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Behind blue eyes....

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Emotionless

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Welcome to my life....

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Behind blue eyes....

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you

No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

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I....

No one knows what it's like
To be mistreated
To be defeated
behind blue eyes

and no one knows how to say that theyre sorry
and dont worry
i'm not telling lies

but my dreams
they arent as empty
as my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
my love is vengence
that's never free

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

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Emotionless

Hey Dad
I'm writing to you
Not to tell you
That i still hate you
Just to ask you how you feel?
How we fell apart?
How this fell apart?
Are you happy out there in this great wide world?
Do you think about your sons?
Do you miss your little girl?
When you lay your head down,
How do you sleep at night?
Do even wonder if we're alright?
We're alright. We're alright

It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mothers heart, you broke your children for life
It's not okay but we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory mine
I spent so many learning how to survive
Now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive

The days I spent so cold so hungry
Were full of hate
I was so angry
The scars run deep inside this tattooed body
There's things I'll take to my grave
but I'm Ok, I'm Ok

It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we criied?
You broke my mothers heart, you broke your childern for life
It's not okay but were alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive,
I'm still alive
And sometimes, i forgive
Yeah and this time I'll admit
That i miss you
Said I miss you

It's been a long hard road without you by side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart,You broke your children for life
It's not Okay but were alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive

And sometimes i forgive
Yeah this time I'll admit
That I miss you, i miss you
Hey Dad

Welcome to my life....

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

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My RPC`s are in my journal
I love to RP.
RP`s of any and every kind

These are some things that i have written:

"Love is not everlasting it ends like all things...
Roses are a sign of love..but they always dies
I love you is Eight letters so is bullshit...
Why is this..Love is something you do need you cant live long without it
But its not like food you dont need it everyday
But love ends.."

here are some things i have written in the past, but i`m much better now:

In the end, you remember not the words of your enemies, but the silence of your friends......


you dont have the right to hate me untile you have tried my way of life.............



when it comes to life, there are always things you dont want to know........

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The last one was kind of obvious, that was one of the first things that i wrote.
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New things:

*sighs*
I`m so confused
Help me out here, drop me a sign
say something to me
do something
anything
just as long as i know whats going on
please
just help me understand
so i can work out this confused state
that you`ve put me in
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To those who hate me: Keep on hating
To those who Ignore me: Keep ignoring, see if i care
To those that love me: I`m sorry if i`m not perfect
To those that i love: I will never forget you, your in my Heart for eternity
To everyone else: im sorry for being who i am
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Unreal love is like waiting for a knife
it may be real for you
but when you find out that the other was just lieing
you die inside and can never heal your broken heart
no matter how long time has passed

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As i make up new things, i`ll probobly put them in my journal, so look there.
And, yeah, sorry that i suck.

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How i feel
By, Me
For, My dad

I`m sorry
for being me
for being a dissapointment
to you in the end
I wish there was more
i could have done
more that i could have given you
Everything i did
seemed to make everything
worce and worce
yeah
sure
You say that
everythings alright
that you still love me
but i know that
that is all a lie
I know you know
that i know
it`s just a lie
so i dont know
why you keep on
with it....
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My Life
By, Me

The night is my life
I live by it and it`s rules
Nothing can harm me
Nothing can kill me
Only the night`s opposite can do anything
This is my life...
This is my prison...
That is my sanctuary...
This...
That....
It...
Is my hell
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World
By, Me

To the world
you can be just one person
but to one person
you can be the world....
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Change
By, Me

I am sorry for being me
i wish i could change
only so you would finaly
accept me for me
but that can not happen
and for that
i am truely sorry
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Rid
By, Me
For, my friend, Fluffy_Chi_Chi

Hang my head
Slit my wrists
So I can be rid
Of this false happyness
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Hurt
By, Me

No matter how many times
I open my heart
I am hurt
by the invisible bonds
that people form
So I keep
my emotions to myself
swallow my hurt
and
continue one
with this life i have
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deborah95211940 Report | 01/24/2008 5:23 am
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unbroken_curse Report | 11/05/2006 1:47 pm
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*i sit ont he ground* master! =D
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UglyNarcissist
Hello! *pokes around the profile*

I was never here.
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Hey look!! A comment!! =)
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Unseen_tears_of_heartache
*pokes, then runs off*
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!





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Fallen Angel by: me I am a fallen angel with the unholy wings of another from pergitory`s gate i come forth save me now or same me later which ever you may chose it will never happen for i am one that has been rejected from God and of Luc