My Best Friend ForeverTaylor

Dont take your own life.This life isn't easy, its hard. Nothing really goes to plan does it? some things will happen and it might just be out of your control. Life is nothing like a movie, although even i wish it was just so that life could be a bit easy and we wouldn't have to deal with some unwelcoming things. I've learnt in only my 15 years of being alive that there are some beautiful things in this world like friendship, family and the love of your life. There were some days where i was just be that little emo kid that self-harms just to know that I'm still alive, i still had my family and my friends even though it felt like they werent really there for me. I used to live in the land of make believe, that place inside my head that was always there even when i wasn't sleeping, it would still be there and i would rather live in that world rather then the real one. I hoped and prayed for a day where the darkness would come to an end, now i guess its paid off. It will all pay off in the end even if your not the skinniest,best looking person it'll pay off, one day you will get your share of happyness and sometimes you just have to go through the darkness to get to the lighter side of this world. I may be just a kid and you might think i don't have a clue what I'm talking about but i think i have an idea about it, life wasnt easy for the first ten years but like i said it paid off. My point is... don't give up on love/family or friendship, its not the end and don't take your own life it doesn't fix anything it just brings hurt to the people that you love and that love you. It might seem like its to much to handle but you just have to be strong, pull through it all and show no signs of weakness what so ever.

Sacrificing all they loved. Tell me you did not seek blood. Endless penance. Knees to floors. is this not what you asked for? Things aren't how they used to seem. A gift that you will soon abhor. Is this not what you asked for?! Ancestors cathecting in spirit and truth. Their blessings are savage and crude. Fervid, blind devotion leading him astray. Playing into dark heirophantic games. Nothing's what it used to mean A n a t h e m a ! ! ! Shamed and disgraced. So bruised and misled, and for which so many have bled. The spoils of virgins. The altar of fruit. Our finest robes bloodied for you. The mess that is made and all in the name of a stand-in conscience to be fed. Dejected. Rejected. Forsaken for gratefulness. Banished to nothing. Idolatry! Insanity! Give unto your maker of grief. Don't be deceived . Learn how to read . . . between the lines and open your eyes. Ancestors investing in spirit and truth. Can you say what this means to you?

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These are all words ill use if you mess with my friends!!!!