The stars will cry
the blackest tear
tonight

No.

I never knew what way to go.

Just another ugly girl with a bowlcut.

Who am i to say whats right?

Well, now that i know I'm usless...

Some times i wonder

What would the world care if i was gone

you will do the dance of sorrow

you just laugh, its all ok

We'll alway float on anyways

good news will work its way to all the plans

No thing to wonder

all the ridiculous clouds

I guess i'll pack up my mind

it was always worth it

thats the point i would like to hide

farther farther, its not far enough away

its awful

hate to break it to you, but its out of my control

i'm on the white side, your on the dark side

this would be a good time

it works slowly if you notice it at all.

some one tell her, some one get her

right foot, left foot, right foot, left foot

if you want a straight out lie

the sky is always falling down on me

forgive me please

one two three four ...

not the ways i'm supposed to be

happyness is just a day away... always

ugly marks arn't just a moment

self destructive, or my productive

Hide me

too late to wonder why

breath in the morning sorrow

i want to live where soul meets body

let the sun wrap its arms around me.

feel what its like to be new

of finding a place where we're far more suited than here

took you a little farther away from me

in a place where we only say good bye

bracing for bad news

love is watching some one die...

all beauty and truth

i can not pretend

as the blood runs red

you may feel alone

and every time tear roll down your cheeks

love of mine someday you will die

Is it to late to remind you how we were?
And let our last days of silence scream and blur...
Most of what i remember makes me sure.
You make me happier then i've been by far.
Some how everything i own, reminds me of you.
and for a moment i wish it was not true.
You dont think, you just to.
More than anything i want to see you stay.
Take a glorious day from the whole world.

For my best friend. Nicole. who is now dead.

I'll say it one last time for you.
the we really must go
you are the only thing thats right,
in my life time.
I can barely look at you,
but every time i do.
i know you'll make it even worse. Only for me.
I would have been besides you.
and we could have run for our lives.
To think i'll never see you again, makes it hard not to cry.
I can hardly speak. Or understand.
I wish to find an easy way to get out of my head.
Had heart, even if its only for a few days, i want to make up for all i've missed.
As if we had a choice.
But even if you never hear my voice, i'm always right besides you.