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I adopted a CHIBI!!
name: ichigo
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owner: luis5167
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Birthday: 05/10
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I adopted a CHIBI!!
name: ichigo
Likes: ?
dosen't like: ?
owner: luis5167
Adopt ONE TOO!
i am gay
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now that serenity says that stuff, i feel all bad...and in all honesty, the reason i try to be open to others is so that they can understand me, and hopfully not pick on me for my looks or actions. And i dont like praise, i feel like I dont deserve it, and i dont disire it. i dont think i pretty, smart or beutiful. and i never will. and being open has gotten me many really good friends on pso, and for once in my misrible life, im happy. and i honestly dont want that to change.
So im sorry serenity for making you feel worthless and unhappy, but maybe if you can open up...others may see that and think highly of you. and in all honesty, i now exactly how you feel.
Lol SO, just because it's easier for me to say stuff on here than through texting or actually talking imma say sorry. >w< For being overly aggressive, not explaining why I had gotten mad a whole bunch of times and for being a jerk. I'm not exactly sure why it's so hard for me to control my anger around you and sometimes I don't even know why I'm mad. But thanks for being my friend and for always saying that your "proud of me" for doing the most simplest of things.
You were half right when you said I was jealous of Amanda that one time. I usually get jealous of people easily because I feel like I am nothing 24/7. When I look at Amanda I see much beauty and talent that I wish I had and I wish people could see in me. But that's only half of it, the other half I'm jealous for basically what she gets. I guess I may have this new obsession with people being proud of me, no one else seems to be proud of me at all for anything except for you. & I'm pretty sure you were just saying you were proud of me, not really meaning it at all or at the very most you only meant it a little. Anyways, since I see Amanda excelling in almost everything, accomplishing great things, being more open to others than I could ever wish I was, and almost never digging herself into a whole like I do I figured everyone must be proud of her. I figured that she is most likely getting praises from everyone and that no one has any trouble when it comes to accepting her.
I'm over competitive and kinda see her as a challenge without even knowing it. So I hope you can piece this all together now.
I'm sorry for being very confusing and frustrating, if you have any more questions about everything else that had gone on or what you still don't understand feel free to just ask. (Through a text message only please.)
But yeah I guess that's all. Lol ^^
AKA, Serenity.. <--I hate my name.