly not, as most of the people here have scrolled past this section. But fear not, I am as I have always been. Interested in speaking, and tired of shadows.
The Galaxy Songyou down, Mrs. Brown
And things seem hard or tough
And people are stupid, obnoxious or daft
And you feel that you've had quite eno-o-o-o-o-ough
Just remember that you're standing on a planet that's evolving
And revolving at nine hundred miles an hour
That's orbiting at nineteen miles a second, so it's reckoned
A sun that is the source of all our power
The sun, and you and me, and all the stars that we can see
Are moving at a million miles a day
In an outer spiral arm, at forty thousand miles an hour
Of the galaxy we call the Milky Way
Our galaxy itself contains a hundred billion stars
It's a hundred thousand light-years side to side
It bulges in the middle sixteen thousand light-years thick
But out by us it's just three thousand light-years wide
We're thirty thousand light-years from Galactic Central Point
We go 'round every two hundred million years
And our galaxy is only one of millions of billions
In this amazing and expanding universe
The universe itself keeps on expanding and expanding
In all of the directions it can whiz
As fast as it can go, at the speed of light, you know
Twelve million miles a minute and that's the fastest speed there is
So remember when you're feeling very small and insecure
How amazingly unlikely is your birth
And pray that there's intelligent life somewhere up in space
'Cause there's bugger all down here on Earth
So, onto physical things right?
I have short rusty brown hair and bright blue eyes.
Pale skin, rather small... about 5' 3'' maybe 100 pounds...
My teeth are straight, and I'm usually smiling
Hmmm.... OH! On my back, there is this wierd scar, maybe birthmark.... it's in the shape of angel wings. Coincidence? More than likely.
reflecting my ambitions.
Feathers of white down drift in the warm air, but alone I still sound, the shadows growing within my mind.
I can see him, his hand placed lovingly on my shoulder as he smiles at my temper. Only he can calm me like this, but still, his voice is silenced as my shadows lash out at me.
Demons of my own creation, fighting to destroy me. The serene world around me crumbles away and is replaced by the endless void once more.
He is gone, shrouded in the swirling clouds of false judgement as I struggle against myself. Let me disappear, I beg you, but spare him from this agonising existance. Shield him from my pain, my anger and the endless madness that threatens to swallow me up like a boat in a tsunami.
Once again, my mind lashes out, demons of all shapes and sizes clawing at me as I struggle for escape, and then... he comes. His strength shielding me from myself as he smiles. Such innocence there is in that simple gesture, and just like that, he holds me close and everything fades away. The darkness in my mind falls away, replaced by a new emotion. A new sensation new to me, something warm and wholesome. Could it be love?
Whatever it is... don't let it end.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I bet you're wondering about me huh? Probobly not, as most of the people here have scrolled past this section. But fear not, I am as I have always been. Interested in speaking, and tired of shadows.
The Galaxy Songyou down, Mrs. Brown
And things seem hard or tough
And people are stupid, obnoxious or daft
And you feel that you've had quite eno-o-o-o-o-ough
Just remember that you're standing on a planet that's evolving
And revolving at nine hundred miles an hour
That's orbiting at nineteen miles a second, so it's reckoned
A sun that is the source of all our power
The sun, and you and me, and all the stars that we can see
Are moving at a million miles a day
In an outer spiral arm, at forty thousand miles an hour
Of the galaxy we call the Milky Way
Our galaxy itself contains a hundred billion stars
It's a hundred thousand light-years side to side
It bulges in the middle sixteen thousand light-years thick
But out by us it's just three thousand light-years wide
We're thirty thousand light-years from Galactic Central Point
We go 'round every two hundred million years
And our galaxy is only one of millions of billions
In this amazing and expanding universe
The universe itself keeps on expanding and expanding
In all of the directions it can whiz
As fast as it can go, at the speed of light, you know
Twelve million miles a minute and that's the fastest speed there is
So remember when you're feeling very small and insecure
How amazingly unlikely is your birth
And pray that there's intelligent life somewhere up in space
'Cause there's bugger all down here on Earth
So, onto physical things right?
I have short rusty brown hair and bright blue eyes.
Pale skin, rather small... about 5' 3'' maybe 100 pounds...
My teeth are straight, and I'm usually smiling
Hmmm.... OH! On my back, there is this wierd scar, maybe birthmark.... it's in the shape of angel wings. Coincidence? More than likely.
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