About

My philosphy is this:

"All worlds begin in Darkness, and all so end. The heart is no different. Darkness sprouts within it; it grows, consumes it. Such is its nature. In the end, all things return to the Darkness from whence they came. For you see, Darkness is the hearts true essence."

- Ansem, Seeker of Darkness

The purpose of the Void:

To balance the mind and body.
To cultivate a peaceful spirit,
And through correct and rigid study,
To strive for improvement in the way of the Void.
To hold in esteem human courtesy and honor.
To better respect the importance of the heart,
And to forever pursue the balance of oneself.
This will make one be able:
To be content with his/her country and society,
To contribute to the development of culture,
And to promote peace and prosperity among all peoples.

- From Christian Umbria's book, The Way of the Void

My story is one of misfit begginings, chance and intentional suffering, morale dilemas, and the pursuit of greater understanding and a state of wholeness.

People say that I'm cold. The truth is, I am merely a man with a heart of gold, but a hollow inside. I can excell at anything, given my interest in it, but I keep myself out of the reach of those who "love" me. I'm lonely, but I guess that is what drives me to succeed.

Past events in my life have left me stripped of real emotion. I'm not emo, however. It is easy to show emotion, but for me, it's hard to feel it. A smile can loosen up any difficult or awkward situation, but that doesn't mean it has to be sincere. Until I find someone who makes me happy, I can only remember what it was like to sincerely laugh, cry, and love. My pseudo smile is what gets me through the day.

I have little sympathy for anything that needs to be taken care of, and religion is out of the question. The resentment of religion contradicts my name, but I have my reasons, most of which have to do with my "love" of science.

My dream is to bio-engineer the perfect cell, and enhance specific qualities in humans to live longer and younger, maybe even forever.

My goal is to get rich off my research and go into politics in my later life. I wish to work (or claw) my way up to my presidential nomination, and ultimately gain the presdency after what I hope to be a memorable campaign. I have many views on how to improve this war mongerng society of celebrity-craving hillbillies and the scandelous politicians who "screw-up" our American way of life.

One day, before i start my political career, I hope to become a high ranking officer in the Navy. I've started the road to that future by joining my school's JROTC program. I love the order of the military, and it's high pace and discipline keeps up with my general way of thinking. To keep it simple, I "love" it too.

My idle is Napoleon Bonaparte. Any biography you read about him, there is always a hint of me in there. And as funny (or wierd) as that is, I find it fitting.

I'm French born and raised in America. My Mother's side of the family is the wealthy Umbria clan, a family of lawyers, pilots, and politicians, who are good friends with Hugo Chavez, President of Venezuela. My Father's family is complicated, filled with many name changes during WWII (his father and step-fathers all died in the German invasion of France). I guess I like my mother better, because my father doesn't neccessarliy share my view of the wolrd.

My fantasy is to shoot lightning out of my fingertips.

I'm a bit of a narcisist, but not obnoxiously though. I have a problem with wanting to look perfect (and honestly, I'm not that bad looking from what I'm told).

My ethnicities are French,Italian,Latino,a bit of Black, with a sophisticated barely French-American accent.

Though all that has been said may leave you with a bad impression of me, I want to reasure all who read that you can still talk to me if you want. It's not as if I'm going to give you cold-shoulder. If you want to reach out to me, send me a message. I'd be..."happy", to respond to it.


Personality Tests:


Your color is: Blue
You value knowledge, logic, and deceit. You love to pursue wisdom but also to manipulate and deceive. At your best, you are brilliant and progressive. At your worst, you are treacherous and cold. Your symbol is a water droplet. Your enemies are green and red.

















Proud. Driven. You fix on your objective and stick to it. Some people may see you as cold or even cruel, but they just can't see past your prickly surface. At heart, you care about your companions and may be a little more sensitive than you'd like to admit.

I AM ALSO HALF





















VENGEFUL, STRONG, AND "ANTI-SOCIAL"(in a way)











YIN AND YANG TEST

You are a good balance between both yin and yang. Yin and Yang represents unity and duality. You are a creative person, but you also know that sometimes being a little 'dark' can make something just as beautiful as a 'lighter'creation.
















'Which Organization XIII Member are you most like?

You scored as: Xemnas

You are cold and all powerful. Your thrist to become whole drives you, and you understand that anger and rage are necessary to gaining more power. Emotions like love, and emotions in general, are something you only remember.