Kat you may not see this but I'm truly sorry and I miss you so much. I loved you more than you could know. See you with all the boyfriends over the years I kept tellin myself that I was fine we would be fine. Seeing you with my manipulative sister I got scared. We were drifting away I had been saving all the money I could so we could hang out I looked for a job everywhere not many people were hireing. I took up that babysitting job absolutely hating it and getting abused by Mark and my sister. Everything you said to me cut me like a knife. I realize now what I said hurt you just as much as it did me. I'm sorry and I'm sorry this didn't get to you sooner, I love you. I still love you. I have never stopped loving you. There is not a week that goes by that I don't miss you and cry. Amber has been manipulating my parents, swallowing pills just to spite them and not help out with trying to pay bills and keep our parents from losing their house. Only coming home to steal money and have mom wash her clothes. She never knew the meaning of love. I don't blame you for believing her. I believed her when she said we'd makeup and our fight would be over. I believed her when she said she cared about me and she would pay me back for all the money I used on her. She lied and I lied to myself. I wanted so badly for my one and only true friend to come back to me but I know that's not likely. I'll never move on. I lost to much when I lost you. I have a boyfriend now and a few new friends but love is just not the same. Not without you in my life. I loved you, and I'm sorry. - Misa
Could you tell your bf Eli to stop harassing me. That'd be swell. I don't need to know you were cheating on me for as much as I know, "a lot longer than you think,"[quote Eli] when we were fighting or whatever. Also don't need him sending me pics of you two kissing and s**t. It's been like what, two months now or so? Getting there? I moved on, maybe not as quick as you did, because as far as I know, without confirmation of his information, which could be s**t starting, I do know you made yourself an item on this "facebook you didn't have," a week after we were done. Me? I've gotten there, I'm good now. Either way, karma has a way of reaching people, maybe you should take a look at yourself, and practise what you preach. Don't like people being unfaithful or untrustworthy, don't be that way yourself. Sure I might've made a possible regretful mistake by taking my life, but you were definitely not the person you claimed to be, a friend or a lover. Dropped me as quick as you took me.
All I know is, the Kat "I loved," isn't the Kat "that is." So gg for playing me, it was a swell time, no sarcasm, I truly fell in love with "her," albeit a huge facade on "your" part, and will probably remain in love with "her" for a long time, until I forget about "her," which, if "your" bf ******** off, should be managable. Thank god I didn't figure moving plans and waste money visiting razz that would've sucked more
So tell your "boy"friend to piss off, he's wasting his time and mine as I have to play ******** telephone in hopes you see this to tell him to smarten up. Hope he's worth it.
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Hi I was bored so I felt like commenting on your profile meh Love u. Ange
All I know is, the Kat "I loved," isn't the Kat "that is." So gg for playing me, it was a swell time, no sarcasm, I truly fell in love with "her," albeit a huge facade on "your" part, and will probably remain in love with "her" for a long time, until I forget about "her," which, if "your" bf ******** off, should be managable. Thank god I didn't figure moving plans and waste money visiting razz that would've sucked more
So tell your "boy"friend to piss off, he's wasting his time and mine as I have to play ******** telephone in hopes you see this to tell him to smarten up. Hope he's worth it.