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SOME INFO ABOUT MEMy name Chris. I like to judge myself, even though I think it's wrong and is against everything I stand for. I have a hard time dealing with reality so I distance myself from it. I know it's wrong. I hate it when people treat me like an idiot and judges/prejudge me because of my age. I know I'm young and ignorant, but so is everyone else in this world. At least I'm willing to learn. I'm easily addicted to people, but I'm okay now. I have many acquaintances and few friends. I tend to share my feelings people to if they try to get close to me. I've been through Hell and back quite a few times now. At this point, I can take anything and tear it to shreds. I don't know what to believe, religion-wise. That doesn't mean I want someone to attempt changing me. I have faith in certain things. I have faith in music's ability to help people, I have faith in my family, karma, and myself. I hope there's an afterlife of some sort. Though, I think humans are very arrogant/judgmental to think we deserve such a thing.The idea of not existing terrifies me and being single forever. I hate to think that we may just end when we die. I hope that when I die I get a book of answers. I love shopping. I like to talk about people's struggles with addiction and life.I hope my life is somewhere near as exciting now to find that soulmate.I used to compulsively lie, I trust people until they give me a reason not to, I'm very honest. I totally believe in karma. To those who don't believe... Karma does find you eventually! I think I've paid my dues and I'm finally getting a break in life. (I hope this doesn't come back to spite me). I know what's wrong and I know what's right, but I know what I like and that's usually what I strive to achieve or experience. Everyone who knows my secrets has disappeared from my life. Sometimes I think that's meant to be. I'm going to make a difference one way or another. I am guilty of being critical of myself. I am guilty of human nature. PS im from toronto canada and i am 17 xD
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