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Report | 06/16/2021 1:43 am

Yvvki

I do twitch now if you ever come back and see this and want to reach me without me knowing it's you.
Maybe we can start over as friends that way, if you ever felt like you had to keep a façade going.
You can just be you. sweatdrop
Anyways here's the link. https://www.twitch.tv/yvvki

Report | 06/15/2021 12:57 pm

Yvvki

Report | 03/02/2019 3:41 am

Yvvki

Hello, it's been a few years so I guess i'll give a short update.
I am alive, I'm still trying to be better at social conversation in real life. It's a work in progress.
I'm getting past a lot of emotional, mental, and some physical abuse from my parents since Iv'e moved out.
I'm still persuing art, I still have my character Yuuki. For better or worse, she's going to be a part of me.
I put a lot of myself into her, more then I would like to admit.

Also I wanted to admit something, I'm not sure if you will ever see this, and it might be for the best if you don't.... I feel like it's important to at least write it.
Back then.... the feelings I had were never dishonest. I was going through a lot with my family so I clung to you. However.... It took me a long time to come to those terms, and I am glad I did get to tell you... even if it was cringy. Although... the feelings were never sexual either.... It's really embarrassing but it was deeper than that for me. You were the one I chose to open up to, to want to try and talk to other people. You changed that part of me. I can no longer revert back into the quiet person who didn't care if no one spoke to me.

Thank you for opening my eyes, and making me want to talk to people.

I was very lost in my life while we were friends... I hope...maybe one day instead of looking up to you, I can stand beside you as an equal. Maybe I can one day be someone you can feel proud to have known.

Anyways, I'll keep trying to make progress in life. n.n

Report | 02/13/2019 10:51 pm

Yvvki

I like this song.

Report | 04/21/2018 10:49 am

Yvvki

I'm sorry I was so cringey in the past. You just meant a lot to me, and I was going through a really rough time with my family.
I met someone a few years ago and he opened my eyes on just how abusive my parents were to me. He even let me pretty much move in with him when my Father put a nasty bruise on my arm. He's such a nice person, I love him very much. Been with him for two years now and we even managed to get an apartment with a roommate who's pretty cool as well.

I'm still learning on how to open myself up to others. It's been tough, but I'm slowly improving.
I wanted to let you know that when I saw how easily you spoke to others online, I thought it was really cool. Almost like a Superpower to me back then, because I was just so terribly shut in by my family. I really admired that about you.
I never once really knew you though, or what you were going through. I do want you to know that I never once took you for granted, you are still a precious friend.

I just wish we could sill talk as friends. I really hate loosing people, especially since I have such a hard time getting along with others.

Report | 05/23/2017 9:36 pm

Yvvki

Report | 07/18/2016 6:49 pm

Yvvki

Report | 06/12/2016 6:50 pm

Yvvki

Please listen to this Also thank you for everything.

Report | 04/19/2016 10:42 am

Yvvki

Report | 02/29/2016 10:37 am

Yvvki

Report | 09/09/2015 4:18 am

Yvvki

So just letting you know that I still think about you from time to time.
Also... this
And This

Amatsu is a really good friend of mine, and she`s amazing at writing as well! n.n

Report | 07/14/2013 6:57 pm

Yvvki

I'm so sorry. ;;

You need to add me to a skype or something, give me some drawing pointers...
i...i really missed you...

even if we talk once in a while... it just made me so happy.

Ive been trying to rite lately as well... i had quit for a long while... x.x

Report | 07/14/2013 6:50 pm

Yvvki

I made this a few months back. ;;

Report | 07/14/2013 6:46 pm

Yvvki

thank you so much for drawing me... ;;
i...cant... i just...
my feelings are a mess...
damnit i... x.x i thought ud just forget about me...
i'm so sorry

you have gotten so good. i'll keep this with me, i'm putting it beside the other one ;;

Report | 07/14/2013 6:40 pm

Yvvki

i derped im sorry. x.x

I didnt mean to copy paste all that ;;

sorry.

Report | 07/14/2013 6:39 pm

Yvvki

[size=9][align=center]i-i... i don't even know how to respond...





i'm sorry, i'm an idiot...





please tell me though, how are you?





It's been so long... i just...





I really didn't think you would come back this time... [/alig





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Report | 02/20/2013 1:28 am

Yvvki

Report | 07/06/2012 3:55 am

Yvvki

He... has done what I feared most...
He left to protect me...
But... I don't want to be protected anymore.
Why won't anyone let me be there for them? ;.;
It hurts how easily people can just leave...
it hurts so much, to realize how insignificant i am to people.
I don't know what to do anymore.

why is it always out of love that i get abandoned?

Richard, i need you right now, as a friend.... ;;

I can't walk around anymore pretending everything is Ok when it's not.

So please come back soon.

Report | 02/27/2012 11:38 pm

Yvvki

Report | 02/21/2012 7:05 pm

Yvvki

You know...I really did believe in you...
You were really the one person I truly believed in.
...I feel...incomplete now, without you... That's the only way I can think of it...
Im still here, though.... With what's left of me....
But you have something important with you still...

I was so afraid to loose you completely... I still want to believe in you like I use to... But you're making it so hard....
If you do come back one day and see this.... Know that i'm still trying my best... Im still here.
Im...not anyone else but myself...
I am real to someone now...
And he wants to prove it.
...I'm still kind of scared....
I dont want to get hurt again.... So I...know why I cant get anyone to stay with me.
And it's because my existence is a false....
I don't know who I am anymore.
I'm going to see how things go though...

Sorry for not being able to wait.

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