just me bored and tired!

As i walked through the store i felt as if there was someone watching... no following me... as i reached the exit i felt a hand on my left shoulder i stopped..... opened my eyes wide and turned around... it was a man.... he was tall, skinny, he had black hair, and he was wearing blue jeans and a volcom t-shirt... but if only i could remember that when i needed to, but it was too late... he hit me so hard in the head i flew at least five feet before everything went black... the last thing i could remember when i was concious was the mans hand on my shoulder... as i laid in the hospital bed i wondered.... why me?... why then?... why did he do that, i had nothing with me... was it just rage?, or was it just because?... as i dozed off i had a dream i was running through the store and the mysterious man that i could not remember was chasing me... i ran as fast as i could up and down isles... as i ran out of breath he caught up with me and tackled me... and at that moment i saw my short life flash before my eyes... i woke up with a jump... i saw my family and friends hovering over me... they asked me how i was and all that crap like loved ones normally do... but after thay left i was thinking about my dream... and i realized how lucky i was... he could have had anything worse than what he did... he could've had a gun or a knife, but at least i had a chance with being hit in the head... i can only imagine what would have happened if i had got shot or stabbed in the chest... a few months later i said i wish i would die, but then i sat in my room and remembered my experince how it could've gone alot worse than what it did... and since then i dont think i have ever wished or hoped i would die.....
 

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starduster91 Report | 09/21/2008 11:19 am
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
Kaleidoscope LaRue Report | 07/12/2008 1:48 pm
c'mon! taalk to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Maikouh Report | 07/08/2008 6:16 pm
HEY GIRL! what is up wit you!? i haven't talked to you in 4EVER! so i'm serial. you should PM me or email me or something cuz i miss ya doll face!
ulgyfish Report | 03/02/2008 3:10 pm
hi dare-bear. this is kay-kay write my a message and I tell u my new email adresses.
 
 
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