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I'm Katelyn, I listen to a lot of music.. Obviously. I am a junior in high school. I am not usually shy, but sometimes i can be. i am outgoing once you get to know me, I am quite an adrenalin junkie, and I am a bit Masochistic, in the non-sexual way.. haha.., but yeah. I like to write, another obvious about me. I am really looking forward to September 15Th, 2010, no it's not my birthday (: I play the guitar and piano, and I am madly in love with theatre. I dream of being an actress. umm, so yeah. pretty much. Message me, Friend Request me, whatever,. (: Adios.
The Silence That Kills: Written by me(:
So dark, so deep. The silence is the key, to the unforgettable last moments. The loudness of my screams, hurts the silence, my penetrated mind is in. The red lines that tease, the scars that remain, I might not last. The end is coming so fast. The blackouts give me no choice. What am I doing? I can’t stop it. I can’t facilitate it. The end is near, and I am bursting with fear. The Silence that kills. Now, It’s quiet. It’s silent.
Careful Awakening: written by me(:
Screams from the souls of the restless. Awaken, my dear. Embrace the fears of the wicked mind. Enter your tragic past, and heal your scars. Bring fourth your constricted nightmares and confront the blackouts. Be the strength you never thought you had. For God is there, keeping you safe. You have a reason to live. Awaken with caution and be the brave. No more scars, no more pain. Trade the hell, for hope.
Sweet Masochistic Mind: Written by me(:
Masochistic thoughts consume my mind. They consume my days, my actions, and my words. Masochistic thoughts swallow my life, take it whole. Regrettable actions have a price. A price too great, with a masochistic mind like this. Face the fears trapped inside this cage. Memories of steel, break they won’t. Scream for the light and pray for the masochistic thoughts, and words to leave this place. Life, is coming. Breathe, it is almost over.
questionable pain: written by me(:
The pain does not subside. It does not weaken nor diminish. It increases. Strengthens by the day. Time is rolling backwards. It is one’s form of addiction. Only it does not get easier. It gets harder every second of everyday. Breathing harder, gasping louder, screaming quieter. Fears of the own mind, I can not escape. Welcome home, the knife whispers. Was this planned? Or is this how it should be? Never to be broken.
Surrender: Written by me:)
When it’s done, it’ll go away. Forever buried. A tragic past woven in the flesh of memories. Surrender. Crowded rooms shaping my mind into violence for the self prison. Barred in the mind of horror. Screaming through the dark halls, echoes through my veins. Sharp as it glistens. Let it go, let it fall to the ground, loose grip will suffice. Surrender, surrender the pain, surrender forever.
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