Ask | Fb | Vickie V. Nguyen. Seventeen. Warning: Contains vulgar vocabulary.
I don’t got s**t to hide so I set my profiles as public. Feel free to stalk and talk s**t.

Dear boyfriend,

It’s almost been five months and it seems like every second of my life even when I’m with you, I’m always terribly missing you. The thought of me now being so attached is kind of nerve wrecking. I’m the type of person who likes to turn away when she’s hurt just to make time to heal her imaginary scars. When you told me you wished I told and showed you more about how I felt, I over reacted. I just assumed when you love someone enough you would know what exactly is wrong but I see where you get the feeling of neglect from. I’m trying to stop but it’s like a reflex, being a total a*****e when I’m hurt.. I can’t stand it. I’m too much of a sensitive person hence why I back away if you make fun of me because the only opinions that matters to me most, comes from you. I understand why you may get the feeling I don’t care because I’m not a jealous person neither am I the type of person who likes to yell. I told you I trust you, there’s no reason to be jealous. I know you’re smart enough to make good decisions. Yelling? I can’t do it unless you hurt me bad enough. I don’t yell because crying is the aftermath of it. I don’t honestly know what these words mean but it’s coming from the truth. Maybe I just needed to let go some of
the things I wish I could say but have trouble deciphering it in my mind when it comes to answering you immediately. It’s just I don’t want everything to be such a big deal and I don’t want you to stress out on anything.. Or I’ll blame myself for how you feel. You’re everything I will fight for. Even if it means going through and learning from our cultural differences because I know we’ll surpass through the turmoil and know that we’ll be happy in the end. I fall in love with you every day. No matter how I’m feeling, I know I can count on you to still love me at the end of the day.

Ask | Fb | Vickie V. Nguyen. Seventeen. Warning: Contains vulgar vocabulary.
I don’t got s**t to hide so I set my profiles as public. Feel free to stalk and talk s**t.

Dear boyfriend,

It’s almost been five months and it seems like every second of my life even when I’m with you, I’m always terribly missing you. The thought of me now being so attached is kind of nerve wrecking. I’m the type of person who likes to turn away when she’s hurt just to make time to heal her imaginary scars. When you told me you wished I told and showed you more about how I felt, I over reacted. I just assumed when you love someone enough you would know what exactly is wrong but I see where you get the feeling of neglect from. I’m trying to stop but it’s like a reflex, being a total a*****e when I’m hurt.. I can’t stand it. I’m too much of a sensitive person hence why I back away if you make fun of me because the only opinions that matters to me most, comes from you. I understand why you may get the feeling I don’t care because I’m not a jealous person neither am I the type of person who likes to yell. I told you I trust you, there’s no reason to be jealous. I know you’re smart enough to make good decisions. Yelling? I can’t do it unless you hurt me bad enough. I don’t yell because crying is the aftermath of it. I don’t honestly know what these words mean but it’s coming from the truth. Maybe I just needed to let go some of
the things I wish I could say but have trouble deciphering it in my mind when it comes to answering you immediately. It’s just I don’t want everything to be such a big deal and I don’t want you to stress out on anything.. Or I’ll blame myself for how you feel. You’re everything I will fight for. Even if it means going through and learning from our cultural differences because I know we’ll surpass through the turmoil and know that we’ll be happy in the end. I fall in love with you every day. No matter how I’m feeling, I know I can count on you to still love me at the end of the day.