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My name is Allegra(sounds like an allergy medicine doesn't it). I'm 16 and in the 10th grade. I'm freakishly nerdy and weird but amazingly I pull it off well. My bestest friend in the whole flippin' wide world is the amazingly nerdy and weird girl, Lauren a.k.a. SCB(Super Chocolate Bear). My favorite color is purple. It's a sexy color for the most part. I kind of dislike the color green. Mainly because when I wear that color I can't pull it off, lol. I look like I'm sick or something. I usually wear blues, blacks, or grays so that's probably why. I don't like being too colorful. Okay maybe sometimes but not at school. I wear dark colors to match the atmostphere of that hell hole. I also can be one of the biggest bitches sometimes but ask any girl, it's in our nature. I don't mean to be sometimes but I get ticked off very easily so you should definately watch what you say around me. I'm also on the drill team at my school. We're pretty fierce if you ask me, lol.Things I like... hm... Well, I like shiny things or fuzzy things. I absolutely love reading, so if you have like any good book suggestions please do not hestitate to tell me. Another thing besides books that I love, is music. Music is my passion. I don't care what it is,(rock, punk, 80's, techno, rap, R&B, country, classical, etc.)if it's music I'll listen to it. I mean if you love music you have to give everything a chance, even country, as lame as it can be sometimes, it still has a few good songs. I also love drawing. I draw anything, realistic or animated you name it. Another thing that I love and is my passion, is writing. I have notebooks filled with poems and stories that I've written in the past. I love expressing myself even if no one else understands or even reads what I write. It allows me to get my feelings out. I can be angry or sad if I want. I don't feel ashamed of how dark and hateful my writing can be. I've written loads of dark, demented poems about ex-friends and my ex-boyfriend. When I write I know it's something I can protect and hold onto... And after I let someone read my stuff I feel exposed and vulnerable because those are my thoughts. And they might judge me, and as much as I say it doesn't bother me, deep down it hurts so much. I hide all my pain behind a smile. Even my closest friends don't know some of my dark secrets and my past. Oooo that got a little emo-like. Blech depression is not a pretty thing. What else do I like... Ah I love to laugh... Heck yes!!! It's flippin' awesome.
Anyways that aside maybe I should name things I hate now... Peas... Those are disgusting like seriously. Nastiness. And pea soup, I've never had any, looks so gross. I hate posers. And to me posers are people who follow cliques: preps(hate those with a passion with an exception to very few), goths, punks, emos, gangsters, etc. To me they're all posers. They follow and refuse to make a name for themselves. They change with the mainstream and it sickens me. I wear what I want to wear but I don't follow trends or forget who I am and act differently. Let's see what else do I hate? It's hard because I don't hate much stuff... *ponders* Oh wellz can't think of anything right now... Then again I never really think to begin with.... Well, that's pretty much me in a nutshell. There's more to me but the rest is random babble, inside jokes, and a lot of stuff you wouldn't understand( except SCB she's like my twin.)
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