How does it feel to not exist, you ask?
It feels like I am dead, but I am still breathing, still living...but it's like I'm not real, not existing. But in reality, still alive.
It's sad when people die. Death is not kind, it's black as far as you can see and you're all alone. It doesn't matter how many relationships we seem to have, we are all alone.
Did you know I had a twin sister?
Misaki Fujioka...that's her name. She's an angel, a beautiful angel who lives in heaven. Even though we were separated, we were always together. I will never forget my twin sister, my only friend...
I guess I gained another friend after her death...Kouchi Sakakibara. Like me, he does not exist to the normal world.
Where can you find me?
At 4-4 Misakicho Yomiyama City. My mother auntie Yukiyo owns a doll store. The dolls are in every way beautiful, I love each and every one of them. Lots of people think that they are creepy...but to me, they are the most enchanting things in the world.
I also like to go for walks in the rain. My favourite is the cold rain that falls in midwinter, just before it turns into snow.
My talent is drawing. I spend a long time perfecting my sketches, my favourite one is my sketch of Misaki as an angel...I was a member of Yomiyama North's art group, before I was chosen to not exist. I love all kinds of art, I believe that there is beauty in everything.
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