About

My name is Lucifer. I am currently going through an extremely difficult time in my real and Gaian life. Though you may see the picture of "I quit", That does not mean that I quit Gaia. But I have decided to share my real life so that you understand what I am going through. Fifteen years ago a beautiful baby girl was born. Fourteen years later she realized that she felt too sick in her own body. After searching around she figured it out. She didn't feel like being female. She suffered from Gender Identity Disorder. She hated herself for what she was- a girl. That girl is me. And even though he now goes by male pronouns and a different, more masculine name, he is still extremely depressed. And honestly, I don't even know how to live anymore. I go on this site so that I can be happier. I can hide behind a cute little character and say "Hi I'm Lucifer and I'm gay." When in real life, I'm actually saying "Hi my name is Sabien and I suffer from Gender Identity Disorder, but I still like men." And though it may just be fun and games and roleplaying, I still find myself attached to people I meet. So yeah, the little broken heart emoji is real. Cuz after 2 months of not receiving a reply from my Gaian boyfriend,I get onto his profile to find that he has removed me from his profile and the only thing he's said to me is '*bows* ..."
P.S I am starting a Journal here on Gaia about my IRL Life. It'll probably suck, but there were some people that wanted to know more so....yeah there you go
Yours Sinisterly,

P.S. My nickname is Luci, ask before you decide to call me by it, or I might smite you.