I became myself through the Instrumentality of links and relationships between myself and others. I am formed by interaction with others. They create me as I create them. These relationships and interactions serve to shape the patterns of my heart and mind.
You are just an object that is pretending to be human. Look deep within
yourself. Do you perceive the almost intangible and invisible presence
that lurks below your waking self. Inside your darkest dreams. It is there
that your true identity lies
Man fears the
darkness, so
he cuts at its
edges with fire...
But there is someone else who is your true self. You don’t know her, but she exists. You deny that fact and attempt to suppress the facet of your reality.
Because of fear.
Because she might not have human form. Because the present self might cease to be.
This is fear.
This is what you fear. That you will become nothing. You are afraid that you will disappear from the minds of others if another exists.
I’m afraid. Why is that.
Because your current self will have never existed.
You are scared, aren’t you?
Because you will cease to be.
This is the beginning of Instrumentality. That which the people had lost…the minds which had disappeared...
Is rushing in to fill the void in the Mind. The complementation, Instrumentality for the Mind and Soul, begins.
Instrumentality, which will return all things to nothingness…has begun.
This is the beginning of Instrumentality.
That which the people had lost…
the minds which had disappeared…
Is rushing in to fill the void in the Mind.
The complementation, Instrumentality for
the Mind and Soul, begins. Instrumentality,
which will return all things to nothingness…
has begun.
It is not a return to nothingness. It is merely a return to the state of beginning.
It is no less than the return to the primal womb that we lost so long ago.
Souls and Minds will become one attaining eternal balance.
The final goal is nothing more than that.
There is an emptiness at the very core of our Souls.
A fundamental incompleteness that has haunted all beings since the very first
thought. The lack which causes a void within the Mind. This void is the cause
of anxiety and fear. On a primal level, Man has always been aware of the
darkness that resides at the core of his Mind. We have seeked to escape
from this void and the fear it causes, and all Man’s accomplishments were
made in the hope of filling it.
You can’t tell what the truth is. Truth is subjective, therefore, you can barely tell that what you can feel is fact. The truth is within you. And the facts that remain in your memory are what will become your truth. Truth can be changed from time to time, sometimes.
This is all fact? This is the result of everything?
This is real, but one of many realities. This is the conclusion you wanted.
Wanted? Me?
Yes. Total destruction. You wished for a world in which nobody would be saved.
No! I didn’t wish for this! The others didn’t save me!
Nobody can save you from yourself. This is what you wished for. Destruction, death, and return to nothingness. You wished for these. This is the reality that is.
What is reality?
This is your world. A world that exists solely for yourself. One without time, space, or anyone else. A world in which every facet is determined by you. This is the world where you just wait for others to give you something. That is reality. This is your world unless you decide to change reality.
This is the world that is! Nothing can change that!
No. You, yourself make the decision. This is the world where your mind decides what will be. That is reality. Whether it is the will to survive. Or a wish for death. It is all up to you.
Are you saying that this darkness, this insane world, are what I really wish to create?
Yes. You wished for a closed world that was comfortable for you. You wished for it in order to protect you from your weakness. To protect your few pleasures. This is merely a result of your wish. In your closed world, in a world where only you are allowed to be, others cannot live with you. But still you wished to close off the world that surrounded you. Your wish ejected things you disliked and created an isolated and lonely world filled with nothing. This is the world that your wishes have created. A private haven in the recesses of your mind. This is how it all ends. One of many possible endings. This is an ending you brought upon yourself. You chose this fate.
I beg to dream and differ
from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of
the rest of our lives
Now I understand
what you tried to say to me
and how you suffered for your sanity
and how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen,
they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now
It's something unpredictable,
but in the end is right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
Shine, bright morning light.
Now in the air the spring is comming.
Sweet blowing wind,
singing down the hills and valleys.
Keep your eyes on me,
now we're on the edge of hell.
Dear my love, sweet morning light
wait for me, you've gone much farther, too far.
Hear the chorus of pain
taking you back to proper ways.
It's so easy to find
if you could remind me.
Come with me in the Twilight of a summer night for a while.
Tell me of a story never ever told in the past.
Take me back to the land where my yearnings were born.
The key to open the door is in your hands.
Now fly me there.
In the land of Twilight, under the moon
we dance for the idiots.
Ring around the roses
jump to the moon
racing with the castonets.
I will sing for Cresent Moon
dancing with the castonets.
As the end will come so soon
in the land of Twilight.
It just takes some time, little girl.
You're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine.
Everything will be alright.
Don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out, looked down on
just do your best, do everything you can
and don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away.
Stairway to Heaven
There's a Lady who's sure
all that gllitters is gold
and she's buying a Stairway to Heaven.
When she gets there she knows
if the stores are all closed
with a word she can get what she came here for.
And she's buying a Stairay to Heaven.
Theres a sign on the wall
but she wants to be sure
cause you know sometimes
words have two meanings.
In the tree by the brook
there's a song bird who sings
"Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven."
It makes me wonder...
Theres a feel that I get
when I look to the west
and my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen
rings of smoke through the trees
and the voices of those who stand looking.
It makes me wonder...
And it's whispered that soon,
if we all call the tune,
then the Piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn
for those who stand long
and the forests will echo with laughter.
If theres a bustle in your hedgerow,
don't be alarmed, now.
It's just a Spring Clean
for the May Queen.
Yes there are two paths you can go by
but in the long run
there's still time to change the road you're on.
And it makes me wonder...
Your head is hummin'
and it won't go,
in case you dont know.
The Piper's calling you to join him.
Dear Lady:
Can you hear the wind blow,
and did you know your Stairway
lies on the whispering wind?
And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller our soul.
There walks a Lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How everything still turns to gold.
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last.
When All are One and One is All.
To be a rock and not to roll.
And she's buying a Stairway to Heaven...
We are the few who won't say nothing right.
We are the footsteps fading into the night.
Nobody cares, nobody stares with such con-viction and I say:
"I never wanted this. No one ever wanted this.
But they gave it to you so you might as well be proud of it."
And I don't know where we went wrong
All I know now is I gotta do something right!
I see love, I can see passion
I feel danger, I feel obsession
Don't play games with the ones who love you
Cause I hear a voice who says:
I love you... I'll kill you...
Loneliness, I feel loneliness in my room...
Look into the mirror of your soul
Love and hate are one in all
Sacrifice turns to revenge and believe me
You'll see the face who'll say:
I love you... I'll kill you...
But I'll love you forever
Go, if you come up against a hurdle.
Fight, fight for the things you believe in.
Passion, Joy, Sorrow, pain and tears.
All they will be pabulum of your life.
Go, if you come under the wet yourself.
Fight, fight for the person you believe in.
Destiny is calling you...
“Obey me, or defy me”
The Southern cross is twinkling and watching us.
Far beyond, so far away from us.
The Southern Cross is a holy light.
We are the crusaders of the Southern Cross.
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence
If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
Don't care what people say
Follow just your own way Follow just your own way
Don't give up, don't give up
To return, to return to innocence.
Smell the burning embers, time flickering away.
Timeless but soon gone.
Timeless but soon gone.
And I can find myself, alone with just my thoughts.
As time crumbles away.
Time crumbles away.
Guilt. Tearing me up inside.
The innocent.
An evil in disguise.
The face of beauty to fall for.
I fall to my knees, deceitful.
Warmness of the Soul
Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
You live your whole life staring at a wall,
your mind goes blank sooner now you will fall.
You never learned the things you say to know now, but how?
There seems to be a difference, two different types of kids.
The ones who go out and the ones that are taught to live.
One groups taught how and the other group is taught why.
There's no need to tell you what's in my mind,
but in the game of life I'm doing fine.
No reason to tell you which way to be.
Cause the streets have opened my eyes to see.
There's no need to tell you what's in my mind,
but in the game of life I'm doing fine.
No reason to tell you which way to be.
Cause the streets have opened my eyes to see.
Look what's happening now.
What are the reasons why and how?
And don't you think it sounds stupid when someone's treated
different cause they're not the same as me or you?
You live your whole life staring at a wall,
your mind goes blank sooner now you will fall.
You never learned the things you say to know now, but how?
There seems to be a difference, two different types of kids.
The ones who go out and the ones that are taught to live.
One groups taught how and the other group is taught why.
There's no need to tell you what's in my mind,
but in the game of life I'm doing fine.
No reason to tell you which way to be.
Cause the streets have opened my eyes to see.
There's no need to tell you what's in my mind,
but in the game of life I'm doing fine.
No reason to tell you which way to be.
Cause the streets have opened my eyes to see.
Give me your hand, (Conceived and born was one of light)
blood is spilt and man will follow
infernal man, (Rain and dark, the other born black night)
punishment too great to bear
Raise your head and taste the courage
(the one of light)
Fall from grace, unholy night
I've come here to kill you,
won't leave until you've died
Murder born of vengeance,
I closed my brothers eyes tonight...
A good friend once told me you are memory
without them we equal nothing
And all I can see is the place I wanna be
Suddenly my life was so free
Leaves at my feet, blown to the ground
their echoes are reaching my ears
Night's coming fast, suns going down
But keep away from me...
Keep away from me...
Keep away from me...
Keep away from me...
A good friend once told me we are memory
Without them we equal nothing
And all I can see is the place I wanna be
Timeless my life was so free
Leaves at my feet, blown to the ground
their echoes are reaching my ears
Nights coming fast, suns going down - confused
I don't know the answers but neither do you
Darkened eyes you'll see,
there is no hope, no savior in me
(don't look this way, don't breathe this way,
don't stare this way, anymore)
Learned from years gone by, no one will care,
what happens to me
(don't look this way, don't breathe this way,
don't stare this way, anymore)
I'm alone in here
No more feelings
Killed my fears
Don't ask
you'll never know
you're left behind and I'll be exposed
Far away, you keep on trying...
Holding me down, breaking away,
trying to distance my life.
Not one in the crowd, but one with the answer
the one that could change your mind
But it's not true, I don't need you
Don't waste your time, and don't waste mine
I'm not your friend, I won't soothe your soul
And in the end you're all dead to me....
We keep writing, talking and planning, but everything's changing.
We all know what to do but no one does it.
Now this time has passed and full of regret.
Two in my heart have left me a while, I stand alone.
When they get back, it won't be the same.
My life, you've always been there.
Now you're gone and my head's spinning.
Left the childhood, left the memories, left the good times in the past.
Moving on your time has run out.
Wishing the clock would stand still, the world can wait.
Wasting away once again, once lived as friends.
As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life.
The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night.
Never will I forget you, and all the memories past.
So rarely I get to see your face.
Growing I looked to you in guidance.
We knew that time would kill us, but you're still so close to me.
To me you were my life.
To me you were my soul companion.
Now you are so far away.
Nothing can take away the time and the memories we had.
Come back - to the days when we were young
Come back - to the days when nothing mattered
To the days when nothing mattered
And I feel time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life.
The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night.
As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life.
The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night.
Lived through you,
safe with how we lived our lives,
with how it all turned out.
(But things are bound to change)
Uncovered lies, surfaced throughout,
will make you change your mind
Sometimes life is altered
Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right
When I see you, I can read it in your eyes,
fate misunderstood.
(But things are bound to change)
Swallowed the lies, can't blame you for,
thinking with your heart.
Sometimes life is altered.
Break from the ropes your hands are tied.
Uneasy with confrontation.
Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right
I see my world crumble and fall, before my eyes
I know, I know.
Dark will turn to light, in time I'll be alright
I know, I know
(I never imagined my life could turn out this way
So cold so black so alone)
Living goes by fast, catch your breath
and it will pass you by.
And it won't last, to sulk with the memories you hold.
Sometimes life is altered.
Break from the ropes your hands are tied.
Uneasy with confrontation.
Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right.
Sometimes life is altered.
Break from the ropes your hands are tied.
Uneasy with confrontation.
Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right.
I Won't See You Tonight
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved
Building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me,
You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight
Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
Come back to me, this is unconceivable
Breaking apart the ones you love
Hate runs deep for what you've done to us
Left alone through suicide...suicide
I just want to die, take away my life
lay by your side, please...
Come back to me, this is unconceivable
Breaking apart the ones you love
Hate runs deep for what you've done to us
Left alone through suicide
Look at my face you pierce with a blank stare
No dream could prepare a heart for a lifeless friend.
He's gone. Nothing will take back time.
I need him back, but nothing will take back time.
I can see just fine with you in my life,
there by my side as it starts to fade
I know this can't be right, stuck in a dream
a nightmare full of sorrow
Nightmare - full of pain
Nightmare - full of pain
I look back and see the twisted road
Best friends and despair took its toll
Take away, Take away
Take away, Take away
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me, I cared for
and most of all I loved
but I can't see myself that way
please don't forget me
or cry while I'm away
Look at my face you pierce with a blank stare
No dream could prepare a heart for a lifeless friend.
He's gone. Nothing will take back time.
I need him back, but nothing will take back time.
I can see just fine with you in my life,
there by my side as it starts to fade
I know this can't be right, stuck in a dream
a nightmare full of sorrow
I can see just fine with you in my life,
there by my side as it starts to fade
I know this can't be right, stuck in a dream
a nightmare full of sorrow
Fight for honor, fight for your life.
Pray to God that our side is right.
Even though we won, I still may lose
Until I make it home to you
I see our mothers filled with tears,
grew up so fast where did those years go?
Memories wont let you cry
unless I don't return tonight.
It is human nature to change things
about you. 10 years from now,
you'll have completly different
interests, but sometimes, there are
a few things that will remain with
you forever.
I will always be there should you
ever need a shoulder to lean on...
Look who's laughing now.
I'll pull it off somehow.
As I passed her by I could see her cry
and I'll never forget the look that was in her eye
and the music you know it played on & and on & on
so won't somebody tap her on the shoulder
tell her life goes on.
Keep on hoping, keep on coping,
get outta your bed and get yourself movin'.
Keep on winning, keep on saying
"Tomorrow brings some better things."
Sometimes it goes from bad to worse,
feels like your heart is about to burst
and it all comes down on you like a ton of bricks.
There's times you feel like you're gonna break
and you don't know how much more you can take.
Is it in you, can you make it through the day?
You gotta--outlive another night,
persevere and see the light
and only then, my friend,
you'll understand what life is worth.
There's days when you just feel alone
like an outcast from this speeding world,
you've been crusing at your speed and left behind.
You send out for the cab, what's more,
they saw your face and they slam the door
so you think back to your past and brighter days.
You gotta--outlive another night,
persevere and see the light,
and only then, my friend, you'll understand.
Keep on hoping, keep on coping,
get outta your bed and get yourself movin'.
Keep on winning, keep on saying
"Tomorrow brings some better things."
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That's one word I'll say to describe your avie.
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lols I'm just kidding.