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If you want to know about me read my journal. Read anything I've written because chances are my chracater is my reflection. Writting is the freeing of the soul through words and actions therefore it's my mirror look at it and you see me as I truly am.

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A culmanation of my life.

My life my words for everyone to read. Hopefully it'll help someone understand me.

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Report | 08/15/2010 11:08 pm

sillyhm0ngkid

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Report | 07/30/2010 11:30 pm

Martica_TheDevil

To anyone that still logs on gaia I'm going to desert this account permanantly and sell all my stuff for a comisson or something so if you want something send me an email. MarticaNarcassa@yahoo.com. And I'll sell it to for cheaper than anywhere else. No more pming this account or commenting because again deserting it.

Report | 07/25/2008 5:44 pm

Martica_TheDevil

am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong

Openly right here..... I'm Bisexual. Wanna hate me? Go ahead because I have no regrets.

Love is love as long as it's there that's all that matters.