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I'm sick of all the empty smiles, the forced smiles. All I want is for one smile to be real, one smile because I am happy, not just pretending to be. I go through the days with a smile on, but so few know it is not real. So few notice that it lacks emotion. So few can tell the difference. If only you could see how badly I am hurting behind my smile, the smile that hides so many tears, the broken smile.


hey i'm maria. i'm going to be a junior at wyoming valley west high school this year. i like life most of the time but i have moments where i want to destroy the whole entire planet. music and writing are the only things that can keep me sane. i play the flute, alto sax, and attempt the piano. i write a lot, but most of them aren't happy. i was recently screwed over, and i can't wait for karma to screw them over. what goes around comes around. long story short, if i like you we won't have a problem, if i don't stay the hell out of my way.

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"If you don't know how do lie, you don't know when you're being lied to." - House

If only you could see how I ache behind my smile.

"There's no one to fret, no one to condemn, no one to bless me for being a good girl, no one to punish me for being wicked." - The Amber Spyglass

"Chins up, shoulders back, chest out, eyes with pride." - Ms. Kirstine

"Just take a breath and start walking." - Army Wives

Fighting for peace is like ******** for virginity.

"I can't live in a world where you don't exist." - Twilight

"There's no such thing as a saint without a past, or a sinner without a future." - House

How Musicians do it...
Musicians do it with rhythm
Musicians do it in quartets
Musicians do it on a higher scale
Musicians do it in the practice room
Musicians do it according to the conductor's instructions
Drummers do it faster and faster
Guitarists do it with amazing techniques
Pianists touch, tickel, and titilate
Jazz musicians do it with improvisations
Band members do it in front of 10,000 people
- Joey Malahowski

"Curiosity often leads to trouble" - Alice in Wonderland

"To love another person is to see the face of God." - Jean ValJean

"I don't need to fight to prove I'm right, I don't need to be forgiven." - The Who

"You never quit on your music, no matter what happens, 'cause anytime something bad happens to you that's the one place you can escape to and just let it go." - August Rush

"Behind every great man there's a woman rolling her eyes." - Bruce Almighty

"I will never show the toll it's takin', but I'm invisibly shakin'. - Rodney Atkins

"The greatest thing you will ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." - Moulin Rouge

"Inside my heart is breaking, my make-up may be flaking, but my smile still stays on, the show must go on." - Moulin Rouge

"To cry infront of you is the worst thing i could do." - Grease

"Either you die a hero or you live long enough to see yourself become the villian." - The Dark Knight

"To be irreplacable you need to be different." Coco Chanel

"What doesn't kill you simply makes you stranger." - The Dark Knight


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VI_Zexion-Ienzo_VI Report | 07/29/2009 4:38 pm
This is a role play forum that was posted by my friend, x_sixteenth beat_x. If you think it sounds interesting please come and join us. If you are interested the link to the forum is at the bottom. Please invite your friends

Plot: Welcome to the year 2020. It is a hostile and hectic world. Humans have discovered and proven the existance of vampires, werewolves, and forms of "super humans" with dangerous and destructive powers in all continents of the world. They're goal...rid the planet of the dangerous creatures. All speices have been hiding out in the woods, in caves, doing all they can to survive. There is a small group of vamps, werewolves, and supers that have set aside differences to form a small community in the woods. They are constantly hunted and constantly in danger.

Rules: Follow all Barton Town Rules and regulations.
No sparkling vamps!!!!
Cursing IS allowed, but let's keep it to a minimum. Mkay?
Let's use complete sentences like grown ups.
And do NOT just type a one sentence entry...make it at least a paragraph
Have some fun with it.
Romance between species IS permitted...and encouraged! biggrin

Please copy this exclaim in your PM so that I know you have read all the rules AND the plot.

Please fill out the following character profiles and PM them to me x_sixteenth beat_x. Along with the character profile, include your username and your real name. I will post the characters on the forum after I have reviewed them. I WILL DRAW THE LINE AT HOW MANY CHARACTERS THERE ARE...and...PLEASE WAIT UNTIL ALL CHARACTERS HAVE BEEN POSTED BEFORE WE START.

Race: (human/vamp/super/wolf)
(For supers only) What is your power and how dangerous is it:
(For vamps only) How long you have been a vamp:

Remember...have fun with it!
Mr Toasterhead Report | 02/01/2009 7:56 am
Mr Toasterhead
lalala hai =3
KnightoftheFallen Report | 01/29/2009 4:34 pm
So how bout I went to school today only to find out it was cancelled? Yeah. I went up to Mr. K and was like
-"yo Mr. K, do is school cancelled today?"
and he was like
and then I was like
-"are you serious?!"
and he was like
-"Yeah, they cancelled it about a half hour ago. We're only here because of district band"
and I was like X_X
-"oh, I checked at 8 and it said 2 hour delay"
and we both laughed and went on our way.
>.< That was like... a waste of an hour and i could have been in bed sleeping. lol
Lunar Cookie Report | 01/03/2009 11:04 pm
Lunar Cookie
lol i see. [x
Lunar Cookie Report | 12/31/2008 12:57 pm
Lunar Cookie
Really?? Awww i want to read it now. DX I have to wait for it to be non hard covered. XD
Lunar Cookie Report | 12/30/2008 12:48 pm
Lunar Cookie
Not yet, I saw it at borders but it was so expensive. DX
RanDOm_ChicK01111 Report | 12/23/2008 2:20 pm
WHite chocolate chip and macadamian nuts and oatmeal scotch bars. I made them myself and im sorta afrarid to eat them. Lol
RanDOm_ChicK01111 Report | 12/23/2008 2:15 pm
Not much i just got done aking some cookies.
RanDOm_ChicK01111 Report | 12/23/2008 2:12 pm
Hey whats up??? Happy Holidays!!!!!
KnightoftheFallen Report | 12/20/2008 6:51 am
Heeeey, guess what?
*claps for you*

Tonight I Wanna Cry - Keith Urban

I've never been the kind to let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control
But I'm just hurt enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry