Hi, Emily, this is just in case you didn't get my email. it said it was sent, but i also got an email saying it didn't :/
so i was checking an old email address and ended up re-reading our emails. i've been meaning to write because it's been a while since i heard from you. i really miss you.
i understand you probably have a lot going on, like college or something, but i just wrote to say i still think of you, and i hope you're doing all right :]
i'll talk to you later... hopefully :] heart
the bond-fire was okay. my best friend didn't come, but i sat and watched mark and my friend bryant dig a 6 1/2 foot hole in the sand xD [bryant is 6'3" so that's how we knew how deep it was xD] so i was able to talk to mark and calvin, not too much, but it was nice. my cheeks got a little sunburned, but it's actually gone now. plain yogurt is apparently a really good remedy for sunburn o_o
yeah, since i'm single, i can pretend to flirt with my friends and stuff xD
but the thing is, i met this guy yesterday, and we've been chatting and texting, and he's really sweet, and i think we might be a couple now xD but i'm not sure... so it's kinda weird O_o
i'll totes post a picture ^-^ i'm trying to see who'll go with me, because couples tickets are cheaper than two individual ones xD the theme is wonderland, so i'm hella excited x3
lol p'wned.
i had another nervous breakdown the other night. but the next day was kinda weird. out of nowhere, Mark came up and talked to me in english class. it was nice :] but he's got another girlfriend now [and she's a fat skank], so i'm going to have to wait about another month until i can try to snag him again. he can be a huge jerk at times, but he can also be super sweet and he makes me happy.
my class is going to Santa Cruz on wednesday and we're going to have this whole day of bonding and a bonfire at night :] i'm going to try to use it as an opportunity to straighten out some things with mark and also to try to talk to calvin ;]
i am careful with my electronics :< but i was kneeling and my phone wriggled out of my pocket :/
i got my prom dress on saturday :3 i got it from Black Peace Now, and it's soooo pretty, i can't even believe it's mine... it's very goth loli :3 the theme is wonderland. hopefully, i'll get a date, but i doubt it. i'll probably just dance with my friends. it sucks being single :/
my sister can be kind of a b***h, but so can my brother. although, i guess i can be too xD
damn, that's kinda messed up that it took that long to find out. but, even if you didn't patch things up, i'm sure all is forgiven :]
mark kind of pissed me off the other day ad mentioned right in front of me that he was going to prom with someone. i just wish things could be the way they were before. we used to talk and he'd text me it just really hurts because i really want to be someone special and important to him, but i feel like i'm not 3: sometimes i feel like just to make him feel shitty, i'll pretend to get a girlfriend for a few weeks, and when i mention it to him, i'd be like "yeah, the last guy i slept with was just soooo bad and i dunno if i really want to do it again" although, that's only my last-resort plan >.>
fortunately, my school is holding Battle of the Classes this friday, and i'm going to be in it biggrin i'm so excited. really sore, but excited xD also, there's a boy there named calvin, and he's super cute :3 i'mma try and talk to him and maybe even see if he wants to go out or something xD
wahh @^@ i feel like i'm being left behind :0 i just took a high school exit exam last week, if i pass, i'll be able to stop going to school as soon as i want and still have the equivalent of a high school diploma biggrin although, i still haven't decided what college to go to >A< my mom keeps taking my computer, ipod, and cell phone >:I she says i'm pretty rough with my things, too. for example, i dropped my cell phone at battle practice today xD if one of the class officers hadn't picked it up, it probably would've gotten stepped on. although, if i end up scratching my stuff or something, i call them 'battle scars' so they sound more epic ;D
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so i was checking an old email address and ended up re-reading our emails. i've been meaning to write because it's been a while since i heard from you. i really miss you.
i understand you probably have a lot going on, like college or something, but i just wrote to say i still think of you, and i hope you're doing all right :]
i'll talk to you later... hopefully :]
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the bond-fire was okay. my best friend didn't come, but i sat and watched mark and my friend bryant dig a 6 1/2 foot hole in the sand xD [bryant is 6'3" so that's how we knew how deep it was xD] so i was able to talk to mark and calvin, not too much, but it was nice. my cheeks got a little sunburned, but it's actually gone now. plain yogurt is apparently a really good remedy for sunburn o_o
yeah, since i'm single, i can pretend to flirt with my friends and stuff xD
but the thing is, i met this guy yesterday, and we've been chatting and texting, and he's really sweet, and i think we might be a couple now xD but i'm not sure... so it's kinda weird O_o
i'll totes post a picture ^-^ i'm trying to see who'll go with me, because couples tickets are cheaper than two individual ones xD the theme is wonderland, so i'm hella excited x3
i had another nervous breakdown the other night. but the next day was kinda weird. out of nowhere, Mark came up and talked to me in english class. it was nice :] but he's got another girlfriend now [and she's a fat skank], so i'm going to have to wait about another month until i can try to snag him again. he can be a huge jerk at times, but he can also be super sweet and he makes me happy.
my class is going to Santa Cruz on wednesday and we're going to have this whole day of bonding and a bonfire at night :] i'm going to try to use it as an opportunity to straighten out some things with mark and also to try to talk to calvin ;]
i am careful with my electronics :< but i was kneeling and my phone wriggled out of my pocket :/
i got my prom dress on saturday :3 i got it from Black Peace Now, and it's soooo pretty, i can't even believe it's mine... it's very goth loli :3 the theme is wonderland. hopefully, i'll get a date, but i doubt it. i'll probably just dance with my friends. it sucks being single :/
damn, that's kinda messed up that it took that long to find out. but, even if you didn't patch things up, i'm sure all is forgiven :]
mark kind of pissed me off the other day ad mentioned right in front of me that he was going to prom with someone. i just wish things could be the way they were before. we used to talk and he'd text me it just really hurts because i really want to be someone special and important to him, but i feel like i'm not 3: sometimes i feel like just to make him feel shitty, i'll pretend to get a girlfriend for a few weeks, and when i mention it to him, i'd be like "yeah, the last guy i slept with was just soooo bad and i dunno if i really want to do it again" although, that's only my last-resort plan >.>
fortunately, my school is holding Battle of the Classes this friday, and i'm going to be in it biggrin i'm so excited. really sore, but excited xD also, there's a boy there named calvin, and he's super cute :3 i'mma try and talk to him and maybe even see if he wants to go out or something xD
wahh @^@ i feel like i'm being left behind :0 i just took a high school exit exam last week, if i pass, i'll be able to stop going to school as soon as i want and still have the equivalent of a high school diploma biggrin although, i still haven't decided what college to go to >A< my mom keeps taking my computer, ipod, and cell phone >:I she says i'm pretty rough with my things, too. for example, i dropped my cell phone at battle practice today xD if one of the class officers hadn't picked it up, it probably would've gotten stepped on. although, if i end up scratching my stuff or something, i call them 'battle scars' so they sound more epic ;D
so was it good or not?
cant wait 2 watch it on March 27th